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CrestOfColdTears

i'll trade the saskia jokes for the alphabet language

About Me

I'm 23 and reside in Texas, although I've travelled more than enough to know that the entire planet is pretty much homogenous once you strip away the outer layer. I am not here to stroke your ego or "hook up". I don't beleive in astrology, but I am a devout believer in quantum physics.I'm not bored, nor particularly inclined to have much to say. I'm private, a little introverted, pleasantly deranged, and mostly against doing this at all. I really suck at the whole myspace thing. But here it is... Please attribute my sporadic ee cummings-esque rambling to laziness, not to ignorance. Online I go by ceruleanscars and deutschenmeow. Without the slightest trace of conceit, I can huffily say that I am me, for fuck's sake. A disgruntled heiress with an IQ upwards of 140, carrying an awful lot of books in her head. Not horrible to look at either. I'm about as graceful as Keith Richards on an either binge. I own more wigs than you're average drag queen. I am a clothing designer by trade. I am timidly passionate and not at all accustomed to sleeping on a regular basis. I have a dry, sometimes inapropriate sense of humor and I'm lazy. These are few of many key factors in my being an excruciatingly quirky person, but I do like to think that it is part of my charm. I'm a small creature who very much enjoys self imposed solitude when the mood strikes. I am very loyal as well as slightly masochistic. Also viciously protective of those I care for. I am in a commited relationship and madly in love with a wonderful creature who is the axis by which I will always set the compass of my heart. I love to travel. I am a student to fencing, violin, and languages. I love to laugh at myself. I loath the massave clusterfuck of social politics and would sooner bury my face in a book than contribute. I'm a misanthrope, plain and simple. People like to call themselves cynical and misanthropic, but what they usually mean is simply that they believe they are clever enough to not be taken advantage of by assholes. That's not the same thing. I actively dislike people until they give me a reason not to, and I avoid large groups of people for that reason. I am content to entertain myself when necessary, and in the past I have gone entire days without speaking because I felt no need. I will attend parties but I don't like them; I typically find myself spending the evening in a corner in a protracted discussion with one other person. I'm not rude, and I'm not shy. I don't wish anyone harm. But I'm aware that my interests and values run counter to most people's, and I am content to stay out of their way to avoid what I see as inevitable clashingmspmb allowScriptAccess="never" allowNetworking="internal" enableJSURL="false" enableHREF="false" saveEmbedTags="true" src="http://flash.picturetrail.com/pflicks/acrobatcube_r.swf " enableJavaScript="false" loop="false" quality="high" FlashVars="backopacity=100&cubecroptofit=1&enlargecr optofit=0&logopath=http://flash.picturetrail.com/pflicks /ptlogo1.swf&ptdim=50.10&ptxy=300.16&faceopacity =80&img1=http://pic30.picturetrail.com:80/VOL1517/675240 9/12993965/192093949.jpg&img2=http://pic30.picturetrail. com:80/VOL1517/6752409/12993965/192093998.jpg&img3=http: //pic30.picturetrail.com:80/VOL1517/6752409/12993965/1923902 48.jpg&img4=http://pic30.picturetrail.com:80/VOL1517/675 2409/12993965/192390251.jpg&img5=http://pic30.picturetra il.com:80/VOL1517/6752409/12993965/192390280.jpg&img6=ht tp://pic30.picturetrail.com:80/VOL1517/6752409/12993965/1923 90290.jpg" wmode="transparent" bgcolor="#ffffff" width="300" height="340" name="acrobatcube" id="acrobatcube" align="middle" allowScriptAccess="never" type="application/x-shockwave-flash"

