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is he from Gabon??.......GABON. IS HE FROM GABON??? ...........ask if he is from Gabon...........

About Me

i love bloodi have realized that the things i love most are the things that i am most afraid of....except sharks. fuck sharks.i am weird.i am passionate.i hold grudges.i remember everything that has ever been said to me. even when you think i am not listening.i dont sleep enough.i analyse everyone i talk to.i am constantly making the dumbest decision of my life.i think too much. and according to my 2 best friends, i think too fast aswell.i have an extremely sick sense of humor.i like to "people watch". i tend to look extremely overwhelmed in crowded places, because i just cant keep up with the everyones facial structure and manorisms. hahai do not paint as much as i used to. but i miss it :(i love unicorns. they are so cute. YOU KNOW ITS TRUE. STOP LIEING TO YOURSELF.i honestly wish i had enough money for a psychologist.i am fascinated by the human anatomy."i know you are, but what am i" is the most ingenious comeback of our time. i really dont care what you sayi am in love with surface peircings. i have 11 surface bars. 3 in my chest. and 8 in my back. i will only go to one piercer. he is in my top.my favorite number is 9. it is far more superior than any other number i can think of.i always feel like im not saying enough...and then get to the point where i say too much.i wish there were a way to express everything i felt at each and every specific moment of my life. but that is impossible.i hate saying the word "i". but it is at the beginning of every line in my about me section.

My Interests

Likes: Blood, make-up, eyebrows, SILENT HILL, a sick sense of humor, whitty comebacks, sarcasm, tattered things, self expression, piercings, tattoos, inteligence, hair, cuts, bruises, battle scars, shiney/sparkely things, vanity, thrift stores, vintage shops, elegance, aggression, sexuality, stillettos, self-made clothing, dead flowers, GOOD movies....ill think of other things laterDislikes: liars, two-faced bitches, ppl who manipulate others, POOR MANORISMS, good spellers, FUCKING BUSES...they ruin my life at every street corner..there is no god damn escape, ppl who look way too young, 14 yr old coke heads....groupies, bad vampire movies, bad make-up (shiver), oh and ppl who think theyre better than me.

I'd like to meet:

ppl who dont throw my cds in the back seat when theyre riding in the passenger seat of my car. put my cd case in your lap. its not a big fucking deal....next person who does it, im stabbing them in the leg. really...im buying a switchblade tomorrow.VANITY oh my fucking god...YES :)

Music:

in no particular order.....puscifier, aphex twin, job for a cowboy, horse the band, birthday masacre, dresden dolls, placebo, bile, black dahlia murder, cradle of filth, a perfect circle, tool, killwhitneydead, smashing pumpkins, sneaker pimps, NIN, MSI, rasputina, kidney theives, scarling, Cansei De Ser Sexy, lords of acid, panic at the disco, she wants revenge, razed in black, zao, wu tang clan, the faint, genitorturers, cypress hill, obsidian, alesana, basement jaxx, puretone, fantomus, deftones, dirty sanchez, he is legend, dust brothers, radiohead, azure ray, keoki, ministry, portishead, nightwish, danny elfman, elliot goldenthaw, white zombie, orgy, the pixies, the hacker, nirvana, CS, dream theater, miss kittin, the hacker, lorena mckennitt, chemical brothers, crystal method, jezebel, pretty girls make graves, skinny puppy, the mars volta, blond redhead, velvet acid christ, type o negative, fiona apple, beethoven, black-eyed peas, Madonna, mazzy star, jack off jill, new order, system, depeche mode, children of bodem, dimmu borgir, no doubt, billy idol, david bowie, london after midnight, letters to cleo, white stripes, marilyn manson, coldplay, prodigy, bjork, lungworm, scarlet, spooky kids, soundtracks, 80 electronica, new wave, loads of drum and bass/trance and classical

Movies:

anything with amazing eyebrows.

Television:

what is......cable?

Books:

i love love love anne rice. i also like "nightmares and fairytales" comic books. there are lots of good reads out there...but i dont think i have the patience to name all of them...

Heroes:

snow-cones?and i suppose pee wee herman. hes absolutely spectacular in every way that is imaginable.

My Blog

nudity

in my eyes, is not degrading.i cease to understand what the big fucking deal is.the human body is gorgeous. i suppose it really depends on your state of mind. ive been fasicated with the human anatomy...
Posted by [ [ p o r s y l i n ] ] on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 07:03:00 PST

aaron hawks.

here are a couple images from him.censored........of course.those of you familiar with aaron's work, should know that his work is in no way, meant to glamorize....well...anything or anyone. haha...but...
Posted by [ [ p o r s y l i n ] ] on Tue, 29 May 2007 03:18:00 PST

i want to move to NY yo

ok so i had a couple shoots in NY with aaron hawks and NJ with viva van story!>viva and miss amber marie (one of the most gorgeous models ive ever met) successfully made me a pin up! haha. well kind o...
Posted by [ [ p o r s y l i n ] ] on Fri, 25 May 2007 10:04:00 PST

im selling shit

get ready to whitness my potbelly in action as i try to sell you these clothes....post a comment on this blog if you are interested in something..... or send me a message. just pretend like im not i...
Posted by [ [ p o r s y l i n ] ] on Wed, 28 Feb 2007 02:30:00 PST

suicide girls

everything i hear about this site just makes me increasingly more upset. Missy is by far one of the most souless human beings. my hatred for her is almost as severe as my hatred for hillary clinton. b...
Posted by [ [ p o r s y l i n ] ] on Sat, 17 Feb 2007 04:05:00 PST

my self esteem a dollar at a time

slide my hand down the poleexposing every moleevery birthmark has its placesweep my hair accross my facei stare intently in their eyesa sexy glare secure with liesarch my back in extacythough, every s...
Posted by [ [ p o r s y l i n ] ] on Sun, 08 Oct 2006 03:08:00 PST

hospital blues

last night was lily's birthday. it was at legends and i promised to go. i really didnt feel well...but i was pretty sure the feeling would fade out. so i went. id been feeling sick for a few days...bu...
Posted by [ [ p o r s y l i n ] ] on Fri, 29 Sep 2006 11:04:00 PST

i said i would post this A WHILE ago...

this kick ass chick painted a picture of me in her art class. and that immedietly makes her amazingkim made this for me....but its only cause i begged her to do it. haha. shes the photoshop master. be...
Posted by [ [ p o r s y l i n ] ] on Thu, 24 Aug 2006 01:09:00 PST

ugh

i just dont feel good enough...what have i gotten myself into? modeling is just a world full of imperfections and competition. there are so many ppl that are better than you...and no one even gives a ...
Posted by [ [ p o r s y l i n ] ] on Thu, 24 Aug 2006 11:29:00 PST

it doesnt feel real....

wellll...i just got back from my very first photoshoot for godsgirls in cali. i can guarentee that it is going to be one of the most memorable experiences of my life. everyone was amazing and ill neve...
Posted by [ [ p o r s y l i n ] ] on Tue, 11 Jul 2006 03:45:00 PST