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About Me

o hai :]

I'm in love. [PS: That'll never change.]

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My game systems are my lovers. I don't care who you are-- nothing beats a whole day of nothing but freaking viiideeeooogames. Fo sho. [:

You have rid me of my scars... You have released my true smile... You are my... everything.

[PS:I'M TAKEN] Jake is my everything. He has shown me what it feels like to really be in love. He has shown me what it feels like to really care. I could never imagine being without him now that I've fallen so madly in love with him. Jake, I love you, I mean it, with everything I am. Thankyou for making this amazing.

My Interests


My best friend is Jacie , who is absolutely amazing.♥

Uhhm... Ohkay!
lovemeplease
Let's go for a walk!

Jake is my boyfriend, happyfaceheartheart. Friends:
1. Jacob Floyd Mercer! The love of my life ♥
2. Jacie: thanks for helping me through this.

I'd like to meet:

My best friend is Jacie , who is absolutely amazing.♥

life sucks.
pull the fucking trigger
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really be in love. He has shown me what it feels like to really care. I could never imagine being without him now that I've fallen so madly in love with him. Jake, I love you, I mean it, with everything I am. Thankyou for making this amazing. "
Konni! My name is Alyssa, and I'm very pleased to meet you! :3 I am 17 years young and I have a dangerously active imagination. I'm a hyper, sometimes quiet person with a big heart, so please don't break it. :<[br /> I have 4 kitties, a puppy and a turtle! They keep me company and cheer me up when I'm sad. Our youngest is Babe [who isn't really our kitty but she loves me more than Jeremy hehe!] &soyeah. I love animals!
Although I prolly don't seem like it, I am an intellectual. I love talking about topics involving philosophy, and I'm one of the students prisoners of the IB program. However, the amount of work is somewhat refreshing, and at the end of the day, I'm thankful to be presented with such a mind-broadening education.
I'm a dreamer. Most times I turn toward the positive side by weighing the bad things in life with the good things. [I literally do this in my journal, aha]When my mood turns pessimistic, Zen, a close friend of mine, is usually there willing to help. He lets me see things I wouldn't ordinarily see, and well, he's been supporting me for the past 2 and 1/2 years. Thanks, Zen love! ♥
I have the most supportive best friend in the universe. She 's my backbone, and the only one there when times get rough. We sit out on my front porch at 3 AM sipping coffee and talking about life, that's the kind of best friends we are We giggle about manipulation of our characters, the faults of teenagers, and many many videogames. (Jacie- "We need to play FFVIII just so we can sit down and have something horrible to make fun of. Actually, I think FFVIII should be exiled from the FF family!") Her favourite videogame is FFX, and mine is FFVII, and we engulf ourselves in these every so often.
Ahh, videogames. I'm a gamer, I'm happiest when I'm not myself. Right now, My past time is living in the body of a boy named Jude Maverick. He's adorable, and Wild Arms IV is incredible. (I'm sure I'm going to cry when I finish it) As mentioned before, I love Final Fantasy VII. I'm been playing since 1997, so 11 years now, and I'll never have enough. Aerith Gainsborough is my role model, and has been for as long as I can remember. ;~; please don't talk to me about the tragics in the game, I try to repress them as much as I can.
My life couldn't be complete without the love of my life. I spend every free moment I can with him, and everything about Jake drives me crazy. For the longest time now I've used the alternative of repressing my past in order to live with myself, but thanks to Jake, I'm able to look back on everything without a shadow, and I'm glad I made it this far. If you're reading this, Jake, you will never understand how much you've helped me.
So--- I love to talk! And I want to talk to you! hit me up so we can chat about stuffies!
Sincerely,
Lissy.

Music:

I would seriously hate to go through and name all of the genres of music I listen to. Which is-- pretty much all of them. All in all, tencho and alternative are my favorites. :> Let's trade music.
+Motion City Soundtrack
+Mindless Self Indulgence
+Hollywood Undead
+Say Anything
+Before Their Eyes
+A Fire Inside
+FOB
+Fightstar
+Spill Canvas
+Talking Heads
+DRI
+Suicidal Tendencies
+Acceptance
+Cartel
+Atreyu
+Annotations of an Autopsy
+Jimmy Eat World
+Disturbed
+Suicide Commando
+Jeffree Star
+Saosin
+Kiss Kiss
+Tegan and Sara
+1-800-ZOMBIE
+Girls in Diners
+I Set my Friends on Fire
+Andrew Landon
+Coldplay
+Euan Morton
+Three Days Grace
+I am Ghost
+Darling, You Should be Ashamed
+Plushgun
+Seether
+SevenSidedStar
+Breathe Carolina
+Drowning Pool
+30 Seconds to Mars
+The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
+Breaking Benjamin

=cuddlyxkitsunex

My Blog

A slight chance of rain... [honoring LIT]

The horrible clang of thunder amongst the sky drops me back into a familiar state of mind, and stays as a wonderful background for the closing of a novel. My eyes trail along endlessly throug...
Posted by Lissa.Doll[Loves.Jake!]" on Tue, 13 May 2008 03:51:00 PST

It was 3 AM when I decided to run away.

There were tears in my eyes as I was limping down the road,fearful of the suspicious sounds coming from the houses nearby. "You didn't save me." I remember whispering quietly in between violent fits o...
Posted by Lissa.Doll[Loves.Jake!]" on Sat, 19 Apr 2008 08:58:00 PST

20 FUCKING SECRETS<3

THE RULES:1) List 20 things that you want to say to people, but never will. 2) Don't say who they are. [One] You know you really do disgust me the most out of everyone; I can tell you're doing all of...
Posted by Lissa.Doll[Loves.Jake!]" on Sat, 06 Oct 2007 11:35:00 PST

Free.

Well, that's it.Broke up with Kyle, on the market. Aha.Any takers?xDWell of course there are takersBecause I am AlyssaAnd I am infamous.So, lovelove.Baiiiiz.
Posted by Lissa.Doll[Loves.Jake!]" on Tue, 12 Jun 2007 11:35:00 PST

Emotion.

I just want to apologizeagainTo everyone.Because to tell you the truth, I can't truly say that I care about any of you. However, I must admit that I do have my favorites, the ones that I want to help ...
Posted by Lissa.Doll[Loves.Jake!]" on Tue, 15 May 2007 08:37:00 PST

In the eyes of fear

I was caught in a horrible position, it was 3:14am there were both knocking at the door and the phone ringing.I chose to answer the phone.My mother informed me that she and her friend had been jumped ...
Posted by Lissa.Doll[Loves.Jake!]" on Sun, 01 Apr 2007 02:31:00 PST

A Day in St Louis

I can sucessfully say that today, I touched the base of the archI went to the galaria and bought bags and bags of clothesI recieved shredded moneyI bought my best friend a presentI ate sushiI left a b...
Posted by Lissa.Doll[Loves.Jake!]" on Mon, 19 Mar 2007 03:04:00 PST

ohandps

Have I ever mentioned that I hate when people copy meor act like meor talk like me?It pisses me offD:
Posted by Lissa.Doll[Loves.Jake!]" on Mon, 12 Mar 2007 10:50:00 PST

A near death experience.

We were standing on the sheet of ice above the creek(Me&Veronica, that is)And there was a crackthen a couple cracks(Obviously the ice.)A couple of seconds passedShe tried to runthen blamWe were bo...
Posted by Lissa.Doll[Loves.Jake!]" on Thu, 08 Mar 2007 07:11:00 PST

To My Emo Friends

Its just life.Get over it=/
Posted by Lissa.Doll[Loves.Jake!]" on Fri, 02 Mar 2007 09:51:00 PST