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♥ Michelle ♥

SINGLE AND LOOKING FOR A GOOD MAN.

About Me

-I have Lupus, a horrible Auto Immune Disease, that not very many people know about, so I'm trying to get the word out about it and it's painful effects. You will hear alot about it here on my page. About me tho, Im very shy, I don't get along well with most people, but if they give me the respect I would give them in return, then we have no problems. I believe in treating others the way I would want to be treated. I love children and I have a 6 yr old son of my own, who is my life, but was never planned to be here, but now I just don't know what I'd do without him, I wouldn't change anything about the way he came about, because I love him with all of my heart and soul, and with him in my life now he has helped me grow up and see the world as how I should see it. At the time being, I am single, still looking for the great guy I know GOD has out there for me. I would say my apperance changes from month to month, my hair color, my weight goes up and down,(also due to the Lupus and all the steriods I have to take.) and my personality changes day by day, (also another problem with Lupus and it's medication's) I've been through a lot, I was diagnosied when I was 15 years old about to turn 16, it effects your joints, organs and other parts of the body, you can't tell by lookin at me cause I'm a real fighter. I've had open heart surgery at age 22 to replace my heart valve with a mechanical one, due to my pregnancy I have had many other surgeries and also been to Wake Forest Baptist Hospital when my hometown hospital gave up on me. Like I had said before tho. I'm a real fighter, and I always will be for my son's sake. A child always needs his momma!!!!!(Well that's my belief.)
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View my page on LUPUS/FIBROMYALGIA BUTTERFLIES AMONG US

My Interests

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I'm not very picky, I love to do lot of things, for Ex: I do a lot of research on my disease Lupus, since many people know so little about it, I try my best to get it out more so others can understand how serious it is, and it's also know as "The Wolf". I also enjoy shooting pool, skating, watchin movies, fishing, lots more, and also just hanging out and talking to new friends and old ones. My 6 yr old son is my NUMBER ONE interest in my life, I like to take him places like b-day parties Chuckie Cheeses, the parks(he likes any park), and I take him skating alot thats why I enjoy it so much too. I'd have to say as I did above, my health is another important interest in my life having Lupus is really hard and I have to do alot to keep myself going everyday, so I definetly have to take care of myself. I just want more people to learn about it.

I'd like to meet:

For one I'd love to meet some of the people that are trying to find a cure for Lupus. I'd really like to meet JESUS one day when he gets ready for me. I want to meet Jesus himself, but I also want to go there to be with JESUS, and see all my Grandparents that have gone on to be with him , some of my other family members , but most importantly my little brother whom I have a memorial to on my page. He was 23 when he lost his young life in a fourwheeler accident, and I just can't wait to be back together with him. We grew up together and he was my baby brother and I really miss him , as a matter of fact I always will, and I just can't wait to get to those pearly gates and walk on the streets of gold with him and all my other family. "I'll always love you little Bro , and you'll always be with me in my heart!!!"

IN LOVING MEMORY OF
CLARENCE ALVIN UNDERDOWN III

HE WAS MY 23 YR OLD YOUNGER BROTHER WHO DIED TWO DAYS AFTER CHRISTMAS 2005, IN A FOURWHEELER ACCIDENT. I LOVED HIM WITH ALL MY HEART AND I REALLY MISS HIM BUNCHES "HOPE TO SEE YOU SOON AGAIN ONE DAY LOVE YA LITTLE BRO!!!!!!"


You've now been gone a year,
every morning we wake up it still feels like your here.

You will never be forgotten by all of us that love you,
you'll always be in our hearts through everything we do.

Over the period of your lifetime a lot of hearts you did touch,
I know you could never be forgotten because alot of people love you so much.

I love and miss you so much, and most of all you'll never be forgotten by me,
Because I'm your big sister , and I know you're up in heaven where you're suppose to be.



Music:

I will listen to any music I'm not too picky in that category either, but my preference of music is rap, Hip-Hop, but as I said before anything is good as long as I can listen to it loud!!!!!!

Movies:

Any horror movie, I like comedys and romances, but if I had to choose I'd rather be watchin a gruesome horror movie. In my belief they should make some movies on Lupus cause that would be a real live horror story espically if it was my life.

Television:


Most of the time you will catch me watchin Lifetime movies, Charmed, Reba, MTV, George Lopez, ER, lots of others, and you should already know from the above information on me that I enjoy watching health TV and stories on Lupus or other immune diseases that are uncurable.

Books:

I read alot of information on the internet about Lupus, "The Wolf", and how people are forever searching for a cure, and also about how many people have never even heard of it.

Heroes:


My God is my NUMBER ONE hero if it wasn't for him I wouldn't be here today. My Mom & Dad are my heros. Also the smart people always and everyday searching for a cure for this awful disease, Lupus also said above reffered to as "The Wolf", because it is known to attack your body and organs like a wolf, in a horrible manner.

My Blog

I got Tagged, Thanks Karen!!!!

HERE'S HOW YOU PLAY!!!! ONCE YOU'VE BEEN TAGGED YOU HAVE TO WRITE A BLOG, WITH 10 WEIRD, RANDOM THINGS, FACTS, HABITS OR GOALS, ABOUT YOURSELF.  AT THE END, CHOOSE 10 PEOPLE TO BE TAGGED, LISTIN...
Posted by ♥ Michelle ♥ on Tue, 18 Dec 2007 05:59:00 PST

GOD IS AWESOME!!!!!!

I JUST WANTED TO SHARE WITH EVERYONE, A AWESOME STORY. WELL I USED TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL AT LEAST ONCE A MONTH, IF NOT MORE FOR LUPUS RELATED THINGS. ONE NIGHT I WENT TO MY AUNT'S CHURCH WITH MY FIANC...
Posted by ♥ Michelle ♥ on Thu, 19 Jul 2007 11:47:00 PST

MEETING NEW FRIENDS WITH LUPUS!

I LOVE MY-SPACE, BECAUSE IT HAS GIVE ME THE CHANCE TO MEET LOTS OF NEW PEOPLE WITH THE SAME AUTO-IMMUNE DISEASE AS ME, (LUPUS) AND IT MAKES ME FEEL MUCH BETTER TO KNOW I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE GOING THROU...
Posted by ♥ Michelle ♥ on Fri, 13 Apr 2007 08:32:00 PST

the hell of my life

im michelle a 25 yr old white female who has been through hell all my life i have a auto immune disease called lupus which bout killed me when i got pregnant and had my son who is now 4 and doing very...
Posted by ♥ Michelle ♥ on Fri, 06 Jan 2006 11:06:00 PST