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The flower that blooms in adversity is the most rare and beautiful of all.

About Me

I don't even know what to say anymore.About the Site:
Layout Credit: mindlezz
Brushes From: aethereality.net

My Interests


Music, studying Japanese ♥, writing, philosophy, religions, psychology, sociology, history, cultures, languages, reading, meeting new people, helping people, manga, anime, J-rock [visual kei = ♥ !], yaoi, fanfics, *FANGIRLING* !

I'd like to meet:

No one.

Music:

JAPANESE MUSIC=♥ ! 12012 176BIZAikaryu Aile Alice Nine An Café AyabieBloodThe Candy Spooky Theater ChelseA ClavierD Dacco Daigo Stardust Danger Gang Deathgaze Death Rabbits D`espairs Ray Dir En Grey Due Le Quartz Duel JewelEchostreamexist†traceFatimaGackt The GazettE Glay Gossip Guitar WolfHead Phones President Heaven’s Factory hide HydeIchigo69 IsabelleJilsKagerou Kagrra, K@mikaze Boyz Kra KuRtL’arc~en~ciel La Mule Lareine La:Sadie’s LM.C Luna Sea Luvie LynchMalice Mizer Mask Merry M-flo Miyavi Moi dix Mois Morning Musume MuccNightmareOrange RangePhantasmagoria Pierrot The Pillows Plastic Tree Psycho Le CemuRip SlymeSadie The Sads ScReW Shelly Trip Realize SID Soroban Suicide AliT.M.Revolution TUBEUnSrAw Utada HikaruWizardVidollX-JapanAnd any Japanese music I can get my hands on ! ^-^;

Movies:

Moon Child , ORESAMA, Memoirs of a Geisha, Fight Club, The Nightmare Before Christmas, House of Flying Daggers, Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, Closer, Sprited Away, Donnie Darko, SLC Punk, Seven, Interview With the Vampire, Queen of the Damned, Edward Scissorhands, Pirates of the Caribbean I and II, Princess Mononoke, Leon: The Professional, Rocky Horror Picture Show, Harold and Kumar Go To White Castle, The Lost Boys, Sixteen Candles, The Breakfast Club, Pretty In Pink, Killer Klowns From Outer Space, Half Baked, Bill and Ted's Excellent Adventure, mostly any 80's movie or Tim Burton production.

Television:

Comedy Central, Cartoon Network, CSI: Las Vegas. Anime; but not the English-dubbed trash they play on TV. ^-^;

Books:

My Japanese textbook, The Perks of Being a Wallflower, Gingerbread, Angels and Demons, The Da Vinci Code, Reviving Ophelia, A Child Called It series, Lamb, A Million Little Pieces, Haunted, Memoirs of a Geisha, Fight Club.

Heroes:

HARD GAY ! I strive to be this flamboyant.Yukinko Akira ! ♥My brother Corey and his friends are pretty much the COOLEST mother fuckers EVER. Yeah, envy those bitches, fool ! ♥♥♥ Nicky-Chan ♥ Sameerah is my nigga NINJA.AND ! My Jrockers. They aren't just hot and talented... They inspire me. ^___^;

My Blog

A little introspection.

Finishing the day with this last cigarette.Listening to a little Miyavi.It's been a fucked up day... month... year... LIFE. I've pissed off some people that I love.Some of them aren't even speaking to...
Posted by º|ca on Thu, 12 Apr 2007 09:04:00 PST

Dear my "friend" ~

Shinjirarenai~ Watashi no ichiban tomodachi ima ga kirai desu. Konban, watashi no ichiban tomodachi ga mite... Watashi no ichiban tomodachi hanashimasen desu yo~! Mimasen yo~!! Mukoo itte yo~! Kono ku...
Posted by º|ca on Tue, 03 Apr 2007 10:22:00 PST

My life is over.

Hi Jilly,   Thanks for your email. You've read my mind because I just started typing an email to you when yours came in.   The admissions manager reviewed your file and came and spoke with m...
Posted by º|ca on Mon, 02 Apr 2007 11:21:00 PST

*Raves*

The techno dance was... Kinda lame. Oh well. Here's my documentation of it.   Is it just me, or do I look freakishly large in this picture? ...
Posted by º|ca on Sun, 18 Mar 2007 01:00:00 PST

Home is where the heart is.

So, here I am sobbing like a fool. Me, Jessica, and Jennifer were talking last night... And we all agreed that we were born in the wrong bodies.   Honestly, my soul belongs to Japan. I am in the ...
Posted by º|ca on Sun, 11 Mar 2007 12:01:00 PST

This may be the end...

I can't sleep. I can't eat.   I can't stop crying. I said I wanted it, but faced with it, I break.   I'm losing it. I'm breaking. I don't want to lose him.     This is the best tim...
Posted by º|ca on Thu, 01 Mar 2007 01:56:00 PST

BEST DAY EVER. <3

I'll start this by saying; Sunday, September 10th, 2006 was the greatest, most AMAZING day of my LIFE. DIR EN GREY IS FUCKING AMAZING. Best concert EVER. Okaaaay, so. I arrived at the Verizon Wirel...
Posted by º|ca on Wed, 13 Sep 2006 05:21:00 PST

FUCK YOU, HSE.

Warning: this post contains angry ranting. This is high school. We should be on our way to becoming mature adults. And yet, you all act like you are still in middle school. I am so sick of these w...
Posted by º|ca on Sat, 02 Sep 2006 09:36:00 PST

Bachelorette

I'm a fountain of blood In the shape of a girl You're the bird on the brim Hypnotised by the Whirl Drink me, make me feel real Wet your beak in the stream Game we're playing is life Love is a two way...
Posted by º|ca on Sat, 26 Aug 2006 02:36:00 PST

Happiness is here.

I've been meaning to write this blog for a while~ Been 'busy.' HAH. So, uhhh let's see. I've been HAPPY lately. It's strange. I mean, I feel like I woke up on my first day of senior year... A DIF...
Posted by º|ca on Wed, 23 Aug 2006 04:44:00 PST