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Recovering Goth

Sweet Mother down below, I just swallowed a bug...

About Me

I'm not really sure how to talk about myself. I'm a fierce individualist. I know exactly who I am, and I make no apologies for it. I can be exceptionally opinionated. I have a lot of views that would be considered very odd to most people. Instead of trying to explain them, I'll let these suprisingly accurate quizzes do it for me. Read 'em, love 'em, fill 'em out-- you just might learn something about yourself, too.

~~The following taken from Cafe Astrology.com :

Aries Rising

People with Aries Ascendants are direct and quick. Their first instinct is to do, rather than think. Planning ahead? Forget it. Aries rising simply charges forward without much ado.

This position does not make a person aggressive. Forthright, yes, but aggression is too strong a word for these natives. They have a youthful, direct manner that sees what it wants and generally goes for it. At the same time, there isn't any malice in their intent.

Some Aries rising people are competitive, but they generally put most of the pressure on themselves. These people love to come out ahead in all that they do. They get ready quickly, walk quickly, and have little patience for dilly-dallying. Their temper is quick, too. It's also quick to disappear. Rarely do you find Aries rising people holding grudges. Their mannerisms are rather simple and straightforward.

Aries rising loves action, and is often trying to stir up some activity. Their strengths lie in their enterprising ways. Finishing things they start does not always come as easily, unless the ruler, Mars, is placed in a more tenacious sign, such as Taurus or Scorpio.

Aries Ascendant often gives a rather swift walk, with the head leaning forward slightly. This walk is surprisingly distinctive. Headaches, and sinus and eye problems are the usual physical complaints of this position. Rashes and acne on the face and shoulders sometimes occur. Broad shoulders and slim hips are common. Often, Aries rising people are quick to smile, and they possess a youthful charm throughout life.

Probably early on in life, Aries rising people got typecast as the "independent" child. As adults, people with Aries Ascendants often stick to that role in life. People don't run to help them out -- they appear quite fine doing things on their own. These people have learned to be self-reliant, and this generally stems from their early experiences.

Despite a rather brusque and independent manner, these natives are usually very willing to compromise in their relationships, and are very attached to the people they hold dear.

Aries Rising and Mars in Leo

Your ruling planet, Mars, is in the fiery, dramatic, rather narcissistic sign of Leo, as well. This increases your competitive drive, your need for recognition, and your will to lead. However, living for personal glory and aggrandizement alone, dominating or considering others to be less real or important than yourself, or simply burning out because you believe yourself to be invincible are definitely indicated. Dreams of power and glory inflame you, but unless you temper them with realism and compassion, you may go down in flames. If you use your passion to work a higher will, however, your life will be charged with light and meaning.


You are a
Social Liberal
(83% permissive)

and an...
Economic Liberal
(18% permissive)

You are best described as a:
Socialist

Link: The Politics Test on Ok Cupid

What my Aura Colours say about me:

Indigos (I scored 11):

Indigo is the most recent aura color to arrive on the planet. Indigos are ushering in a new energy, a new consciousness, and a new age of peace and harmony. Whereas Violets feel driven to help save the planet, to educate the masses, and to improve life here, Indigos are here to live as examples of a new higher awareness.

At this writing, most of the Indigos are children, although there are a few Indigos who came as forerunners years ago. The words used to describe Indigos include honest, aware, highly intuitive, psychic, independent, fearless, strong-willed, and sensitive.

Indigos are old souls who know who they are and where they've come from. Some consider Indigos to be bizarre. These assertive individuals are born with their spiritual memories intact. Many parents report that their Indigo children regale them with vivid details of past lives or recent encounters with spiritual beings. Parents also report that these children can read their minds and seem to have amazing psychic abilities. Parents are often at a loss as to how to raise these amazing little beings.

An unusual characteristic of Indigos is that they frequently appear androgynous. It is often difficult to tell if Indigos are male or female, homosexual, heterosexual, bisexual, or asexual. It's as if Indigos have both the yin and yang, male and female qualities within them. Their sexuality is not their primary concern however; it is their spirituality.

Magenta (I scored 10):

Magentas are rare and not commonly found on the planet these days. Magentas are the nonconformists in the aura spectrum. They are usually seen as bizarre loners. They see life from a different and unusual perspective. They don’t choose to abide by society’s mores, expectations or standards. They follow the beat of their own drummers.

Magentas love to shock people, to shake them from their ordinary, humdrum existence. For example, Magentas will walk down the street donning wild clothes and purple Mohawk hair cuts. Other people don’t usually have the nerve or the desire to live the lifestyle of the Magentas .

Because of their outrageous behavior, Magentas prefer to live in large, crowded cities where they don’t stand out as much and aren’t pressured to conform. These free spirits aren’t usually concerned about what others think, but in large cities they are more apt to have the freedom to express themselves.

(Many Yellow/Violet aura combinations think that they are Magentas because they have so many similar qualities and experiences. Read about the life purposes of Yellows, Violets, and Magentas to discover which are your real Life Colors. Magentas tend to focus on and enjoy the strangeness of the physical world. They are not concerned about spirituality, humanitarian or environmental causes the way Yellow/Violets are. Magentas prefer to live in busy cities. Yellows prefer to live in more natural environments.)

Lavender (I scored 9):

Fantasy, enchantment, dreams, myths, spiritual beings, angels, fairies are all concepts which fill the Lavenders ’ mind. Lavenders tend to live in a fantasy world. They prefer to spend their time out of their bodies, where life is pretty and enchanting. It is challenging for these airy beings to live in three-dimensional reality.

Lavenders prefer imaginary pictures of the world, seeing butterflies, flowers and wood nymphs rather than dirt, concrete and large cities. Physical reality seems cold and harsh to them. These sensitive creatures are fragile and frail, and their physical appearance is often weak and pale.

Lavenders ’ skin is often alabaster white because they don’t like being outdoors, unless it is to be gently surrounded by beautiful flowers and gardens. These child-like personalities are sensitive and simple. Lavenders would rather spend time watching clouds float by or daydreaming. They prefer to escape this reality with all of its demands and responsibilities.

The Lavenders behavior tends to frustrate others who may expect them to be dependable and responsible. Lavenders have no understanding of what it means to hold a responsible job or to earn money. They are more familiar with other dimensions and imagined realities.

Lavenders even have a difficult time relating to or connecting with the concepts of time, space and physical matter. They tend to experience events in their imaginations, but they are not usually grounded enough in physical reality to actually accomplish anything tangible.

What are your primary aura colours and what do they say about you? Take the Life Colours Test and find out!


You scored as XIII: Death. Death is probably the most well known Tarot card - and also the most misunderstood. Most Tarot novices would consider Death to be a bad card, especially given its connection with the number thirteen. In fact this card rarely indicates literal death.Without "death" there can be no change, only eventual stagnation. The "death" of the child allows for the "birth" of the adult. This change is not always easy. The appearance of Death in a Tarot reading can indicate pain and short term loss, however it also represents hope for a new future.

XIII: Death


100%

II - The High Priestess


94%

I - Magician


88%

IV - The Emperor


81%

VIII - Strength


75%

XVI: The Tower


75%

XI: Justice


56%

XIX: The Sun


44%

XV: The Devil


44%

III - The Empress


38%

0 - The Fool


31%

X - Wheel of Fortune


19%

VI: The Lovers


19%
Which Major Arcana Tarot Card Are You?
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My Interests

I try to read at least one new article on wikipedia every day. I love to start things and never finish them. Is it possible to have too many interests?

I have a soft spot for all the more ethereal aspects of life, including nature, fine art, music, theater, classical literature, poetry, mythology, photography, politics, evolutionary psychology, social psychology, sociobiology, spirituality, alternate dimensions, tarot, runes, moonlight, candlelight, incense, comparative religion, science vs. religion, sarcasm, satire, dark humor, insanely obscure music, anthropology, thanatology, and of course absinthe!

I don't believe in speaking unless I actually have something worth saying.

I'm quite sick of fashionable bisexuality. Girls who make out with other girls just to excite guys are fucking tools. The same goes for guys who cheer on girl / girl action, but throw shit at guys who just happen to look gay. Check your hypocrisy at the door, please.

