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My biggest passion is Music, it is everything and all I live and breathe for. I Sing, play guitar, bass and I write lyrics, but I like art in many forms. I have done some modelling and enjoy doing that, I'm currrently trying to do bits here and there.I like people who are open minded and have more self respect than to look up to airheaded loons with too much money...I can be very deep and long-winded but I'm not stuck up and I can be a good friend if people trust me and I trust them.Music found its way back into my life in my late teens when I got over a very difficult time in my life and later I’d start to really discover who I was and what I wanted to be when I started to discover all of the bands and artists that I still love today and have greatly inspired me.My main influences have always been bands that are experimental, artistic; who perhaps are trying to push the boundaries of sanity, people who are not quite the norm and can create both a graceful and self-destructive portrail of themselves and their creations. This is where I believe great art in all its forms is found. I think it's important to let your nature be your religion, because you can truly lose yourself to this higher power and you can paint with your mind with anything artistic or performance-wise.I found that playing guitar and singing was a massive release for me. I’ve found it hard to get a grip of reality sometimes and to feel a part of the world around me. Music takes me away to a higher place where I’m content within my own tribulations, that I can truly have a place here, and I should not be afraid of pain because anything can create great art and I have a very strong desire to leave a mark behind.I believe that to be truly human you have to be exposed sometimes; to be both strong and fragile. Nothing can be suppressed inside; you must burn it out of you.Singing and playing guitar are a huge part of my life, I have found music a great release for all of my emotions and confusion, I don’t think too clearly when I write; it just creates itself through its own confusion which often comes out as both pretty and ugly at the same time!Singing is the best experience for me, it is exposure in its purest form, yet I can lose myself in my own world and I am untouchable for a few minutes, I don't seem to get nervous in the same way as most people.I believe music is meant to be part of my life because it gets beneath my skin and deeper into my psyche than any person or therapist could!!!..............I DON'T ACCEPT ANY FRIEND REQUESTS UNLESS PEOPLE MESSAGE ME FIRST SHOWING AT LEAST THAT THEY CARE I EXIST AND IM NOT JUST ANOTHER STATISTIC, thanks