Passwords that have something to with satan. making the most with my life for the folks that don't have the opportunity. I like to think i'm kindof smart but im without a doubt the world's worst student. love guys that weren't in a fraternity. love girls that weren't in a sorority. love my sorority wife (sigh i know i know) I'm a living breathing hyporcrite on many levels. Smoked my last cigarette when i was 12. I was jumped INTO the black gangster disciples my junior year of high school. Never drank, not a drop, ever. im a bartender... when i was 16 a drunk pulled a gun on me and a buddy. we left, got a shotgun and went back to kill him. My how life would be different if that drunk had still been hanging around. I've come very close to making some life changing, life ending decisions.I just want to matter.
Choose Life. Choose a job. Choose a career. Choose a family. Choose a fucking big television, choose washing machines, cars, compact disc players and electrical tin openers. Choose good health, low cholesterol, and dental insurance. Choose fixed interest mortgage repayments. Choose a starter home. Choose your friends. Choose leisurewear and matching luggage. Choose a three-piece suite on hire purchase in a range of fucking fabrics. Choose DIY and wondering who the fuck you are on a Sunday morning. Choose sitting on that couch watching mind-numbing, spirit-crushing game shows, stuffing fucking junk food into your mouth. Choose rotting away at the end of it all, pishing your last in a miserable home, nothing more than an embarrassment to the selfish, fucked up brats you spawned to replace yourself. Choose your future. Choose life... But why would I want to do a thing like that? I chose not to choose life. I chose somethin' else. And the reasons? There are no reasons.
Metal + punk rock + emo + harcore kind of stuff: The Smiths. Frank Turner. The Hold Steady. Hot Water Music. Ann Beretta. Norma Jean. American Aquarium. Andrew Jackson Jihad. Bruce Springsteen. Wanda Jackson. Anberlin. Bouncing Souls. Regina Spektor. Avail. Pink Spiders. Onelinedrawing. Tricky. Tom Waits. The National. Joel Plaskett Emergency. Underoath. Terror. Loved Ones. Hank III. Jeff Buckley. As I Lay Dying. Joshua English. August Burns Red. The Replacements. Bright Eyes. This Bike is a Pipe Bomb. Neil Diamond. Atreyu. Social Distortion. Fugazi. Will Hoge. Nick Cave. The Distillers. That one song from Buck Cherry about cocaine. The Warriors. Alkaline Trio. Misfits. The Banner. Jay Jay Pistolet. Ultimate Fakebook. Drive-by Truckers. Moldy Peaches. Punchline. The Spots. Kimya Dawson. Echo & the Bunnymen. Against Me! Lucero. Velvet Underground. Jacob Golden. Joseph Plunket & the Weight. Legion of Doom. Chamberlain. Chuck Ragan. Minor Threat. Ex-Members Of... Samhain. Wayne Hancock. Linnzi Zaorski. Jim Croce. Bleeding Through. Husker Du. The Bronx. Material Issue. Nora. Balzac. Sage Francis. The Locust. The Ackleys. Gaslight Anthem. ..... the late Ian Curtis and Joy Division.
Jaws. Miller's Crossing. 3:10 to Yuma. Another State of Mind. City of God. Memento & anything else by Christopher Nolan. Hostel. The Prestige. Straw Dogs. The Killing. Rear WIndow. Fight Club. Lock, Stock, and two Smoking Barrels. Knocked Up. Dawn of the Dead. Juno. Amores Perros. Day of the Dead. Evil Dead. Cloverfield. Return of the Living Dead. Clerks. The Grave. The Grave. I spit on your Grave. Bloodsucking Freaks.Raiders of the Lost Ark. Se7en. Decline of the Western Civilization.
The Office - It's Always Sunny in Philadelphia - The Wire- Arrested Development - Dexter- Curb Your Enthusiasm - 24 - Family Guy - Law & Order - Lost -Brotherhood- The Shield - Rescue Me- Boondocks- Robot Chicken-Battlestar Galactica- Mad Men- Entourage
Anything by Charlie Huston, Marcus Sakey, Michael Connelly, Lee Child, Steve Cannell, Tim Green, Pat Conroy, Chuck Palahniuk, George Pelecanos, Stephen Frey, Stuart Woods, Thomas Kelly, Harlen Coben, Chris Reich, or Aaron Cometbus.
This sounds like a bad country song but my father and grandfather.