listening to music
collecting records
collecting books
rearranging my
record collection
reading in my books
durtro
sleeping
dreaming
having long-term,
loyal friendships
visiting places
I have been before
total calm
(the real thing - not the drug)
not keeping my personal matters private
tattoos
quirks
full narcosis
blood
life
destruction
creation
permitting everything
old and new things without barcodes
uncomplicated packaging
suicide
having a secret life
chocolate chip cookies
jewellery
riding BMX
DJing at home
screen printing
the Designers Republic
v23
the art of:
Jean Dubuffet
David Tibet
Lee Wagstaff
homemade 80's compilation tapes
nighttime
thinking
reality
linking thought to reality
trying not to worry anymore
order
toys
the military
the grotesque
medicine
time travel
trainers
Vivienne Westwood
Helmut Lang
Jesus Christ
music boxes
Kath & Kim
Simon Pegg
simplicity
daytime
not listening
shopping in organic supermarkets
not understanding anything
Isan remixing Depeche Mode
No More's 'Suicide Commando'
El Robo Loco Dunny
Cindy Ecstasy
Vainqueur's 'Lyot' 12"
Solvent remixing Soft Cell
the French National Library
Jibby Beane's jewellery collection
4AD's 'Lonely Is An Eyesore' compilation
L.A.Y.L.A.H's 'The Fight Is On' antirecord
and other random things
sidereality
can i, i cannot, can i?
i dreamt your eyes reflect my blood
i dreamt i am walking with you
Aphex Twin, Arditi, Autechre, Baby Dee, Black Sun Productions, Bola, Breathless, Changes, Cindytalk, Cocteau Twins, Coil, Current 93, Darkwood, Death In June, Der Blutharsch, Dernière Volonté, Die Tödliche Doris, Ernesto Tomasini, Felt, Fovea Hex, Frank Martiniq, Fridge, Funkstörung, Galaxie 500, His Name Is Alive, Ian Masters, John Contreras, Jonathan Coleclough, Joy Division, Ken Ishii, Labradford, Laibach, Les Joyaux De La Princesse, Leger Des Heils, Loop, Marc Almond, Michael Cashmore, Mirror, Mojave 3, Nurse With Wound, Optical, Ora, Ordo Rosarius Equilibrio, Organum, Othon Mataragas, Oval, Pantaleimon, Perestroika, Phace, Rothko, Sema, Slowdive, Snd, Soft Cell, Spiritual Front, Stahlwerk 9, Sturmpercht, Styrofoam, Swans, T++, The Moon Lay Hidden Beneath A Cloud, The New Blockaders, The Wolfgang Press, To Rococo Rot, Triarii, Wappenbund, Werkraum ++++++++++ Record Labels: Ampoule, Din, Ifach, Kontra Musik, Perlon, Revolver Canada, We Are ++++++++++ etc.
[click to see]
The Brothers Quay: Institute Benjamenta
The Brothers Quay: Are We Still Married?
[click to read]
The Tragical Comedy Of Punch And Judy
Count Stenbock: The True Story Of A Vampire
Der Blutharsch: Stehen ist zurueck gehn
Thomas Ligotti: Teatro Grottesco
[click to feel]
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www.tnb ,
www.diestadt ,
www.robotrecords ,
www.icr ,
www.babydeelyric ,
www.ampoule
...feelings wider than the sky
ovt of light
cometh darkness
in dreams i walk with you
in dreams i talk with you in dreams... you're mine all of the time
knowing that earthly joys decay
but hoping through the darkest day