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paOLo

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About Me

I am bitter, I am selfish and I have a lot of regrets. I would be a hypocrite if I will not say this. I usually fake some emotions and say that I don’t have regrets, but that’s just my way of defending my self to somehow feel that I belong, that I am part of a faction of people who normally say this painfully sarcastic cliché “ I dont have Regrets” at the very least, I feel assured.I'm sarcastic, a bully, I hit for no reason, I find laughter in hurting people, I find happiness whenever I cry and I never felt I belong. I find comfort through songs and nostalgic visions. I have a way with words, I was bullied, I hit to seek acknowledgment, I hurt people to feel superior, I cry because I see the true me, I'm happy being alone and not having pretensions, I find comfort with other people's lives... I wish to hide myself in the deepest part of my unconsciousness where it could no longer annoy me

My Interests

writing your tragedy...

I'd like to meet:

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Music:

emo.alternative.ethereal.lyric.

Movies:

truth about cats & dogs, never been kissed, erin Brokovich, interview with the vampire, final destination 1&2, so close lahat ng jackiechan movies, i know/stilwhat you did last summer, 13 going on 30, kill bill vol.1&2 romy and michelle's H.S reunion

Television:

Gossip girl, the OC, Dexter, pushing daisies, my name is earl, Psych, will&grace, buffy, charmed, smallville, CSI, everwood, 7th heaven, america's next top model, shaman king, spongebob, invader zim, hey arnold, survivor, the osbournes, shaider, still standing, punk'd, as told by GINGER, mtv, angel, big fat obnoxious fiancee, am idol, WAZZUP WAZZUP ally mcBeal, boston public, missmatch, all reality tv shows, amazing race, the simple life, two&a half men, yes dear, tru calling, rich girls, iwantr a famous face, extreme makeover home edition, wannacome in?, the OC

Books:

the other side of midnight, by th river piedra i sat down and wept, the alchemist, the sands of time, best laid plans.. anything sydney sheldon... the da vinci code, deception point

Heroes:

you!!!

My Blog

ridiculously painful

I can feel every bit. I can feel it radiating from its core. I did not expect it but it happened, and it was painful. I woke up the other day finding myself in a familiar position, my knees clutched t...
Posted by paOLo on Thu, 10 Jan 2008 12:56:00 PST

an inevitable outcome.....

It was a short affair; it was never a love affair. I confused myself with the warmth and joy I feel whenever I am with you. And you know how this is; the one always vulnerable and hoping is the one hu...
Posted by paOLo on Fri, 07 Sep 2007 07:22:00 PST

reality....

i felt it, like a hand holding a heart, determined to stop it's beating it bit me and it was real i didn't realize that blood was already driping its unfair because i never saw it comming...
Posted by paOLo on Tue, 19 Jun 2007 02:31:00 PST

melancholic memories of my so called love afair

under this starry night i dream,that maybe you were looking at the same sky as i am. then a sudden rush of coldness engulfed my being, a shower of unexplained emotions rained,all i could do is to bath...
Posted by paOLo on Thu, 23 Nov 2006 11:36:00 PST

delusions of my surreal world

The wind seem to blow colder these days or is it only me? Your absence left me frozen iced up, unmoving. I sit there waiting for an answer, but is there???& I find no reason for this nothingness I am ...
Posted by paOLo on Tue, 28 Feb 2006 02:58:00 PST

help.me.forget.

There should be, at the very least, something I could do to salvage myself from the pit that I am slowly seeing myself falling into. So I am trying to put myself on a willful amnesia of you. It ...
Posted by paOLo on Sun, 26 Feb 2006 11:25:00 PST

neither awake or asleep

amidst the millions of faces I am sinfully shown upon, only one face evidently yet vaguely appears on my mind tonight. Yours. Like the full moon that is melodramatically looking down on me, it s...
Posted by paOLo on Sun, 26 Feb 2006 11:24:00 PST

Break me free..

Omigod I never saw it coming, ii thought I was fine after all the drama weve been through, I thought I was done with you, but when I saw that letter written iloveyou in a language I dare not speak ...
Posted by paOLo on Fri, 30 Dec 2005 10:43:00 PST

yosi..

In the shadows of a moonlit sky I dwell, engulfed with these fumes I make&still I light another cigarette to comfort this tormented soul. As I walked I felt the leaves crushing, tearing, with every st...
Posted by paOLo on Thu, 29 Dec 2005 10:54:00 PST

bummer..

Like I always say  I dont want to get bitter, I want to be happy on what I know would make me, and I know its you, the thing is, am I the same to you? Is it really that easy to walk away with love? ...
Posted by paOLo on Thu, 29 Dec 2005 10:52:00 PST