There are many of them. I am always trying to expand my knowledge of the occult, I have been study Satanism, its nothing like I excepted. I have always been pagan, but like I have already stated my energies have became much darker; most pagans/wiccan have turned there back on me. I am just to dark for them.
I am also a writer, things that inspire me are much diffrent from the things that inspire most. The last few poems I have written have been about the death of a person, that person being something that resides within myself.
I am also a huge reader. I will read almost anything. If it brings me knowledge then I like it even more.
Few men *will* anything very strongly, and out of these few, only a tiny minority are capable of combining strength of will with unwavering continuity. Most human beings are spasmodic and intermittent creatures, who like above everything the pleasures of mental indolence.
"It is for this reason," says Bryce, "that a strenuous and unwearying will some- times become so tremendous a power, almost a hypnotic force."
Lucifer is the highest mythological incarnation of this intense personal will, and the great men who have embodied it upon the stage of history participate, to some extent, in his satanic strength and magnificence. It is because of this strength and magnificence, so very different from our own weakness and mental squalor, that we continue to hark back nostalgically to the biographies of such men as Alexander, Caesar, Napoleon, and that, as each new imitator of Lucifer arises, we prostrate ourselves before him, begging him to save us.
- Aldous Huxley
I'd like to meet:
I am intrested in meeting people with very open minds. I have been going through alot of changes in the last few months, so anyone who works with the occult feel free to get into contact with me. My energies have turned really dark over the last months, which is ok with me, its just I am not sure what path I shoudl follow for now. So I have been doing my own thing, and proubaly will for awhile. So I am lookign for anyone who could help me in this matter, no fluffs or christians. I dont need saved, and no you can't cleanse me with Holy or Florida Water . . ...No you won't get me to talk about sex no matter how hard you try. .......Athena, Eris, Crawling Chaos, Aries, Egnar Allen Poe, William Shackspear, Ann Rice, the Muses, Malery Knox...........
"If you accept one truth to the exclusion of all others, the truth becomes a falsehood, and you become a fanatic."- John Allee
Music:
Bands are more than welcome to join my list of friends as long as your good and of the type of music I like...............................Distrubed, System of a Dawn, Korn, Manson (That poor Moneky), Alice and Chains, Smashing Pumpkins, Pantara, Tool, Garbage, NIN, Orgy, and they are others, but that should give you an idea... width="425" height="350" ..
Movies:
Queen Of The Damned(the book is much better), The Lord of The Rings, Harry Potter, Dusk Til Dawn, Natural Born Killers, The Grudge, Ringu (orginal Ring) The Ring, Cube, in other words the more blood the better, I like slash films.Yes I know I am a little bit morbid, but thats ok.
Television:
I think people spend way to much time in front of the tv. So I don't really watch it that often. Yea even I watch it sometimes, but usually only when I am very bored and don't feel like reading. Actually this dosn't happen very often anymore.
"The significant symbol of wisdom given to us by research is Lucifer, the bringer of light. Everybody is searching for perception, wisdom is a child of Lucifer. The Chaldeanastrologers, the Egyptian priests, the Indian Brahmans; they are all children of Lucifer. Already the first man became a child of Lucifer when the serpent taught him good and evil. What they got to know byperception was the sacred cosmic mystery. In front of it they kneeled in devotion. It was the light that showed their souls to their destiny. In devotion they received wisdom which became faith, religion. What Lucifer had brought to them, shined godlike in front of their psychic eyes. Owing to Lucifer they had God. It means to disunite heart and mind if God is considered as Lucifer's enemy. Our educated don't raise the perception of the mind to religious devotion, they paralyze the enthusiasm of the heart.
For those who are searching for the light of the spirit Lucifer shall be a messenger. He won't talk about a faith that is alien to perception. He won't flatter into the hearts to avoid the guardian of science: he shall respect him. He won't preach piety and divine bliss but will show ways for the knowledge to change into divine sensation, into the devotion of the cosmic spirit. Lucifer knows that the radiant sun may only rise in the heart of the individual; but he also knows that only the paths of perception lead up to the mountain where the sun appears in his divine radiation. Lucifer is no devil leading the searching Faust to hell; he shall be an awaker of those who believe in knowledge who want to change into the gold of divine wisdom."
