The Patron Saint of Heartache

About Me

Hey. My name is Richard. I make & listen to music on my free time. I'm happy with the friends I already have. There's a pretty good chance that I don't want to be friends with you (unless you are a musician or artist trying to get some exposure). Don't try hooking up with me via the internet either. It's annoying, creepy & quite pathetic. The type of person searching for love on the internet is not someone that I would ever even joke about being involved with. In other words: Fuck Off. I don't like religious people, racists, idealists, sexists or homophobes either.

My Interests

Music; Dying; Realism; Sleep

I'd like to meet:

Music:

nine inch nails; Slayer; Deicide; Rozz Williams; Christian Death; Glenn Danzig; Black Flag; Sleep; X; KRS One; Guns N' Roses; Minor Threat; TSOL; Mayhem; Big Black; Immortal; H.I.M.; Shadow Project; Type O Negative; Hole; the Cure; Rotting Christ; Marilyn Manson; Bethlehem; Deinonychus; Dag Nasty; Ramones; Bad Brains; Bauhaus; Dead Boys; 69 Eyes; Tiger Army; Spice 1; Adolescents; Dre & Snoop Dogg; Birdflesh; Nifelheim; Gorgoroth; Mankind Is Obsolete; Verbal Abuse; Sisters of Mercy

Movies:

Gummo; Animal House; Goodfellas

Television:

Seinfeld; Kids in the Hall

Books:

American Hardcore: A Tribal History

Heroes:

Bylli; Rozz Williams; Trent Reznor; Courtney Love; Jack Grisham; Jeff Hanneman; Bill Maher

My Blog

plainsong

Posted by The Patron Saint of Heartache on Wed, 02 Jan 2008 11:38:00 PST

Datura

I'm losing myselfSlowlySurelyWithout a doubtDreams of dyingSleeping while awakeI spend the nightConflictingWithin myselfFearSadnessAngerAmbushing the happinessI've grown accustomed toWithout even real...
Posted by The Patron Saint of Heartache on Tue, 18 Dec 2007 09:48:00 PST

Closedown

Uninspired & posting other people's words...I'm running out of timeI'm out of step and closing downAnd never sleep for wanting hoursThe empty hours of greed and uselesslyAlways the need to feel againT...
Posted by The Patron Saint of Heartache on Sat, 10 Nov 2007 10:31:00 PST

The Words of Rozz Williams

In remembrance and honor of the true friend I was never able to meet... Dec. 30, 1334 by Rozz Williams.By the time you hear this message, I'll be goneForced to this conclusion by the hands of time and...
Posted by The Patron Saint of Heartache on Mon, 15 Oct 2007 10:59:00 PST

From the Moment We Touched...

We are diseasedWe are obsessedWrapped up in emotionWe're void of reasonFuck itI wouldn't trade this for anythingWe are alive When we are apartBut in each other's armsWe are at peaceWe disappearThat pe...
Posted by The Patron Saint of Heartache on Sat, 13 Oct 2007 11:03:00 PST

Theres Dirt In My Coffee

i haven't been myself latelybut that's oki've never really liked myself anywayweak people like mestupid people like mepeople who hate themselves love meit says a lot about methere's a misconceptiontha...
Posted by The Patron Saint of Heartache on Sat, 13 Oct 2007 10:57:00 PST

When I Sleep...

Black sandMurky waterYellow tint to the skyDull skin tonesMud-caked crevicesCold wind in warm airOff-white clouds formIn the dim sun-lightIt's never enoughAnd it's always a searchCharacters from the p...
Posted by The Patron Saint of Heartache on Mon, 08 Oct 2007 10:20:00 PST

Pointless Half Asleep Poem

I don't enjoy the things I used toIt all just aggravates my stomachI might as well consume vomitNeed I say more?The treatsThe fruits & suchCause more discomfort It's too hot to keep another by my ...
Posted by The Patron Saint of Heartache on Mon, 01 Oct 2007 12:18:00 PST

therapist

As disgusting as I amAnd as soft as you areI am here to fill a voidWith my superficial charmWhy do you cling to me?Is it because you've been abused?You don't really love meYou're just scared & confuse...
Posted by The Patron Saint of Heartache on Mon, 24 Sep 2007 10:27:00 PST

Taco Bell & Burzum

There's not much of a marketFor an aging punk rock kidPast his primeA hero to the impressionableBut a failure in the real worldRespected & belovedBy those who hate themselvesA parasite being sucked by...
Posted by The Patron Saint of Heartache on Thu, 20 Sep 2007 12:09:00 PST