My husband! Outdoors, family, camping, painting and a multitude of other crafts... partyin from time to time with my husband and our friends. hangin out with and chattin with my friends from home though sometimes it seems that life is to busy. I miss you guys!..
Old and New friends alike. I would like to catch up with old friends I have lost touch with along the way, keep in touch with my Army family I have made since coming here to Campbell with my husband, as well as meet some new friends who have been there done that and can understand who I am without looking down on me for still grieving and hurting.People need to learn to understand that life goes on yes, but the pain that is in our hearts will never go away nor do we want it to, because for the pain to go away we must forget and Forgetting our beautiful angel existed is the greatest crime of all!!!!!!And of course the person I wish to meet the most in this world or in the life after is my little girl and to hold her in my arms once more. Though I know that is not possible to have happen in life, I know that she is with me in my dreams and look forward to the day that I am called home so that I may be able to hold her in my arms once more if only for a moment...Miss you Angel Girl... Mommy loves you always and my heart will never be healed until I hold you in my arms once more.
I like a little bit of everything, but more often than not you'll see me rockin out to some country music, or some celtic and other ethnic varieties, and if you catch me relaxing... Which for those of you that know me know is a very seldom thing... I'll be sitting back listening to some good old classical music! What can I say? I was a band geek going through school and instrumental music will always have a very special place in my heart!
I'm not a huge movie fan, but I like any movie that allows me to curl up on the couch with my husband and if the movie doesn't catch my attention I'll grab a book and stay curled up in his arms. Those movies are the best... LOL
Heroes, Smallville, Friday Night Lights, Daytime Discovery Health, Gilmore Girls, 7th Heaven, Supernatural, well, you get the point... lol
I read pretty much anything that draws my attention. Phillip Pullman and Dan Brown are phenominal authors as well as so many more that I can't name. I am into Biographies, Autobiographies, Mythology, Fiction and Non-Fiction... Pretty much throw it at me and sooner or later I will read it!
My best friend, my lover, the love of my life... my husband... my soldier... Without you I would lose my way and with you I the happiest I have ever been. You are where I find my strength and my courage and I will love you until the end of time. You mean more to me than words can say just know that no matter where you are I will always be right here waiting for you... And if I go before you do know that I'll be at Heaven's gates with our sweet Eva in my arms always waiting for you!My sweet angel Eva! She had the strength to say good bye and go to that great big place in the sky where she watches over us all now keeping us safe and warm. I love you my angel. Mommy misses you always!My mom... She has and always will be by my side whenever and whyever i need her. She's one of my best friends and I wouldn't change it for the world. There was a time when things were differant and we weren't nearly as close as we are now, but I am proud to have found my Mommy again! You mean the world to me and I love you so very much.Jim... My Daddy!!! You loved us when you didn't have to. You cared for me when I straight up told you to go fuck yourself and broke your heart. In you I find the strength I wish to have in myself, and I also see the parent I wish to be one day... the parent I already am. I love you DADDY!!!!My father... though misguided to say the least these days, he was once a man that I could be proud of, and it is that memory of him that I hold onto. May God give you the strength to grow beyond the man you have become and to become the father I know you can be.