Affie. Strictly Rolling V.I.P.

Anthony. I have a dream and im going to achieve it. First i need to identify what this dream is.
I like the simple things in life
Im not "cool" or anything like that, i dont conform to other people's styles....
I get stressed easy, im quite an emotional yoyo. High and Low
I usually take an instant disliking to people
Im not anti-social, im just wary
You will probably never really "know" me, ever. Not even my best friends do. Infact i don't really know myself.
Sometimes i think i'm too upfront about things
Sometimes i wake up and wish i was "one of the lads"
I like to dress up, wear makeup and go out and enjoy myself
I like people who take the time to talk to me, get to know me a little
I like long stares and short glances
WE ONLY LIVE ONCE
"I threw a party but nobody came. I have this friend, i don't recall his name and we, built a house where i couldn't live. He broke his promise that i could not forgive and it was a..."
"I think you'd rather fuck me than kill me. But you don't have the guts to do either"
"You think nobody sees you. Eating lunch behind the portables. Loving some girl like she's all there is, anywhere, to you. I've always seen you. Or maybe I liked Emily. Maybe I see what you're trying to do for her, trying to help her, and I don't know anybody who would do that for me."