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Miss AntiGravity

If You Can't See..I'm Fine As Sand..Then You Will Feel Me...Slip Thru Your Hand...

About Me

...A Twinkle in her eye is still a twinkle in her eye....
I am ever rising.
Forever falling.
I am the Moon.
I am the Sun.
I am made of water and sand.
Watch me run
Right through your hands.
You can trust
I will be there for you...
Give you the Love that you need.
Don't accept anything less,
Don't expect something more.
Turn around while I dream
and become something new
In the hours yet to come...
And when it is time
To open my eyes and awake,
Whatever you can offer,
I will surely take.
I have been there for you,
Been the One that is your's...
You should accept nothing less,
You should expect nothing more.
I am a Child.
I am a Daughter.
I am a Sister.
And a Mother to some...
I am your Lover.
I am your Friend.
I am the Night and the Day.
I am Fire and Air.
I am Many...
and I Am the One.

I
AM
MORE
THAN
YOU
WILL
EVER
KNOW
I accept nothing less.
I expect nothing more.
If Only for a Little While...

I am not your senorita…
I am not from your tribe…
In the garden I did no crime.
I won't tell you what you want to hear,
I will show you what's real.
I will...will defy.
I offer grace.
I offer blood.
I offer everything till my heart is crystal clear…
I try to believe what I feel these days;
It makes life much easier for me.
It's hard to decide what is real these days,
When things look so dizzy to me.
I feel like a thousand years have passed,
I'm younger than I used to be.
I feel like the world is my home at last,
I know everyone that I meet.
My cloud always has a silver lining,
and I love everything that I see.
My world is wonderful and
*NO ONE*
Can ever hurt me.
*~*Over thinking*~*
*Over analyzing*
separates the body from the mind.
Withering my intuition,
missing opportunities...
I'd retrace the steps that lead me here,
but nothing lives behind me.
So I lie in this field -
bathed in the light that loves me,
with nothing left to lose...
So if I die today I'll be the happy phantom.
I'm not someone that you should run to.
I've been, often, as broken as you,
more often than you'd like me to.
If I could heal all the pain that you feel,
I'd gladly cure all that ails you inside.
Unfortunately, I have no degree -
and I can not anesthetize…
I'll be the one to protect you..
from your enemies and all your demons.
I'll be the one to protect you...
from a will to survive and a voice of reason.
I believe I could cure it all for you dear.
Coax or trick or
drive or drag
the demons from you,
make it right for you sleeping beauty…
Truly think I could heal you –
far beyond a visible sign of your awakening…
...failing miserably to rescue sleeping beauty…
Truly thought I could make it right.
I fear that I am ordinary, just like everyone.
To lie here and die among the sorrows,
adrift among the days…
Like a lost child I will hide…
And like a lost lie I will find
a way to return to the one who made me.
But I'm still right here,
giving blood,
keeping faith.
And I'm still right here.
Wide eyed and hopefully wild.
And I will not fall down...

My Interests

My Top Interests:

Hats
Love
Vinyl
Kauai
Crystals
Lingerie
Astrology
Tech House
Spoken Word
Kundalini Yoga
Chanting Mantras
Conscious awareness
Creation thru vibration
Collecting record labels
Dancing all night long
Dream interpretation
Sleeping under stars
Forensic evidence
Spinning records
Psychic ability
Authenticity
Club Pogo
Ayurveda
Jewelry
Runes
Sushi
SEX
Ink
Bass
Hiking
Singing
Reading
Scrabble
Meditation
Mexican food
Perfected timing
Verbal Illustration
The desert at dawn
Mutual understanding
Travelin without moving
Mom singing in the car
Loungin with my cats
Whispers on my skin
Driving FAR away
Rhyming words
Leather cuffs
Accessories
Live music
Listening
Scarves
Loyalty
Poetry
HTML
Life

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I'd like to meet:



Music:


MUSIC
IS
MY
LIFE

..::MUSIC::.. ..::HOUSE::.. ..::MUSIC::..

The Dark & Dirty
Deep & Funky
Tribally & Acid-filled
High-Hat layered
Bass-driven,
Heavy ass
Filtered Minimal
~TECH HOUSE~
kind!!!
Sad Ballads
Provoking Lyrics
Seductive DownTempo
Orchestrated Classical
Nor Cali Gangsta Rap
Two-Timing Country
Experimental Breaks
Alternative Hip-Hop
Rasta Roots Reggae
Ethereal Ambient
Gritty Industrial
Intelligent Punk
Melodic Trance
Savvy Electro
Classic Rock
Sensual Jazz
Grunge Rock
Spacey DnB
Sexy R&B

~Acoustic Guitar,
~Stand up Bass,
~Indian Tablas,
~Cuban Bongos,
~Wooden Flutes,
~Saxophone Solos,
~The Latin Congos,
~Screaming Strings,
~Whining Harmonicas,
~Persian Tambourines,
~Tibetan Singing Bowls…

-Hypnotized by a Harp,
-Enchanted by a Eukalali,
-Paralyzed by a Piano,
-Spellbound by a Sitar,
-Guided Meditation by a Gong,
-Possessed by a Drum Circle.



Here's a list of my most favorite artists:
A Perfect Circle
AFI
Air
Alexander Maier
Alice in Chains
AudioJack
Audio Soul Project
Audion (Matthew Dear)
Ben Harper
Bjork
Blu Bizness
Bob De Rosa
Bob Marley
BookaShade
BuddySystem
Chris Carrier
Claude VonStroke
Cocteau Twins
Cody Chestnut
Coil
Conway Twitty
Dan Berkson
Daniel Poli
Danzig
Dave Mothersole
Deftones
Dexter
DJ DRC
DJ Fabian
DJ Linus
Eastlackzero
EDDIE RICHARDS!!!
Ella Fitzgerald
Erykah Badu
Everything But the Girl
Fafa Manteco
Fiona Apple
Fleetwood Mac
George Jones
GIDEON JACKSON!!!
Grant Lee Buffalo
Haris
Heart
Hoobastank
Howie Day
Incubus!!!!!!!
India Arie
Ivan Smagghe
J5
Jack Johnson
Jamiroquai
Jane's Addiction
Jay Tripwire
Joe Satriani
John Lee Hooker
Johnny Cash
Johnny Mathis
Josh Wink
Keller Williams
Kraftwerk
Led Zepplin
Lenny Kravitz
Linkin Park
Liz Phair
Lords of Acid
Loretta Lynn
Mac Dre (RIP)
Mad Season
Maderfotor
Madonna
Marc Romboy
Massive Attack
Mazzy Star
Metallica
MIA (Berlin)
Michael Mayer
moe.
Natalie Merchant
Nathan Coles
Nathan Fake
NIN
P.O.D.
Patsy Cline
Pearl Jam
Pharcyde
Pink Floyd
PJ Harvey
Porno for Pyros
Portishead
Radiohead
Reverened Horton Heat
Ronnie Milsap
Sarah McLachlan
Siskid
Skinny Puppy
Smashing Pumpkins
Sonic Youth
Sound Tribe Sector 9
Spiderworks
Steve Bug
Stevie Ray Vaughn
String Cheese Incident
Suicidal Tendencies
System of a Down
Terry Francis
The Doors
This Mortal Coil
TigerSkin
Tool
Too Short
Tori Amos
Totally Insane
Tommy Four Seven
Trentemoller
Tribe Called Quest
Type O Negative
Velvet Revolver
Zero 7

Movies:

V IS FOR VENDETTA IS MY ALL TIME MOST FAVORITE MOVIE!!!! LOVED IT!!!
LEGEND!

Usual Suspects
True Romance
Princess Bride
Underworld (both)
March of the Penguins
Crash

Young Guns
Any Given Sunday
Boondock Saints
Waking Life
Kung Fu Hustle
Suddenly, Last Summer
Kill Bill (both)
Baraka
Contact
My Fair Lady
National Treasure
What the Bleep?
City Of God
Ong Bak
Little Mermaid
Signs
Crouching Tiger
Eddie Murphy Delirious
Martin Lawrence You So Crazy
Rio Bravo
Matrix
Return of the Jedi
Ants
Darby O'Gill and the Little People

Television:


Anything that has to do with Forensics (Forensic Files, The Investigators, The New Detectives, The First 48, etc.),
Law & Order (all of them),
CSI Miami.

Books:


The whole
"Conversations
with God"
series by
Neale Donald Walsh,
changed my life! I say check em out!

OH! And he wrote this one for children, although many adults would benefit from reading it...

The entire Multiverse saga by Michael Moorcock is just insanely great! But the only one I've finished in it's entirety is the Elric saga...coming to a theater near you...

Heroes:

My Daddy (R.I.P.)

My Mommy

Neale Donald Walsh

Dr. Henry Lee

Yogi Bhajan

The Dalai Lama

Layne Staley of Alice in Chains (R.I.P.)

Mr. Richards and Mr. Jackson

And last but not least....my old friend Susan for her strength and courage...

My Blog

So Here I Am

Here I am.  A little perplexed and bewildered.Yet somehow never deterred...My only cladding is unwavering optimism,As I wonder, could this time be the anomalism?Despite the past damage my heart ...
Posted by Miss AntiGravity on Sat, 27 Oct 2007 10:53:00 PST

Miss AntiGravity Cant Drown! - NOW I'm over it.

OF COURSE SHE CAN!!!! WHAT DO YOU THINK SHE IS????? SUPERWOMAN??? NO HELL NO....Just 100% Human Fucking Being She falls and makes mistakes just like every other person on this Earth.  The s...
Posted by Miss AntiGravity on Sun, 01 Jul 2007 04:35:00 PST

Love is...


Posted by Miss AntiGravity on Mon, 19 Feb 2007 11:20:00 PST

My Mix Links have been RELOCATED.....

I have decided to get them off my main page and link the streams and downloads to my blog section.  I will always have this as the top Blog if you need to locate the files Click the thumbnails be...
Posted by Miss AntiGravity on Thu, 10 May 2007 08:35:00 PST

Hear Me Fall

Do you know the hidden thoughtsThrough the doorways of my mind?If you look real close you'll see,They won't be hard to find.You seem to be unreachable,And yet within my grasp.You never share your thou...
Posted by Miss AntiGravity on Mon, 05 Feb 2007 12:54:00 PST

Canvas of Eternal Love

I'll paint my mood in a subtle hue~ Draw my soul right next to you...I'll sketch your face in shadowy tones,Pencil your lips onto my own.I'll shape your arms around my waist,All clouds of doubt, I w...
Posted by Miss AntiGravity on Wed, 01 Nov 2006 04:35:00 PST

*Me*mory

I can see you don't really knowWhat a memory can do. You've already moved on... Like "goodbye" is up to you. I can tell by the way You're not falling apart, You're listening to pride buried in you-Not...
Posted by Miss AntiGravity on Sun, 04 Sep 2005 04:07:00 PST

But I know all about SLANDER

This is some interesting reading on SLANDER and how fucked up it is.  Kinda makes you think twice before you open your mouth.  OR AT LEAST IT SHOULD.... Slander is gossip turned ugly, "...
Posted by Miss AntiGravity on Sat, 28 Oct 2006 08:57:00 PST

I Don't Know a Thing About Love


Posted by Miss AntiGravity on Sun, 22 Oct 2006 02:32:00 PST

Meaning of my Stage name: Sowelu

SOWELU Pronunciation: Sowelu -- so-wa-loo (Wa = a as in way) Meaning: The Sun -the ultimate life forceSowelu is a rune from the Futhark tribe. Runes, much like the Tarot, were used when one was seekin...
Posted by Miss AntiGravity on Tue, 17 Oct 2006 06:59:00 PST