There's not too much to say. My favourite things in life are music, films, drugs and alcohol. I like people - meeting them, watching them, spending time with them, laughing with them, crying with them and all the other stuff you can do. I also adore Birmingham (how controversial) as it's a prime source of all the things mentioned above. I can be very pretentious too, as probably shown here, and i realise it pisses people off and they think i'm a bit of a twat. But i find that funny. sorry. At least i know that underneath i'm sincere, and anyone who knows me well enough knows that too. So if you don't like it go fuck yourself. Or give it a try.....go on, pretend to be someone you're not for a day (that reminds me, i also like fancy dress - i just jump at the chance. Partly for the above reason, and it's just so goddam fun.) Anway, that'll do. (oh yes, i like nice cars. MG B GT = BEAUTIFUL!!!)
Actually, someone has just asked me some questions and i've realised that this section barely tells you anything about me. So here is the longest spiel you've ever seen!! If you can be arsed to read it, it's pretty interesting. And is very much who i am.
ok, i used to study film and theatre at Reading until the arseholes kicked me out, so i'm gonna do it my way and show them what they missed. i want to be a director eventually. and i shall!!!!
My favourite colour is turquoise, like the mediteranean sea kinda really deep and intense. like me, hahaha.
I do not believe in God. But, well, it's one of those things that'll take me hours to explain my full beliefs so let's just say i'm an atheist but i do believe that because so many people believe, we create a higher force of sorts but only in our heads. so it DOES exist because so many create it in their minds. i'm undecided about whether there are kind of higher beings and different consciousnesses etc, but the whole thing fascinates me. Nick Cave seems to have a similar opinion about the existence of God as a construct of man but still being important.
I think our purpose is what we make it. But i also believe that we should live life, not just exist.
People make me laugh. So many different things. Fat people for one (yes i'm a pretty harsh person but i don't discriminate etc, just make jokes.) I absolutely love off the wall eccentric kind of humour like Monty Python, Mighty Boosh etc....and also satire cracks me up...things like Family Guy.
I reckon the most fun pastime i have is drinking etc. i don't do a great deal with my life really except socialise. but that is what life's all about - being involved with other people's lives. I really really really enjoy making music but i don't ever get much of a chance to do that.
I sometimes find myself wondering what the hell i am doing with my life because it seems i have acheived absolutely nothing. I want to make a difference. I want to change people. I want to help people. Whether this is in the tiniest little ways like opening a door for them, or whether this is leading a revolution, i want to be remembered. And you've got to always remember that everything you do will affect others and will have a consequence. My biggest fault is that i can see these consequences, but go ahead and do something anyway because the there and then self doesn't have to deal with it, my future self does. I think in that way though, i do pretty much live for the moment a lot of the time which can be good, and can be bad.
I am impulsive, i am passionate, but i can also be very dismissive without realising it and this can hurt people. I lose focus quite easily, especially if i am not interested in what it is i am doing. I love excitement and can get bored of things very easily. Unfortunately this can happen with people quite often. It's not that they are a boring person, or that i don't like them anymore, i just crave new experiences and new sensations. Sometimes this lands me in the shit and i hurt a lot of people. But my life is pretty full. I like people who are very deep and complex, and who have lots and lots of stories to tell. My closest friends are like this, and they are my closest friends because of this....i shall never get bored of them, and they are the best people to spend time and do things with. They make things fun. I love them more than anything. I miss them more than anything. I love change and new things, but i hate leaving things behind.
Other times, i like to sit and just be me. By myself. Kind of swimming in my memories and emotions. I get nostalgic very easily and it upsets me that there are moments that are so beautiful and so perfect but will never ever be again except in your head. And it scares and frustrates me that these slip away, and you don't even realise you've lost a memory, lost a part of your life. It's even worse now i damage my memory through my relatively debauched lifestyle, but it's a vicious circle as my lifestyle produces the memories i want to keep.
There are many many more facets to me. This confuses people, as they think i put on different faces for different people and places. This is not true. It is all me. But like a diamond, i have many different facets, if you hold it up, it looks different in different lights, and different ways you tilt it. But it is all part of one thing, it is a whole.
I am possibly the most typical Gemini female you will ever meet, but i don't think i believe all that bollocks. The only thing that makes me not Geminian is my attention to detail. I am a perfectionist, but only if something has to be displayed to others. My room is a tip. My exercise books used to be perfect. I am a stickler for spelling, grammer and punctuation (both parents are teachers, i cannot help it) and am always correcting people, but i know i am guilty of some appallingly shit mistakes myself.
I have been told that i am the kind of girl who is very easy to fall in love with, and very easily makes you want to fall out of love with her. I must admit, it is a dangerous pastime. I think 'heartbreaker' was another term used. I never want to hurt people. I am not malicious or spiteful. I do get in a lot of trouble. I don't mean to, it just kinda happens.
I have 4 major mottos. 3 of which i invented and 1 of which was bestowed upon me:
DESTROY ALL IN YOUR PATH
LIVE PRETTY, DIE FAST
LIVE THE DREAM
LIVE LIFE, DON'T JUST EXIST
Another good quote that we should all bare in mind was uttered by the wonderful Carlottie, and is:
THERE'S A LINE TO BE DRAWN AND IT'S NOT ON YOUR ARSE.
Wise words.
Also,
WE MUST GET DRUNK IMMEDIATELY.
I have several nicknames; my brother (who i adore, he is the don!!) calls me Jim, Kadie calls me Kitty, my Mom calls me Tat, and Team Weasel call me Dyson. I am not going to explain that, but if you think not very hard about it the meaning is pretty obvious.
I am an eccentric. There's no ifs or buts about that. Plus people tell me so all the time. It takes a lot to wind me up and i am very slow to properly anger. But when i do, i fucking am, and you very much know about it. It never lasts for long though, i'll explode and then leave. Then return a few minutes later having kicked and broken things probably and apologise. I nearly broke my hand and foot once doing that. However, i'm pretty laid back most of the time. Sometimes TOO laid back.
Mad tramps love me. They seem to think i want to hear their entire life story, and to be fair, it's usually pretty interesting. But they catch me at bad times when i don't want to talk to them. But yes, i attract weirdos.
The thing that worries me most about myself is my inability to identify what i am feeling. I am not very introspective. I just roll along and take things as they come without examining what they have done to me and what they make me feel. I just feel. This is fine until i have to explain how i am feeling to someone, and my inability to talk about my emotions has ended quite a few relationships.
I play piano, flute, guitar, bongos, castanets, tambourine, recorder and digeridoo all pretty badly. I am teaching myself to play drums, which i think is ideal for me because i have a lot of pent up aggression and i vent it in the wrong directions sometimes. I also sing. That is my thing, i LOVE to sing. i'm always at it. unfortunately, when i'm drunk, i am awful. so that's quite often.
I am who i am.
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this is a bunch of drunken retards (me, emma, lyns) ummm, my boobs.... (i don't recall that photo being taken) and outside the halls i'm living in when it was SUNNY! with jemma a shit picture but obviously i have just said something very funny so i will put it up and an even worse picture but obviously i have just said something very rank so i will put it up too and my jackson pollock feet....WOOHARRRR! CHECK ME OUT!!!
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