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BigEvil

...my dark embrace is revelation...

About Me

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You know, I'd like to think I am a bit of a Rennaisance man. I am an musician, a poet, a philosopher, a technician, inquizitibe by nature, faithful to my beliefs, and explorer of the unknown, a warrior of conviction, a passionate lover, and open to the boundless possibilities of existence.I was raised Catholic but it was never for me. I harbor no ill will towards any religion, infact, I enjoy the study of them immensely. What I practice is a hybrid of several religions that include Buddhism, Wicca, Taoism, certain Druidic and Shamanistic concepts, Mayan and Tenochca lore, and Sumarian and Babylonian arts, and a light dash of Qabbalistic rites. In the end I believe we're all telling the same story, but in different languages. I believe that within each of us is the key to unlock the language of God, it is personal, and there is no wrong or right one. I believe that you don't need tenants to be a good person, but they can help some. I believe that organzied religion is not for me, but it can be helpful to others. And finally, I don't think that a God or Goddess would want mindless followers as their flock, but rather learned individuals who adhere to their faith because they choose to, with bountiful knowledge, as opposed to indoctronated ignorance.Music is life. Music is breathe. Music is my first and constant love. Without music, I'd rather not live. It is the tide cycle of my existence. Yes, music is life.My personality is hard to nail down. I am dominated, I guess, by my most base, primal desires as much as the higher aspects of my logical mind. I revel in the smell of incense, the taste of fresh fruit, the touch of velvet, the sounds of sex. Sensuality in all forms. Hedonism. And yet, I will ponder a question for days. I will dwell on something I've read or heard. I will discect a piece of music or an image I've come across. I can watch documentaries on history, science, and anything really, for hours. Stimulation, always. And with that, I am an insatiable flirt. Extremely sexual. Shameless and aggressive at times. I love to touch others and listen to their subtle reactions. Anything tactile I embrace. I can also admire from afar though. I can gaze at a beautiful woman, or scene, or image forever, taking in the goodness. I'm not afraid to voice my opinions or desires but being empathic as I believe I can be, I usually do so without causing discomfort. I can be subtle and overwhelming. I can be gentle and ferral. I can be intellectual and primal. Contradictions abound, but they tend to work.

My Interests

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AOKP, Watchers Diary, Renn. Faire, SCA, Music! Also movies of the Fantasy, Sci-Fi, Horror, and Action variety. Basketball is also good. Clubbing, live music and general social outtings are fun. I like to cook, I'm pretty good at it. Bowling, pool, and random bar-type games. Video games, particularly strategy games. RPGs, yes, I did say I was a geek. Reading of course. And swordplay/sword fighting.

I'd like to meet:

I'm interested in meeting new friends. Particularly those that wouldn't mind going out and trying new things or taking a trip to Hollyweird to hear some live music or go to a Goth club and marvel at the pagentry.And who knows what else?

Music:

Oy... my current obsessions: Bauhaus, Christian Death, Lacuna Coil, Cradle of Filth, Richard Cheese, Keane, The Killers, The Distillers, The Smiths, Eric B. & Rakim, Dead Kennedys, The Doors, Black Sabbath, Led Zeppelin, The Misfits, Danzig, Judas Priest, Slipknot...

My Blog

Meh...

For five score days I've dwelt in the palace of Limbo Playing the strange games of the lonely And now the road opens once again To the land of bold and the free While the door is my own I do not own t...
Posted by BigEvil on Thu, 22 Mar 2007 07:54:00 PST

Some kind of love... some king of hate...

There's some kind of love There's some kind of hate The maggots in the iron lung Won't compulate --The Misfits - "Some Kind of Love" It's gonna' be a Misfits kinda day, I can tell. It's V.D., and I d...
Posted by BigEvil on Wed, 14 Feb 2007 09:35:00 PST

Blah Blah Blah... (LJ x-post)

Tell me there's a logic out there.Leading me to better prepareFor the day that something really special might come.--Weezer - "Perfect Situation"Well, today mom is having a colonostopy. While the proc...
Posted by BigEvil on Thu, 01 Feb 2007 10:47:00 PST

DAY OF THE NINJA!!! - (12/5)

Dude! Finally a completely mercentile fabricated pseudo-holiday I can get behind... (unlike "Talk Like a Pirate" Day...):DAY OF THE NINJA!!!So if you're a Ninja or a Non-ja, you can still get in the s...
Posted by BigEvil on Thu, 30 Nov 2006 08:50:00 PST

A Rare Life Update on MySpace...

Well haven't really posted much of anything here on MySpace in terms of life updates because, well really nothing fun to report. But enough people have asked about me or think I'm angry at them that I...
Posted by BigEvil on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 11:27:00 PST

LJ x-post (BigEvil Quiz)

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Posted by BigEvil on Mon, 07 Aug 2006 11:35:00 PST

Geek homage!!! (c/o Robot Chicken)

STAR WARS  -   Emperor finds out about the Deat Star...HIGHLANDER   -  There can be only one... teen star!!!NEVER ENDING PARTY!!!  -  Falcor and Atraeu are bored...VOLTRO...
Posted by BigEvil on Mon, 31 Jul 2006 08:09:00 PST

Money... it's a gas...

I am a total dumbass. So this month's money is going to be super tight. I thought I had taken everything into account, thought I had squared everything away. But no, I forgot one critical debit from...
Posted by BigEvil on Tue, 02 May 2006 09:56:00 PST

Invocation... (LJ X-post)

We welcome you, O' Goddess Mother and nurturer to all Wise sage and matriarch Giver of life We welcome you, noble God Father and protector Guiding voice and patriarch Provider and guardian We invoke...
Posted by BigEvil on Tue, 21 Mar 2006 05:23:00 PST

LJ x-Post...

My Uncle Oscar was laid to rest today, beside my my grandma and grandpa. I saw much family that I hadn't in years and many didn't even recognize me. My uncle David made a joke about me looking like a ...
Posted by BigEvil on Fri, 17 Mar 2006 03:27:00 PST