My Interests

abandoned buildings, absinth, alchemy, alfred hitchcock, anatomy, anime, apocrypha, archaeology, archetypes, arthur conan doyle, astrology, bela lugosi, black, blue eyes, bondage, books, bram stoker, broken glass, brothers quay, bruce campbell, cartoons, cats, cemeteries, childfree, civil liberties, classic films, clue, coffee, comedy, comics, computers, conventions, cooking, corsets, critical theory, cult movies, curmudgeons, danny elfman, david bowie, disasters, dolls, douglas adams, dracula, eating babies, edward gorey, erotica, eschatology, fame, fantasm, fashon design, fatty foods, fencing, fetish, fiction, film noir, fishnets, free speech, freedom, frightening children, game theory, germany, ghosts, goths, graveyards, h.p. lovecraft, hair dye, hallways, halloween, hannibal lector, haunted houses, hauntings, history, hookerboots, horror, horror films, j.s. lefanu, jasmine, john cleese, kinderwhore, kisses, kushiel's dart, lame jokes, larping, leather, liberty, life, lit crit, literature, lord of the rings, lycanthropy, magic, mark ryden, math!, miss kitten, monty python, murder ballads, music, my kitty, my septum ring, mystery, mystery science theater 3000, norse mythology, nudity, oscar wilde, pets, phantom of the opera, physiognomy, pirates, pizza rolls, politics, pumpkin pie, rain, reading, red wine, religon and it's demise, ritual, rob zombie, rocky horror picture show, rpg's, rubber duckies, sci-fi, self-awareness, sex, sexy bad men, shakespeare, sharp objects, sherlock holmes, sleep, solitude, stand-up comedy, stephen king, storms, tattoos, terry pratchett, the bill of rights, the family guy, the pursuit of happiness, theology, tim burton, tim curry, transmetropolitan, travel, trivia, vampires, vast, velvet, video games, viggo mortenson, vincent price, vinyl, violin, wepons, wine, writing, x-men, zombies.
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I'd like to meet:

About 97% of the people on my page are friends in real life. People who agree that dry wine, sharp cheese, and dark choclolate are god's gift to the planet. People who exist outside of myspace. People who agree that PJ and Tori are sacred. I'm a little picky. I loath and detest people who are obnoxiously shallow, unnecessarily stupid, insincere, arrogant, banal, or "beige". If these don't apply to you, then I'd be happy to make an attempt at getting to know you. NO "Girl Collectors" please! If your only intention is to have a MySpace friends list full of women, please keep moving on. Do NOT waste my time. Okay? Thanks. Befriending a plethora of hot chicks on MySpace does not make you any more attractive, loser.

Music:

45 grave, 4ad, 69 eyes, alien sex fiend, all about eve, ambient, andi sex gang, andone, apocalyptica, attrition, audra, autumn's grey solace, azam ali, babes in toyland, bach, bauhaus, bella morte, bif naked, big electric cat, bikini kill, billie holiday, bitch & animal, black tape for a blue girl, blanche, bowie, christian death, cinema strange, claire voyant, clan of xymox, cleopatra, cocteau twins, collide, controlled bleeding, corpus delicti, covenant, cradle of filth, cranes, cruxshadows, current 93, danny elfman, danse society, dark wave, darkwave, damien rice, das ich, dave mathews band, dead can dance, death in june, deathrock, delirium, depeche mode, desdemona, die form, die krupps, diva destruction, drain sth, dresden dolls, duncan sheik, edward kaspel, einsturzende neubauten, element, emilie autumn, emperor, executive slacks, faith & disease, faith and the muse, fiona apple,front 242, front line assembly, frozen autumn, garbage, gary numan, genitorturers, gorillaz, goth rock, gothic, gothic rock, HIM, hocico, hole, horror punk, human drama, hungry lucy, imogene heap, industrial, in strict confidence, jack off jill, jill tracey, joy division, kmfdm, kovenant, kristy thrisk, L7, lacrimosa, lacuna coil, laibach, leaether strip, live, london after midnight, loreens mckennit, love and rockets, love like blood, lovespiralsdownwards, low sunday, lycia, mark snow, mephisto walz, metropolis, ministry, mira, miri ben ari, misfits, moi dix mois, morrisey, mors syfilitica, my bloody valentine, my dying bride, my ruin, nick cave and the bad seeds, nightwish, nikki jaine, nin, nocturne, nora jones nosferatu, penis flytrap, pet, peter murphy, phsycobilly, p j harvey, placibo, poe, portishead, project pitchfork, projekt records, qntal, rasputina, razed in black, red lorry yellow lorry, requiem in white, revoue noir, robert smith, rose chronicles, rosetta stone, rozz williams, sade, samael, sandman, sara mclachlan, scarling, seven mary three, sex gang children, siouxsie and the banshees, sisters of mercy, scarling, sins of thy beloved, skeletal family, skinny puppy, smashing pumpkins, soulwhirlingsomewhere, specimen, steve roach, steve von till, stone temple pilots, sunny day real estate, switchblade symphony,the brides, the cruxshadows, the cure, the damned, the last dance, the mars volta, the murmers, the shroud, the smiths, the streets, the virgin prunes, the wake, theatre of tragedy, this mortal coil, tones on tails, tori amos, two witches, type o negative, uk decay, unto ashes, ute lemper, vas, vast, vnv nation, voltaire, within temptation, wolfsheim, wreckage, wumpscutt.