I sacrifice major parts of who I am and what I want for a job I hate and a company that feels no loyalty to me and won't adapt for me. I bust my ass 5 days a week just to make enough money to pay my bills and maybe get drunk the other 2 nights. What a worthless system. I want out.

Of the patronising proverb; "Money can't buy happiness." --Of course it can! That saying only exists to reassure the poor so we keep on working our crap jobs providing goods and services to the rich.

Nobody on their deathbed whispers, "I've had a great life, but I really wish I had watched more television..."

Music is my religion, and I'm a very enthusiastic missionary. Music is what keeps me going. I'm constantly seeking new bands to fall in love with and to shove down the throats of scenesters who don't care.

I'm very passionate about those things and people I love, but equally passionate about my dislikes.


I spend most of my time in a fantasy world, and I can, at times, react quite poorly when "reality" does interfere.

I'd like to meet:

I'm really looking to meet more people from the Greater Cleveland area. If you've ever wondered what's so "great" about it, then you definitely belong on my friends list.

Otherwise, I'd like to meet anybody with similar interests who can write complete, coherent sentences. People in goth/ deathrock/ ethereal/ metal/ darkwave bands, DJs, models, promoters, scenesters.

Call me shallow if you must, but I'd also prefer not to find myself involuntarily gouging my eyes out with a spork whenever I look at you.

Please message me before adding me. Introduce yourself for Christ's sake, I won't bite you. At least not over the internet...

I'd like to be able to interact with the people on my friend's page at some point. I have no interest in collecting people; I don't need to see the words "500 friends" if I can only stand to converse with 12 of them.

Music:

I don't even know where to begin...

I love everything from Gothic Rock and most of its sub-genres (no Dark Disco, thanks very much) to certain types of Metal to Punk to Opera to Bollywood and back again.

If it's original, not mainstream, and has some modicum of intelligence behind it, then count me in!

for example: take the Sisters of Mercy. Please.

But I do like: 1919. 3rd and the Mortal. 69 Eyes. Aesma Daeva. the Adicts. After Forever. Alien Sex Fiend. Anathema. Bauhaus. Behemoth. Natasa Bekvalac. Bella Morte. Big Electric Cat. Johnny Cash. the Casualties. Christian Death (ROZZ ONLY NO VALOR.) Collide. Corvus Corax. Cradle of Filth. the Cure. the Damned. Dead Can Dance. the Deep Eynde. Die Laughing. the Distillers. the Dresden Dolls. Emperor. Enslaved. Epica. F-Minus. Fairyland. Gene Loves Jezebel. Haggard. Ofra Haza. Helium Vola. HIM. the Horrorpops. Immortal. Inkubus Sukkubus. Joy Division. Karsh Kale. Lacrimas Profundere. the Last Dance. Leaves' Eyes. Leftover Crack. Liv Kristine. Lords of the New Church. Lunatica. Machine in the Garden. Magica. the Misfits. the Mission UK. Nightwish. Qntal. Rosetta Stone. Sex Gang Children. the Shroud. the Southern/Death/Cult. Specimen. Tanzwut. This Ascension. Tiger Army. To-Mera. Type O Negative. the Virgin Prunes. Within Temptation. Zombina and the Skeletones.

Movies:

Narnia, King Arthur, Merlin, Willow, Legend, Joan Of Arc, the Brothers Grimm, Neverending Story, Moulin Rouge, the Prophecy, Quills, Chicago, etc.

Television:

I hate television. It ruined my childhood and stole my parents away. Wake up, people. Mass mind control is as easy as calling it entertainment and pumping it directly into your home.

Books:

Mostly nonfiction, but in fiction I do particularly enjoy Neil Gaiman, Poppy Z. Brite, Storm Constantine, Tanith Lee, and Christopher Golden.

Heroes:

Anyone who has had the courage to live life their own way-- to think, act, dream, and live on their own terms, and never allowed themselves to be programmed or held back by a society with which they did not agree.

