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Closet Monster

Love breeds suicide...

About Me

I am not what most people expect me to be. However, I am who I am. I am going to school for costume design; I want to work for the opera. I love Star Trek TNG, reading, astronomy and philosophy. I adore 8 bit Nintendo, Labyrinth, industrial/Darkwave music (especially Diary of Dreams) and making fake hair. I dabble in corsetry and I model for Halo Guitars. I am a master of fake eyelashes and I apprentice in sarcasm. I love body modification and people who are true to themselves. I am not a fan of a fake person or a Judas. I cannot stand for stupidity or the lack of an open mind. This is my one life, and I will live it as I please. I move the stars for no one. I find love and human connection to be a constant area of study. It's all in the name of science! "This is the way the world will end, this is the way the world will end, this is the way the world will end- not with a bang but a whimper" - The Hollow Men.. Me and Bruno from Das Ich rollin' dirty to a show in Berlin. Ja, Bitches!

My Interests

Better living through body modifications, makeup, making fake hair, industrial/ebm, corsetry, fake eyelashes, Star Trek, anime, cartoon boys, goonie hunting, scented body lotion, bubble baths, writing letters that will never be read, people watching, baking pie and cups, fake fur, real affection, pleasure through pain and existance through ceasing to exist.
You Should Rule Saturn
Saturn is a mysterious planet that can rarely be seen with the naked eye.

You are perfect to rule Saturn because like its rings, you don't always follow the rules of nature.
And like Saturn, to really be able to understand you, someone delve beyond your appearance.

You are not an easy person to befriend. However, once you enter a friendship, you'll be a friend for life.
You think slowly but deeply. You only gain great understanding after a situation has past. What Planet Should You Rule?

I'd like to meet:

I don't want to meet you, I want to assimilate you.

Mugatu

Labyrinth is magical love.
by /center
Zoolander is ridiculously good looking love.
by Immitation? Perhaps no!

Music:

Some favorites: Das Ich, Diary of Dreams, Front 242, Attrition, In Strict Confidence,Die Form, Retrosic,Cruciform Injection, Razed In Black, David Bowie, Ass. 23, Sisters of Mercy, And One, Covenant, Apop, SITD, Christian Death, London After Midnight, Wumpscut, Leatherstrip, VNV Nation, Evil's Toy, Bella Morte, Depeche Mode, House of Glass, Elusive, Hocico, Mortiis, Seal, Imperative Reaction Jeanette love Adrian Hates

Movies:

The Labyrinth, Legend, V For Vendetta, 300, Ice Pirates, Krull, The Illusionist, Rushmore, Krull, Dune, Equalibrium, Squid and the Whale, Willie Wonka and the Chocolate Factory, Everything Is Illuminated, Hellraisers, Phrophesies, LOTR, Hedwig and the Angry Inch, Rocky Horror, Willard, Fiddler On the Roof, anything Star Trek or Sci-fi, Matrix, Kill Bill, Mallrats, Clerks, Trekkies, Phantom of the Opera, The Dark Crystal, Return to Oz, Zombie, Moonstruck, Pulp Fiction, Fight Club, Quills, The Hobbit, No Escape, Sleepy Hollow, Fifth Element, Velvet Goldmine, Alien, Nightmare Before Christmas, Get Shorty, The Cube, My Neighbor Totoro, Howl's Moving Castle, Spirited Away, Princess Mononoke, Big Fish, Life As A House, Suspect Zero, Salton Sea, The Color Purple, Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles, Mighty Morphin Power Rangers, Mean Girls, Anchorman, Willow, Sin City, Beauty and the Beast, Neverending Story, Memoirs of a Geisha, Sense and Sensability, any anime pornography I can get my little hands on, Secondhand Lions, Dark City, Plan 9 From Outerspace, The Last Unicorn, March of the Penguins, horribly bad Science Fiction masterpeices, Narnia, RV, The Usual Suspects

Television:

I generally hate TV, but..CSI Las Vegas, Farscape, Late night Discovery channel documentaries,Star Trek TNG..duh"
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Books:

I love to read. Love it. My favorites are the Hobbit and LOTR (they are a delicious geeky bible), The Keep, Clan of the Cave Bear series, Dragonlance, The Giver, The Alienist, anything on mythology...I also enjoy photography (Fruits is so cool) and poetry. I love philosophy. Camus is my fav. My favorite poet is by far T.S. Eliot. He speaks to me on levels no one else ever could.....

Heroes:

Jareth, Stephen Hawking, Coppernicus, Tycho Brache, Kepler, and all others willing to challenge acceptance in the name of the truth
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My Blog

Romance beating in my hands...

Seeking unconditonal love is like seeking the Holy Grail. Even if it was conditonal, would the decision rest on my appearance or my tolerance? I want to sink my hands to deep in you that I can feel yo...
Posted by Immaculate Infection on Mon, 18 Jun 2007 11:59:00 PST

Flittering paper and flickering thoughts...

A breeze blows in though the semi-open window and gently runs its hands along my eyelashes as if they were cool water in a pool. The soft, inviting smell of lilac comes and goes as if it were a m...
Posted by Immaculate Infection on Thu, 07 Jun 2007 12:18:00 PST

Excuse me doctor, but being human hurts

Sometimes I wonder at my own ability to get myself lost. More often than not I wish I knew wheather to choose up or down...to let hurting hands be helpful hands (she chose DOWN?!!), to draw the right ...
Posted by Immaculate Infection on Fri, 01 Jun 2007 01:37:00 PST

Mouth watering mirage

I wander, seemingly aimlessly, the sun a burden on my back. Each step is a struggle, each movement a chore. My feet burn in the hot sand as I labor up hills. I am searching for that which I desire... ...
Posted by Immaculate Infection on Wed, 30 May 2007 05:45:00 PST

Marking a blank diary....

I hear the pitter patter...I don't know whether it is of rain, feet, the tapping of impatient fingers or the quickening of a heart. I feel a stirring. Is it anticipation, is it irritation, or could i...
Posted by Immaculate Infection on Wed, 09 May 2007 11:36:00 PST

Blackula

So this  guy comes into my work. Allow me to describe him: He is a very tall, very lean man of the black persuasion. He is wearing a gray suit that was not too expensive and not too inexpensive w...
Posted by Immaculate Infection on Mon, 30 Apr 2007 10:44:00 PST

Caught In the Rain

You fall like heavy droplets on my body...half-thoughts and daydreams too small to be rain but too wet to be ignored. I am torn between wanting to get out of the rain and the inescapable urge to stand...
Posted by Immaculate Infection on Tue, 17 Apr 2007 11:45:00 PST

For the empty hours and my man

I lick my lips and cannot help but notice that they do not taste of you. A sensory dissapointment to say the least. To breathe you in, to touch you...can not even one sense be appeased? My sleepl...
Posted by Immaculate Infection on Fri, 06 Apr 2007 11:47:00 PST

It's so stimulating being your hat

Following breadcrumbs and lipstick arrows, I have realized I have been misslead. I have been asking all the wrong directions from old men with birds on their head. Up and down the same dismal, hedge-l...
Posted by Immaculate Infection on Sat, 31 Mar 2007 10:51:00 PST

Mypsace spam...anyone else a victim?

So somehow my profile got hacked and the perp. sent out comments to all my friends for some credit card...but here's the weird thing... They rearranged all my pics. They are all there...just in differ...
Posted by Immaculate Infection on Sat, 31 Mar 2007 07:02:00 PST