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RuiX

I am here for Friends and Networking

About Me

i am very strange.

you should know this.

this page is currently under maintenance. can't say when it will be nice and spiffy.

Due to a new portable communication device i am now constantly on IM. If you would like to contact me then add the following screen names to your "buddy" list.

AOL IM: iRuiXi
Yahoo IM: one11eno

work consumes me, do not be offended if you receive no response. that just means i hate you...in a loving way of course. seriously , don't worry about it. go away?

My Interests

reading, writing, talking in a dry uneven tone. being appropriately sarcastic and blank. playing the guitar, or attempting any other stringed instrument for that matter. listening to strange devices played by even stranger creatures under no exterior chemical influence at all. a tendency to pry, always apologetic for it, but never quite meaning it. loyal to those who have earned such a rarity. i have learned to dismiss and disregard many individuals.

I'd like to meet:

the strange the humble the gifted the beautifully cursed the few that remain

Music:

TOOL, OPETH, A Perfect Circle, Ours, Ashes Divide, Nine Inch Nails,nearLY, Miasma and the carousel of headless horses, my dying bride, mira,Daughter Darling, Dir En Grey, Qntal, Vast, Gary Numan, Tori Amos,P.J.HARVEY,Joy Division, Dresden Dolls,Die Form, The Gathering, The Frozen Autumn,Steve Von Till,Love and Rockets, Malice Mizer,Clinic, Wilco, Elliot Smith,Riverside, D'espairs Ray, Mono, Meshuggah, Akira Yamaoka (all of the Silent Hill soundtracks),Denali,Failure,Smashing Pumpkins,Kenna,Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Radiohead, Bjork, Poe, Sigur Ros, Siouxie and the Banshees,Dredg, Depeche Mode,Sound,Doors, White Stripes, The Secret Machines, Echo and the Bunnymen, New Order,Stabbing Westward, Collide, Placebo, INTERPOL, Godspeed You Black Emperor!!,Cure,PORCUPINE TREE, Pink Floyd, Bauhaus, Danzig, Anathema, Pelican, Faint, Faith And The Muse, Vas, LondonAfter Midnight, Theatre of Tragedy(R.I.P), Cradle ofFilth, KMFDM, Moonspell, Lacuna Coil, Ladytron,BethOrton, Massive Attack, Paatos, The Talking Heads, Lamb, Portishead, Muse, Flaming Lips, Pixies, Distillers, MarsVolta, The Velvet Underground, Nirvana, Alice in Chains, Jefferson Airplane, Bjork, Tricky ...trying to discover as much interesting new stuff as i can.

Movies:

AFTER HOURS, Memento, Jacob's Ladder, Fight Club, The Machinist, Altered States, Blue Velvet, any Stanley Kubrick film, Alien, The Dreamers, Seven, Creepshow 1 & 2, Interview With the Vampire, Taxi Driver, 28 Days Later, Falling Down, The Big Lebowski, Shaun of the Dead, Return of the Living Dead, Evil Dead series, Silent Hill, ( stuff with "Dead" in the title, ha ha ha), Matchstick Men, The Animation Show, Wes Anderson flicks, Monty Python movies, The Land Before Time, An American Tale, The Following, Lost in Translation, Man Bites Dog, American Splendor, Requiem for a Dream, The Fountain

Television:

arriving February 2009

Books:

currently absorbing too much Lovecraft. at "the Shunned House" in collected works book good stuff. recently picked up William Gibson's "Pattern Recognition"..Finally finished it regret that i haven't finished Neuromancer, Neil Gaiman stuff, American Gods, Stardust, Neverwhere, Good Omens...others: Aldous Huxley:Brave New World, Herman Hesse:Siddhartha, Patrick Suskind:Perfume, Alex Grey:The Mission of Art, Anne Rice:Violin ; The Vampire Armand, Jonathan Lathan:Amnesia Moon, H.G. Wells:The War of the Worlds, J.D. Salinger:The Catcher in the Rye, The Baghavad Gita...more but mostly from previously mentioned authors.

Heroes:

those who still know how to read those who are quite strange. no one in particular.

My Blog

im sick

so bring me food dammit.Ha, i sound like one of those damn people on Myspa...... FUCK!this site is evil. 
Posted by RuiX on Thu, 03 Jan 2008 04:19:00 PST

tool

the show was awesome.  they played two songs i was dying to hear live, Jambi and the epic two part song Wings for Marie/ 10,000 days.  Pat Mastelotto and Trey Gunn (of the current King Crim...
Posted by RuiX on Tue, 22 May 2007 12:23:00 PST

a thought

i thought i had alot of photo's in my pics sectionthen i wandered through some random profilesyou people scare the shit out of methat is all
Posted by RuiX on Tue, 24 Apr 2007 09:00:00 PST

safe-word(s)

wow.   this whole site is becoming retarded with spam and phishing BS.  people who dont like this site, and those who are held prisoner by it, are laughing there ass off at the whole thing....
Posted by RuiX on Sat, 14 Apr 2007 07:27:00 PST

off

its been a long time since my last blog entry, and alot of interesting things have happened.  i wont go into that.  i usually do, but this is different.  its a strange thing, to t...
Posted by RuiX on Thu, 21 Sep 2006 03:29:00 PST

absolute BS

blah blah blah. me zombie ooooo aaaaaaaa, you taste good. good you. now. good you now. man i'm fucking bored. this is probably the most uninteresting blog i've ever written. ....yep. it just keep...
Posted by RuiX on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 01:00:00 PST

who the fuck..

working 10 hour shifts is really kicking my ass right now. This overtime crap leaves me with anly increments of time to write, or show much deserved attention to the ones i care about. I spent a goo...
Posted by RuiX on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

permanence

all is in nuetral once more as i had left it. i'm still feeling that new feeling, but i'm not abandoning it , and i dont think i can. its always been that way, and i am quite stubborn. stare at you...
Posted by RuiX on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

i've been randomly eating jolly ranchers all day, the nuetral taste in my mouth is "everyberry", whats that you say...clever, no i don't think i'm clever but thank you for the compliment. yes i will ...
Posted by RuiX on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

?

today is: strange and fragmented, not usual. i'm waking up in the oddest of environments. once again cats are walking on me. demanding attention only 3 hours after i have fallen asleep. Note to...
Posted by RuiX on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST