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Nicole

That's not how ladies behave!

About Me

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This "about me" thing is tricky, because most people's self perception is horribly skewed...
-I am an aspiring actress which means that I am an excellent waitress and take rejection pretty well.
-I love to act.
-I am also one of the most emotional people I have ever met, but my research concludes that it runs in the family which makes gatherings of that sort fairly interesting. I seem to cry with the regularity that most people eat or go to work. This is normal, don't take it personally.
-I decided a long time ago that trying to see the bright side of things keeps me from wanting take a bottle of xanax and then get into the bathtub with a razor blade. This works about 84% of the time....that other 16% isn't pretty.
-I have had my faith in the inherant goodness of people diminished in the past few months. Stop fucking up, people!
-Pretty much everyone will let you down. It's all a matter of how much rope you give them to hang you with that decides how much this will hurt.
-I used to be one of the sweetest, most generous people that I know. I'm working hard to correct this problem.
-I can't hold my liquor, but I CAN hold a grudge.
I have a new website that is focused on the acting/modeling part of my life. Myspace is more social. If you are interested in the business side of me the address is: www.missnicole.com
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Dirty Little MenWARNING: loud and angry.^ MTV 2's 18th best metal video of the year. And the white wifebeater wearing, traumatized girl is me. Okay, so not the winner. But fuck it, a bunch of people voted and it made the top 20 of a whole year. I'm happy.

My Interests

Will we be graded on this?

I think modeling is fun. Other than that I am generally only seen in public for work, or dessert. And retail therapy. Now that I've discovered the magical world of web design even shopping and dessert won't always get me out of the house. But if you need a site designed and hostede, I'm your girl!I like to read and watch movies by myself sometimes, but I hate having to miss someone.I love the ocean and the mountains and fantastic food. Love music and art..especially if it's made by talented people that I know/love. I'm lucky in that I know a bunch of people whom I respect as artists. I adore fashion and photography. Hate bad news...seem to get a lot of it though.

I'd like to meet:



Yes, I am single. I am not, however, looking to meet anyone. Period. I'm not trying to seem bitchy or rude, but I have absolutely no interest in 'hooking up' or 'hanging out' or whatever. My myspace page is a way for me to keep in contact with friends I may not get to see as often as I'd like-not as a 24/7 meatmarket. Now that that is out of the way....

I've got great friends. I've got girlfriends I can cry to, laugh with, and are always just a phone call away. I have partners in crime to join me in my creative endeavors. I've been truly, deeply in love with one of the most amazing men in the world. Now that I know what that's like I will accept no subsitutes. Even now that I sleep alone I'm already luckier than most...

Friend requests are cool, but I appreciate an email with them.

Seriously.

If I don't get an email with a friend request I am absolutely not adding you. I won't even look at your profile. Can I make myself more clear? If I don't know you, tell me why I want to. But don't do it with poor spelling, grammar, or abbreviated, slang-y words. I can't deal with any of that. It drives me crazy...

I also have no desire to fatten up my friends list with a bunch of people that I will never actuallly hear from or have anything in common with.

That's dumb.

Music:

Ani DiFranco, Tori Amos, Poe, Nine Inch Nails, Trick Daddy (preferably with Trina) Ludacris, Jeff Buckley, Leonard Cohen, Straylight Run, Ana Nalick, Jack off Jill (And Felicia, for listening to that tape with me over and over in my shitty Dodge Dynasty in Highschool)most of what they play on NPR (that isn't supposed to be funny!) Dashboard Confessional (finally admitting it) the Used, A Perfect circle, Tool, Mindless Self Indulgence, Straylight Run, Head Automatica, Ben Harper, a select few beautiful Shakira songs that you will NEVER hear on the radio, James Taylor,(of course!!) etc

Movies:

Fight Club, Boondock Saints, Eulogy....I'm starting to like scary movies more but tend to cover my eyes. Anchorman was hysterical, the masochist in me liked the Friday the 13th fan film I was in...

Television:

Law and Order. CSI. Dexter. Family Guy. I don't actually own a TV anymore, and I kind of like it that way...

Books:

Anything by Chuck Palahniuk. Christopher Moore is hilarious! F. Scott Fitzgerald. The self help section of any bookstore.."Smashed" by Koren Zailckas. Makeup books by Kevyn Aucoin (recommended by Vanessa) are fun to spend an afternoon alone with.

Heroes:

Nope. Inspiration? Yes. Mick can't suck at anything, Vanessa is as pretty on the inside as she is on the outside, Erin is brave, Laura is grounded and insane at the same time, Julie follows her heart, Mom makes a difference, Kait is kind, Sarah is strong, Lauren is a living, breathing miracle... And I'm very, very lucky.

My Blog

Real Fake News...

Wendy and I were joking, after our shoot in Chariton, about how people were driving by and rubbernecking while we were modeling. She talked about The Onion and we giggled about that. So I did this:Lat...
Posted by Nicole on Thu, 24 Apr 2008 10:54:00 PST

Some day today...

....will be "back in the day..."I added a new album called Serana Rose Designs.The Story:I think that Brinny is the first photographer who ever made me feel truly, classically, outstandingly beautiful...
Posted by Nicole on Thu, 17 Apr 2008 09:40:00 PST

New Hair....

I got dreads....And I absolutely lovED them.For the 5 hours that I had them, that is....they were perfect for the style of the shoot. And I secretly covet Wendy's hair. (She is the girl in the picture...
Posted by Nicole on Wed, 16 Apr 2008 10:42:00 PST

MINE (in response to Laura’s ME)

Someone a few years older and with a great deal more life experience than me has mentioned more than once that my particular generation is one of pussies and people younger only seem to be worse. Laur...
Posted by Nicole on Sun, 30 Mar 2008 09:09:00 PST

What?

As I flipped through the pages of local ’magazine’ Juice last night I saw a quote that disturbed me. When asked what her favorite "splurge" was a Des Moines 30 year old said that she bough...
Posted by Nicole on Thu, 27 Mar 2008 08:57:00 PST

Everybody sucks...especially me.

In that way that ife has of knocking you down a peg or two the second things stop sucking....I absolutely bombed my audition for a part in "South Dakota." I sucked like Traci Lords. I failed at this l...
Posted by Nicole on Thu, 20 Mar 2008 05:18:00 PST

Shoot your own face off.

I just re read my favorite book-Invisible Monsters. Erin and I read it together long long ago....It was even better the second time.
Posted by Nicole on Tue, 18 Mar 2008 12:43:00 PST

New News

:: March 11th, 2008 :: 11:06 amSo the award on Thursday totally bolstered my confidence. And never experiencing the glory of winning made it that much better.Friday I scored the job of the Director's ...
Posted by Nicole on Tue, 11 Mar 2008 10:11:00 PST

Only Me...

If you happen to be one of the people who only talks to me on myspace, here's the deal. My computer crashed and my place got broken into. Because it's rough in the ghetto of Des Moines, Iowa, I guess....
Posted by Nicole on Mon, 04 Feb 2008 04:57:00 PST

An Honor...

I'm so pleased and proud to share the following press release! The people that I worked for on a TV pilot in '05 are being given this award. I played a 16 year old girl (at 23!!!) living in a home tha...
Posted by Nicole on Tue, 29 Jan 2008 06:03:00 PST