-From Luzifer-Gnosis, Rudolph Steiner
Books:
Satanic Bible, Satanic Rituals, Satanic Witch, Magick in Therory and Practice, Abermelon the Mage, Black Book of Satan, The Lord of The Rings, anything by Poe, Ann Rice, Shackspear, Lovecraft.
Code of Conduct: Satanists of the COS follow the Eleven Satanic Rules of the Earth:
1 Do not give opinions or advice unless you are asked.
2 Do not tell your troubles to others unless you are sure that they want to hear them.
3 When in another's lair, show him respect or else do not go there.
4 If a guest in your lair annoys you, treat him cruelly and without mercy.
5 Do not make sexual advances unless you are given the mating signal.
6 Do not take that which does not belong to you unless it is a burden to the person and he cries out to be relieved.
7 Acknowledge the power of magic if you have used it successfully to obtain your desires. If you deny the power of magic after having called upon it with success, you will lose all you have obtained.
8 Do not complain about anything to which you need not subject yourself.
9 Do not harm little children.
10 Do not kill non-human animals unless attacked or for your food.
11 When walking in open territory, bother no one. If someone bothers you, ask him to stop. If he does not destroy him.
History of Baphomet
Baphomet, the symbol of the satanic goat, usually portrayed as a half human, half goat figure, or a goat head. It is often misinterpreted as a symbol of witch-craft in general. It is used by Satanists, but is not used by neo-pagan witches who do not worship the devil.
The origin of the Baphomet is unclear. It may be a corruption of Muhomet (Mohammed). The english witchcraft historian Montague Summers suggested that it was a combination of two greek words, baphe and metis, meaning "absorption of knowledge." Baphomet has also been called the Goat of Mendes, The Black Goat and the Judas Goat.
In the middle ages the Baphomet was believed to be an idol, represented by a human skull, a stuffed humans head or a metal or wooden human head with curly black hair. The idol was said to be worshipped by the Order of Knights Templar as the source of fertility and wealth. In 1307 King Phillip IV of France accused the Order of the Knights Templar of heresy, homosexuality and among other things, worshipping this idol and anointing it with the fat of murdered children. However, only 12 of the 231 knights interrogated by the church admitted worshipping or having knowledge of the Baphomet. Novices said they had been instructed to worship the idol as their god and savior, and their descriptions of it varied: it had up to three heards and up to four feet; it was made of either wood or metal, or was a painting, sometimes it was a gift.
In 1818 a number of idols called heads of Baphomet were discovered among forgotten antiquities of the imperial museum of Vienna. They were said to be replicas of the Gnostic divinity, Mete, or "Wisdom."
Perhaps the best-known representation of Baphomet is the drawing by the 19th century French magician, Eliphas Levi, called "The Baphomet of Mendes." Levi combined elements of the tarot devil card and the he-goat worshipped in antiquity in Mendes, Egypt, which was said to fornicate with its women followers ( as the church claimed the devil did with witches). Levi's Baphomet has a human trunk with rounded, female breasts, a caduceus in the midriff, human arms and hands, cloven feet, wings and a goat's head with a pentagram in the forehead and a torch on top of the skull between the horns. The attributes, Levi said, represented the sum total of the universe - intelligence, the four elements, divine revelation, sex and motherhood and sin and redemption. Hite and black crescent moons at the figure's side represent good and evil.
Aleister Crowley named himself Baphomet when he joined the Ordo Templis Orientalis, a secret sexual magic order formed around 1896 in Germany
The Church of Satan, founded in 1966 in San Francisco, adopted another rendition of baphomet to symbolize Satanism. The symbol is a goats head drawn within an inverted pentacle, enclosed in a outer circle, hebraic figures at each point in the pentagram spell ot leviathan, a huge water serpent associated with the devil. In Church of Satan rituals, the sigil of Baphomet is hung on the wall behind the alter. The Baphomet may also be worn as a medallion.
Heroes:
I am my own Heroe. I stive to live each day in a manner that makes me happy. I don't give a shit about who I have to walk over in order to do this, or who gets hurts along the way. There is only one exception to this, and that is my Master. For his demons mirror mine and bring me confort and safty.
