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'They say the mind bends and twist in order to deal with the horrors of life.. ..sometimes the mind bends so much it snaps in half''and i am left as nothing, in a world i never wanted to exsist in..you allow me to exsist in your mind...so you better dig deep and find soul ..... if not i am left to ur mercy and only become what ur mind chooses to see.....and you will become left in ur world never knowing the true me....nor even had explored the possibility of any true exsistance .......... *One. .......................................................
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Gabber,hard tech,speedcore,horrorcore,breakcore,hip-hop dj .. body piercer, i am a house cat with krylon & a vouyer ..born wiccan. a fiend..pervert. a toker. wing tsun student & a hustler in my struggle to live knowing' i am .
i am NOTHING ...............nothing more then waiting to see my end...... ..
:Thought of The day: I'm afraid the end time is near. The cataclysmic apocalypse refered to in the scriptures of every holy book know to mankind. It will be anera fraught with boundless greed & corruption, where global monitarysystems disintegrate, leaving brother to kill brother for a grain of overcook rice. The nations of the civilized world will collapse under theimpressive weight of parasitic political conspiracies which remove allhope & optimism from their once faithfull citizens. Around the globe,generations of polluters will be punished for their sins. Unsheilded by the O-zone they have successfully depleted, left to bake in thecering naked rays of light. Wholesale assassinations served to destabilize every remaining government, leaving the starving & wicked to fendfor themselves. Bloodthirsty renegade cyborgs created by tax dodging corporations reek havok. Pissed off androids tired of being slaves toa godless & gutless system, where the rich get richer & the poor get fucked over and out, unleash total world wide destruction by means of nuclear holocaust, annihilating the terrified masses, leaving in torturous wake nothing but vicious, cannibalistic, mutating,radiating,and horribly dis-figured hordes of satanic killers, begged on revenge,but against home?, there are so few left alive. Starvation reinssupreme,forcing unlucky survivers to eat anything & anyone in their path.Massive earthquakes crack the planets crust like a hollow egg shell,causing unending volcanic eruptions. Creatures of the seven seas,unable to escape the certain death upon land, boil in their liquid prison.Disease then circles the earth, plagues & viruses with no known causeor cure laying waste to whatever draws breath, and human-kind having proven itself to be nothing more than a race of ruthless scavengers,fall victim to merciless attacks at the hands of interplanetary alien tribes who seek to conquer our charred remains. This is Extinction Level Event,.. ..WOW I CAN'T wait! 'those who see beyond a world of blind, an are lost in thier own mind .. i am
Choose a job. Choose a career. Choose a family. Choose a fucking big television. Choose washing machines, cars, compact disc players and electrical tin openers. Choose good health, low cholesterol, and dental insurance. Choose fixed interest mortgage repayments. Choose a starter home. Choose your friends. Choose leisurewear and matching luggage. Choose a three-piece suit on hire purchase in a range of fucking fabrics. Choose DIY and wondering who the fuck you are on a Sunday morning. Choose sitting on that couch watching mind-numbing, spirit-crushing game shows, stuffing fucking junk food into your mouth. Choose rotting away at the end of it all, pissing your last in a miserable home, nothing more than an embarrassment to the selfish, fucked up brats you spawned to replace yourselves. Choose your future. Choose life... But why would I want to do a thing like that? I chose not to choose life. I chose something else. And the reasons? There are no reasons.......... ...It's the caffeine, the nicotine, the miligrams of tar It's my habitat, it needs to be clean, it's my car It's the fast talk they use to abuse and feed my brain It's the cat box it needs to be changed, it's the pain It's women, it's the fight for power it's government The way your giving knowledge slow and throwing in subtle hints It's rubbing it, It's itching it, It's applying cream It's the foreigners sight seeing with high beams, It's in my dreams It's the monsters that I conjure, It's the marijuana It's emberassment, displacement, It's where I wander It's my genre, It's Madonna's videos It's game shows,cheap liquor,blunts, and bumper stickers with rainbows It's angels, demons, gods, it's the white devils It's the monitors, the soundman, it's the f**king mic levels It's gas fumes, fast food, Tommy Hil,mommys pills, Columbia House music club, designer drugs and rhyming thugs It's bloods and crips, five and six, It's stick up kids, It's christian conservative terrorists, it's porno flicks It's the east coast, no it's the west coast It's public schools, it's asbestos It's mentholated, It's techno It's sleep, life, and death It's speed, coke, and meth It's hay fever, pain relievers, oral sex, and smokers breath It stretches for as far as the eye can see It's reality, f**k it , it's everything but me It's in the air, in the water, it's in the meat It's indirect, indiscrete, inconsistent, and incomplete It's on the street, every city and everywhere you go In every man it's the insanity, the fantasy, the casualties It's the health care system, it's welfare victims It's assault weapons, it's television religion, and it's false lessons It's cops, pigs with badges guns and sticks It's harassment and a complex you carry when you're running shit It's wondering if you get to eat It's the winter , the weather It's herpes, and it's forever It's the virus that takes the lives of the weak and the strong It's that need to speek long, It's my hunger for attention It's the wack , who attack songs of redemption It's prevention, It's the first solution It's loosing the retribution, it's mental pollution, and public execution It's the nails that keep my hands and feet to these boards It's the part time job that governs what you can afford It's the fear, It's the fake It's clear it can make time stop and leave you stranded in the year of the snake It's the dollar, yen, pound, it's all denomination It's hourly wages for your professional observations It's on your face and it's in your eyes It's everything you be But it ain't me mother f**ker, it ain't me On and on and on and on the list goes on and on and on ..
Life's not a bitch life is a beautiful woman You'll only call her a bitch because she won't let you get that pussy.. Wings span cast black of porn visuals hear the duck hunt ticker tape Vision.now settle down
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