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Movies:

amelie, being john malkovich, brazil, brothers quay, bundock saints, city of lost children, goonies, hellraiser, magnolia, man who fell to earth, mary reilly, nightmare before christmas, nosferatu, pi, razorblade smile, sleepy hollow, snow white(a new tale of terror), quills, requiem for a dream, run lola run, what dreams may come

Television:

Most worthwhile television is already on DVD. Adult Swim, Daria, Fraiser, HEX, La Femme Nikita, Law and Order SVU, Star Treck, twin peaks, Witchblade.

Books:



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Heroes:

My Mother.

My Blog

The Luckiest

I don't get many things right the first time In fact, I am told that a lot Now I know all the wrong turns, the stumbles and falls Brought me here And where was I before the day That I first saw your l...
Posted by CrestOfColdTears on Tue, 30 Jan 2007 05:38:00 PST

Hello Kitty (this girl is my hero)


Posted by CrestOfColdTears on Wed, 24 Jan 2007 01:33:00 PST

I almost pissed myself laughing at this tripe.

www.godhatesgoths.com
Posted by CrestOfColdTears on Wed, 24 Jan 2007 08:28:00 PST

Vacation time again!!!

Scott and I will be in Seattle next month from the 21st- 27th.!!!
Posted by CrestOfColdTears on Tue, 23 Jan 2007 02:34:00 PST

Ass glasses and kitten pie!!!

I've been enjoying my life immenselyas of late. I sleep late almost every single day, eat like I am pregnant, and read like a glutton. I am not taking any classes this semester. I'm not really being p...
Posted by CrestOfColdTears on Thu, 18 Jan 2007 01:18:00 PST

Lookie what came in the mail!

  Another pretty for my collection. This one tightlaces down to a 16. *squeaks*...
Posted by CrestOfColdTears on Sun, 21 Jan 2007 02:12:00 PST

Beste Wünsche für ein glückliches und erfolgreiches Neues Jahr!

I greeted the new year in a room full of my coworkers wishing I was just about anywhere else while my phone filled with well-wishers' text messages. This year I'll spend less time goofing off on ...
Posted by CrestOfColdTears on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 06:16:00 PST

I got my phantom gift!!!

OH MY GOD! All 6 HARDBACK KABUKI GRAPHIC NOVELS!!! ALL SIGNED AND NUMBERED TO ME BY DAVID MACK HIMSELF!!! CIRCLE OF BLOOD IS EVEN A FIRST EDITION!!! This is to most amaizing /original present I've bee...
Posted by CrestOfColdTears on Wed, 03 Jan 2007 05:47:00 PST

=)

Tuesday night in SA, and I couldn't be happier if you bludgeoned me half to death with a Happy Stick!I had a WONDERFUL Christmas. Best of my adult life, easily. My love at my side, Tons of prezzies, g...
Posted by CrestOfColdTears on Sun, 31 Dec 2006 01:27:00 PST

happy solstice kids. ;)

You know what I miss about being a kid at Christmas? I miss playing Mystery-Gift CSI. Back in the day, my sister and I would have out-investigated Gil Grissom*. We were like these crazy little crosses...
Posted by CrestOfColdTears on Sat, 23 Dec 2006 02:40:00 PST