I can only be me .. Take it or leave it! |
I have been hurt .. over and over again by the same person. I let him have that power over me .. and I'm right back to being hurt all over again. I am dying to know why it is that some people feel the...
Posted by ~ Jesska ~ on Fri, 26 Oct 2007 02:00:00 PST |
They’re gone ... And I’m dying inside |
I'm numb and lost .. totally numb and lost. I keep thinkin' there'z sumthin I should be doin' like, runnin' a bath or doin' hair or making sure teeth are brushed. I don't know if I'm goin' left or rig...
Posted by ~ Jesska ~ on Thu, 23 Aug 2007 10:10:00 PST |
Life is still good ... but??? |
I can't seem to find my niche in life ..
I am trying so hard to not let such stoopid thingz get me down. Maybe it's the hormonez and/or maybe I'm too hypersensitive, I'm not sure .. but holy fack, I c...
Posted by ~ Jesska ~ on Sun, 19 Aug 2007 01:23:00 PST |
Booyah MuthaTrucka'z!!! |
H'okay!! Let'z see ... I have a new place (for now .. thanks Tara for everything!!), a new man (HUMINA!!) and my kidz are here until Aug. 22 for the summer .. LIFE IS GOOOOOOOOOOOOD!!!
Seriously, I ne...
Posted by ~ Jesska ~ on Mon, 30 Jul 2007 06:13:00 PST |
Starting Over ... |
Well my life has definately changed .. not too sure how to handle it some dayz. Most of the time I'm ok .. becuz I'm surrounded by people who love me for me and respect me and treat me like a human be...
Posted by ~ Jesska ~ on Mon, 16 Jul 2007 08:26:00 PST |
Time Is Precious .. |
Last nite, sumthin' very scary happened to two very important people in my life and I want them to know that I love them very much.
I don't know why .. but I felt the need to call Tara and see if her ...
Posted by ~ Jesska ~ on Sun, 01 Jul 2007 03:43:00 PST |
Okay .. I admit it .. I'm a big, fat liar!! |
So yesterday's blog .. at the time .. really was optimistic. I had a day to myself and I was laughin' and smilin' while chattin' with Tara ... cuz let'z face it, she's one funny lady!! It really ...
Posted by ~ Jesska ~ on Wed, 20 Jun 2007 04:02:00 PST |
One Helluva Week .. I'm Exhausted!! |
Well, as most of you know, this has been one helluva week for me. I've been thru the ringer and felt numb and lost and wanting to get away. But I've also had a lot of breakthroughs .. which have been ...
Posted by ~ Jesska ~ on Mon, 18 Jun 2007 02:00:00 PST |
Lost In Space |
I have entered into, what seemz to be, a wormhole. Can't stay in ..can't get out. I'm officially lost in space and my conscience is screaming "DANGER WILL ROBINSON! DANGER!" .. and I don't know what t...
Posted by ~ Jesska ~ on Thu, 14 Jun 2007 02:41:00 PST |
Some people just don't fuckin' get it .. |
"In A Relationship" .. soundz pretty straight forward to me.
What does the word 'relationship' mean to you?? Anyone?? I ask this becuz I feel I have to. If I understood how the human psyche worked, I ...
Posted by ~ Jesska ~ on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 10:18:00 PST |
