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Ambivalence {Abomination}

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About Me


Not to be rude or seem like a bitch, but if I don't know you IRL, I won't accept your friend requests. *shrugs* Just a weird thing I have, I guess...I love to touch things that are squichy (yes, 'squichy') or soft. I enjoy the sensation of most things against my bare flesh. I want to go out and taste the world and then lick the plate when I'm done. I want to drink in EVERYTHING. No one knows when their time is up, so I want to actually LIVE before I stop living. I want to meet people who enjoy long, drunken conversations about life, the universe, and everything. I'm the kind of person that gets caught dancing in the kitchen in just my underwear to a song that I have stuck in my head. I play air guitar a lot. I like to have fun, even if I look like a fuckin' idiot while I'm doing so. I like to read, and I love music. It's so awesome to listen to the words of a new song and be like, "Fuck, I totally know where they're comin' from!" I don't know where I'm going and I don't know what I'm looking for, but hopefully I'll end up happy. That's about all I can ask for. I like things quiet, but I also like things loud. I may be a little indecisive at times, until I find something I'm avid about... I LOVE peanut butter and jelly sandwiches! They're not good unless they're messy. If jelly isn't dripping out the bottom, it wasn't made right... I love things that make me remember my youth... like singing into hairbrushes, playgrounds, turning the big box that the new washer came in into a mansion, or the big box of crayons. I'm really a six year old at heart.I love to climb trees and sit up there and read a book. I absolutely LOVE summertime. I can be VERY naiive sometimes... okay, most of the time, but I am learning. I'm not in college, and I dropped out of high school, but I am learning things that are important. Like that there are more meaningful things in life than money(which I will gain and lose), my looks (Which I will lose as time goes on), or other menial things like that. There are things in life that are too beautiful to overlook or let go. There are people who can make the worst day all better if you just let them. It's better to be lighthearted, walking around all day with a heavy heart will only make you tired and weary. Walk with your head held high, even if you feel like crawling into a little hole and staying there until the world becomes a better place in which to live. If you pretend to be strong, sometimes you will start to actually be that way. Even if you don't, you can always try finding something to laugh about.I edited my profile with Thomas' Myspace Editor V4.4

My Interests

Reading, writing, music, movies, hangin' out with my sisters, walking around by the college... I love to people watch, which is mostly why I like MySpace. I love photography, even though I don't have the finances to really get into it as a hobby. ..

I'd like to meet:

My future self... oh, dear God. Or maybe some aliens. OR... Mothafuckin' Bam Margera, for reeeeeeal!!! And Dane Cook, 'cause that man is just awesome!!!..

Music:

Well, I had a bunch of shit on here, but whoever hacked into my profile deleted all of it. Fucking assholes.
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Movies:

Okay, my all-time favorite movie...: FINAL FANTASY SEVEN, ADVENT CHILDREN!!! OMG, THE BADASS FACTOR OF THAT MOVIE IS THROUGH THE GODDAMN ROOF! Anyways, all others are as follows:The Nightmare Before Christmas,.. Requiem for a Dream, Garden State, Minority Report, the first Matrix, Ong Bak, Super Troopers, Constantine, Resident Evil 1 & 2, Boondock Saints, Waking Life, Fantasia, Pocahontas (I'm a big fan of disney movies, bite me), Haggard, P.S. I Love You, The Notebook, Transformers (duh, who DOESN'T love that movie??) And other shit that doesn't matter because you probably stopped reading this a long time ago, lol.

Television:

Invader Zim, Drawn Together, Red Vs. Blue, Aqua Teen Hunger Force, The Boondocks. And other shows that I like but I can't remember because, once again, I got phished and half my shit got deleted.....

Books:

Where the Wild Things Are, The Chronicles of Narnia (A childhood favorite!) Days Of War, Nights Of Love, Anything by Dean Koontz, Richard North Patterson, or John Saul. *Fact of life* The book is ALWAYS better than the movie.....

Heroes:

You all know who you are... especially my Mommy...

My Blog

For those of you who don’t already know...

I no longer live in Wooster, Ohio. Uhhhmmm..... Pretty much, to make a long story short, I went on what was supposed to be a two week vacation and while I was gone, I just decided not to come back. Af...
Posted by Ambivalence {Abomination} on Sat, 29 Mar 2008 11:49:00 PST

I’m fly as a muh fuckah...

So.... I’m sittin’ poolside... 80 degree weather... wearin’ my big ass diva shades... and I think that’s all I gotta say. I’m a balla.
Posted by Ambivalence {Abomination} on Thu, 13 Mar 2008 01:10:00 PST

OMG.....

Anxiety attacks are the SUCK... And this one is, like, WAAAAAAY bad... fuck.
Posted by Ambivalence {Abomination} on Sun, 02 Mar 2008 02:23:00 PST

Things that make me feel alive and happy...

Family. Books. Summertime. Seeing friends that I haven't seen in a long time. Road trips. Walking barefoot in grass. Walking barefoot in sand. Friendly stray animals. Girls night out. Remembering lost...
Posted by Ambivalence {Abomination} on Sat, 01 Mar 2008 02:25:00 PST

R.I.P

My little Loki. For those of you who didn't know him, he was my snake. And I know that most of you are thinking that I'm totally retarded for being so bereaved about a god damned snake, but he was MY ...
Posted by Ambivalence {Abomination} on Tue, 26 Feb 2008 12:24:00 PST

Lets hear it for alcohol and ohio!!!

I think all the cold air isn't very good for me. Walking all the way home in the 10 degree ohio air... No socks, no gloves, no scarf.... and a hoodie. I think it's very bad for me. My lungs are hurtin...
Posted by Ambivalence {Abomination} on Sun, 24 Feb 2008 05:23:00 PST

Id hafta say I disagree. Kinda lengthy, but please read...

You know, I've always been one for civilized debate, and if I hadn't been such a retard of a fuckup in high school, I would have joined the debate team in a HEARTBEAT. Now, my good friend Noah posted ...
Posted by Ambivalence {Abomination} on Thu, 14 Feb 2008 04:45:00 PST

Just goes to show how stupid people can be anymore...

You know those stupid ass warning labels companies have to put on their products nowadays for those idiots who sue said companies because they got injured while using their products in a stupid manner...
Posted by Ambivalence {Abomination} on Sat, 09 Feb 2008 09:33:00 PST

So proud and so happy!!!!

So, I went to Grand March for this year's prom, and my baby sister was the  most stunning, drop-dead-gorgeous girl there. She looked so beautiful in her burgundy dress, and as she walked down the...
Posted by Ambivalence {Abomination} on Sun, 20 May 2007 07:03:00 PST

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I am bored and I am lonely......
Posted by Ambivalence {Abomination} on Wed, 02 May 2007 09:37:00 PST