My Blog

DJ DV8 information & The 13 Commandments

Debuting in June, 2003 at a semi-regular Cleveland event known as Night Gallery, DJ DV8 immediately made a name for himself.  His amazing genre-bending abilities, diverse taste in music...
Posted by Michael "DJ DV8" on Sun, 11 Feb 2007 06:15:00 PST

Of "Dark Alternative" and type-casting

"Dark Alternative" is a catch-all phrase I've coined since the term "Gothic" has become so meaningless.  It's been reduced to a useless marketing tool and is no longer accurately used to identify...
Posted by Michael "DJ DV8" on Wed, 11 Oct 2006 06:50:00 PST

(PLAYLIST) Hallowe'en 2006 @ the Chamber (w/ DJ Dyadfaerie)

Thanks to everyone who made it such a rousing success. Over 160 people came in the door! It was nice to be back. DJ DV8:the Changelings -- "Malcolm's Righteous Dub"Persephone -- "Immersion"Hungry Lucy...
Posted by Michael "DJ DV8" on Sun, 29 Oct 2006 12:30:00 PST

(PLAYLIST) Black Sun II festival

Razed In Black -- "Visions of Our Past (Break Anthem Mix)"In Strict Confidence -- "Engelsstaub"Tragic Black -- "Surreal Catharsis"*Virgin Prunes -- "Caucasian Walk"*Sisters of Mercy -- "Dominion / Ozy...
Posted by Michael "DJ DV8" on Sat, 14 Oct 2006 11:54:00 PST

(PLAYLIST) 09 March 2006, the Phantasy (w/ 45 Grave / the Rabies / Cult of the Psychic Fetus)

Awesome time as always... Hopefully the good attendance will open up more events in this style in the future... Vendemmian -- "Masquerade (the Watershed)"Red Lorry Yellow Lorry -- "Jipp"Shadow Project...
Posted by Michael "DJ DV8" on Tue, 21 Mar 2006 06:39:00 PST

(PLAYLIST) 23 February, 2005, Capsule (extreme metal w/ the DJ of Black Chaos)

DJ DV8:Todesbonden -- "Dark Horns"Type O Negative -- "Haunted"Artrosis -- "Ukryty Wymiar"Dreams of Sanity -- "Komodia I"Nightwish -- "Planet Hell"Black Chaos:Children Of Bodom -- "Somebody Put Somethi...
Posted by Michael "DJ DV8" on Sat, 10 Feb 2007 03:08:00 PST

(PLAYLIST) 03 July 2005, WISH (w/ DJ Miseri and the DJ of Black Chaos)

DJ DV8: Die Laughing -- "Safe Little World"The Shroud -- "She..."Bella Morte -- "Regret"*Joy Division -- "Isolation"*the Cure -- "Cold"*Diary of Dreams -- "Butterfly, Dance!"Bauhaus -- "Kick in ...
Posted by Michael "DJ DV8" on Sat, 10 Feb 2007 02:01:00 PST

(PLAYLIST) 06 Nov 2003, The Symposium (w/ bands Decadent and Vinylbaby & DJ Siren)

Black Tape For A Blue Girl -- "Fin de Siecele"Cocteau Twins -- "Beatrix"Dead Can Dance -- "Cantara"*Nick Cave and the Bad Seeds -- "And No More Shall We Part"Gitane DeMone -- "Ball Of Love"Human Drama...
Posted by Michael "DJ DV8" on Sat, 10 Feb 2007 01:44:00 PST

(PLAYLIST) 21 Mar 2004, Touch Supper Club (solo)

Clan Of Xymox -- "There's No Tomorrow"Christian Death -- "Haloes"Corpus Delicti -- "Broken"March Violets -- "Snake Dance"Bauhaus -- "Telegram Sam"Switchblade Symphony -- "Bad Trash"the Cruxshadows -- ...
Posted by Michael "DJ DV8" on Sat, 10 Feb 2007 01:34:00 PST

(PLAYLIST) 14 May 2004, The Chamber (w/ DJ Darknave)

* Virgin Prunes -- "Pagan Love Song"* Sisters Of Mercy -- "Lucretia"* Christian Death -- "Romeo's Distress"Love And Rockets -- "No Big Deal"Diva Destruction -- "When The Trees Would Dance"* Switchblad...
Posted by Michael "DJ DV8" on Sat, 10 Feb 2007 01:27:00 PST