CHECK OUT THE BIG BRAIN ON BRAD

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MySpace Layouts PimpMySpaceOnline.comLayout Provided By FreeCodeSource.com - Myspace LayoutsI'M JUST TRYING TO LIVE MY LIFE WITHOUT HURTING MYSELF OR OTHERS BY DOING THE NEXT RIGHT THING. I SPENT THE LAST TWENTY YEARS SABOTAGING MYSELF AND OTHERS NOW I WANT MY EXISTENCE TO BE THAT OF A POSITIVE ONE. MOST OF MY LIFE HAS BEEN IN RICHMOND, BUT I LIVED IN CALIFORNIA FOR 3 YEARS AND TRAVELED ALL OVE TOURING WITH THE DEAD. RIGHT NOW I'M JUST TRYING TO STAY OUT OF TROUBLE AND LEARN THAT ONLY I CAN GIVE MYSELF TRUE HAPPINESS ...

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I'd like to meet:

ANYONE WHO IS HONEST, GENUINE AND LIKE TO ENJOY LIFE.

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Music:

STONES, DEAD, SUBLIME, BEASTIE BOYS, JOHNNY CASH, LIMP BIZCUIT, MARVIN GAYE, AL GREEN, MILES DAVIS, GOVT MULE PRETTY MUCH ANYTHING DECENT ...

Movies:

'What will your obituary say?' at QuizGalaxy.comGODFATHER, SAVING PRIVATE RYAN, BEST IN SHOW, ANIMAL HOUSE, SCARFACE, SHINING, GREEN MILE, SHAWSHANK REDEMPTION, MANCHURIAN CANDIDATE (THE ORIGINAL ONE, BRIANS SONG, DR STRANGELOVE, AMERICAN HISTORY X, GOODFELLAS ...

Television:

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DONT WATCH MUCH TV EXCEPT LATE NIGHT SO ITS USUALY LAW AND ORDER, PREFERABLY SVU, OR SOME HISTORY OR DISCOVERY CHANNEL Dating & Relationship Advice
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Heroes:

JIMMY K, AND ANYONE WHO STANDS FOR WHAT THEY BELIVE IN.
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My Blog

IT'S GETTING HARDER AND HARDER TO STAY IN THE DAY

Two days from a year clean. That itself is a fucking miracle. I had always asumed I would die in prison or with a needle in my arm. Never in my life did I think I would be where I am now. Heres the th...
Posted by CHECK OUT THE BIG BRAIN ON BRAD on Wed, 31 Jan 2007 10:47:00 PST

DOCTORS SCARE ME

So I felt a lump on my stomach and because of some things that had happened I was sure it was a hernia. The though of that scared the shit out of me. Of course I picture myself on the operating t...
Posted by CHECK OUT THE BIG BRAIN ON BRAD on Sat, 23 Dec 2006 12:11:00 PST

Not Well but Better

I know I am still sick as can be, but looking back I am so much better than I was. I try not to look to far in the future, but sometimes its difficult not to. My first year in recovery is fast aproach...
Posted by CHECK OUT THE BIG BRAIN ON BRAD on Mon, 11 Dec 2006 08:42:00 PST

Indifference

"First they came for the Communists, but I was not a Communist so I did not speak out. Then they came for the Socialists and the Trade Unionists, but I was neither, so I did not speak out. Then they c...
Posted by CHECK OUT THE BIG BRAIN ON BRAD on Fri, 01 Dec 2006 03:47:00 PST

12 Steps Of Relapse

1. I decided I could handle any emotional problems if other people would just quit trying to run my life.2. I firmly believe that there is no greater power than myself and anyone who says differently ...
Posted by CHECK OUT THE BIG BRAIN ON BRAD on Fri, 24 Nov 2006 06:29:00 PST

Thankful

I relized I have so much to be thankful for. I've been home almost a year now, and my life has changed so much. If anyone tried to tell me I'd be where I am at today. I'd have never belived them. Some...
Posted by CHECK OUT THE BIG BRAIN ON BRAD on Wed, 22 Nov 2006 05:28:00 PST

K.I.S.S.

Simple Approach to the 12 steps The Simple Approach to the 12 Steps The Simple Approach to the 12 StepsAuthor Unknown Step 1: There's a power that will kill me. Step 2:There's a power that wants m...
Posted by CHECK OUT THE BIG BRAIN ON BRAD on Wed, 08 Nov 2006 06:49:00 PST

Staying in the Problem instead of the Solution

Again I have to say most of the pain in my life is a direct reult of my actions. Even if it isn't something I caused, I tend to make it worse by living in it. A perfect example is I'm in the process o...
Posted by CHECK OUT THE BIG BRAIN ON BRAD on Sun, 05 Nov 2006 12:21:00 PST

Where I am at today

Thank God I'm finaly starting to feel better. The last month or two have been so damm rough I didn't know what i was going to do. I always get so fucked up in my head this time of year, in fact I dont...
Posted by CHECK OUT THE BIG BRAIN ON BRAD on Tue, 31 Oct 2006 07:48:00 PST

Happiness

..Tonight I got a fortune cookie that said "Your happiness is intertwined with your outlook on life". Damm my entire life I've been searching for happines and all i had to do was go to China Panda. Wh...
Posted by CHECK OUT THE BIG BRAIN ON BRAD on Thu, 19 Oct 2006 08:31:00 PST