vadergrrrl

Like Vader my Sith Lord, I am the Master of Evvviiillllllll. Im a freelance writer who currently lives in here there and fucking EVERYWHERE.Okay for reals here. This site is an alias. Its me, but not really me. I dont believe that anyone is real on the internet. Hence why would I include my real name or real information about myself? Perhaps to get laid? Yes buts thats too easy to do online, so I will pass on the whole myspace lets hook up and fuck scene.I am interested in writing, being real and keeping myself from slitting my wrists. This world is one big god damn nightmare half the time. I must induce large quantaties of xanax and wine (and good weed) to even deal with the dysfunction in the world.I dont want to meet people and "hook up". Fuck all that plastic online bullshit. I have a hard time staying in touch with the friens I do know. Please understand I dont have time, and Im too fucked up and depressed to keep up with the myspace comment, message game. I will never respond. I will disapear into nothingness.... I cant deal half the time sorry.But I will tell you this. As fucked as I may feel I created this alias of vadergrrrl so I could write freely without inhibition. This alias is based on some fact and some fiction. Only I know what is really real. I wanted to use this alias to promote a book I am writing on sex stories. Vadergrrrl came to fruition after years of working on this novel. Vadergrrl believes believe all rules are meant to be broken. Vadergrrrl loves sex, men, and women too. Vadergrrrl is a tragic yet sexually liberated female who lives life to the fullest and is "try-sexual" meaning will try anything. Whether she reflects the real me, is subject to myth and imagination.In my real life I enjoy being single, working on a couple novels, writing poetry and playing texas holdem.I teeter on a fine tightrope of insanity and brilliance on a daily basis. Like Hemmingway, Hunter and Plath I stumble through this life tyring to survive it without killing myself or others with self destructive behavior.I'm not looking for love, my hands are full right now with the ones I have let close to my heart.Here is one of my favorite poems.Edwin Arlington Robinson. 1869– 45. Richard Corey WHENEVER Richard Cory went down town, We people on the pavement looked at him: He was a gentleman from sole to crown, Clean favored, and imperially slim. And he was always quietly arrayed, 5 And he was always human when he talked; But still he fluttered pulses when he said, "Good-morning," and he glittered when he walked. And he was rich—yes, richer than a king, And admirably schooled in every grace: 10 In fine, we thought that he was everything To make us wish that we were in his place. So on we worked, and waited for the light, And went without the meat, and cursed the bread; And Richard Cory, one calm summer night, 15 Went home and put a bullet through his headI cant get some of these links to work so here are the urls http://vadergrrrl.blogspot.com http://www.pot-tv.net/archive/archive.cgi?q=rebel+alliance http://vadergrrrl.buzznet.com/user/My blog is

Vadergrrrl's Rant Page

Here is my photo-site

My Photoblog

I used to a big time marijuana activist, a cause I still strongly support.Here is a link to my Rebel Alliance PotTV videos.

Vader’s Rebel Alliance Pot-TV Videos

which include smokin at Jimmi Hendrix's grave, Jello Biafra and the Kottonmouth Kings and other crazy shizat.
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