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About Me

The names Ruth(actually Ruth Sarah Augusta) otherwise known as Ava, confusing as fuck I know...deal!!.Polish/Russian/Portugese/Mongolian by blood(and possibly german/norweigan/french too so Im told!!), artist,big thinker, worrier, perfectionist, cat lover,loves rock,punk and rockability, film, art, design, fetish, books, intensity, adventure, sometime alternative model, looking to succeed in the rollercoaster of life......would love to know fellow square pegs in the round hole of life..lol"In the middle of difficulty lies opportunity"...Albert Einstein..my favorite quote and biggest concept yet to grasp............note to self: Ruth update your profile you sound like an asshole....... .........................The challenge is to be yourself in a world that is trying to make you like everybody else..........."Either do or do not..there is no try" Yoda......I want to feel the laughter in the middle of the scream..to love and be loved...to find myself at the end of the yellow brick road....I am an artist at heart,I've done degrees in fashion,film and animation and am a pretty great all round ideas person,looking to get into art direction,film,the creative scene again,yes I need a job!!But Im bloody good so hire me!! interested in advertising,graphics,modeling,acting,writing,scripting,creat ing,illustration,design,ideas,collaborating,film(any aspect/every)at Central St Martins studying Graphic Design...NB!!!If youre a band,I wont add you if I dont know you,if you genuinely want to be added talk to me as a human being!!!EDIT STOP FUCKING REQUESTING TO BE ADDED IT I DON'T KNOW YOU!!!top whatever friends....Im going to change it round from time to time so DON'T get offended!!!!!!I store my friends under faves anyway!!

My Interests

art, drawing, design, vintage, fetish, burlesque, cats, beauty, film, photography, books, reading, dolphins, enlightenment, stockings, pin-up girls, rockabilly, punk,rock, metal, kitsch, modelling, men, storytelling, alternative, crazyness, seduction, adventure, creativity, truth, people without bullshit, the mind, psychology, the darkness within the light, people who are able to see truth without looking away, bravery, kindreds,possibility,metaphysics, voyeyrism,airports,travelling, hope, animals, intensity, people, sex, illusion, fame,exploring my heritage, love, death, the human spirit, ballet, dance, nature, fairytales, alcohol

I'd like to meet:

other exquisitely tortured souls...ppl to collaborate with in anything creative,like minds, souls from previous lives,those I am meant to meet and them me....caution: if you are "normal" you will find me very disturbing....want to meet kindred minds and souls that can look into both the darkness and light and realise they are one and the same.....the one who will buy me red satin ballet shoes...oh and anybody who can teach me about computers as this seems to be my artistic achilles heel...

Music:

like I said!!!anything rock n punk related really: old school metal and rock, punk, rockabilly,psychobilly.. ..but am open to new stuff...anything that I fall in love with...

Movies:

star wars, lord of the rings, breakfast at tiffanys ,Amelie,the crow, secretary, requiem for a dream, anything with vision and soul and well scripted and directed...indie films, Lost in Translation,Great Expectations,Leon, the big blue,The girl on the Bridge

Television:

sci fi,anything good or distracting....to update

Books:

douglas coupland, poppy z brite, paolo coelho, psychology, spiritual

Heroes:

Yoda,Gizmo,Luke Skywalker,ppl who can see not with eyes,my friends.....my dad.

My Blog

pervy short man

ok.Yesterday me n amanda were stood at te bus stop at the end of my road,and this short foreign guy comes up and justs frigging stands there...then he saids "Sex Massage??" he just STOOD there in my f...
Posted by The Ruth on Mon, 13 Nov 2006 06:56:00 PST

people.life.

people are mostly good.I really believe this..the problem is that everyone is limited to their subjective point of view.I have this theory that many ppl who "hate" each other secretly know they wou...
Posted by The Ruth on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Lost state of mind.Need to find it again...

Soooo stressed I cant even say,I dont seem to have the ability to cope when plans go very wrong....rapidly losing faith in many ppl I know(real life not here) I need to attract something to reaffirm t...
Posted by The Ruth on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Art...

OK so having a nightmare time in my personal life which has led to a few steps back which I will get through..the good news is although I blew off yoga I did it to draw...I am drawing again!!!Only a l...
Posted by The Ruth on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

biker gal?

Ive riden on the back of a very large motorbike for the first time!!was fun..could get to like it methinks!!(any offers???)
Posted by The Ruth on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

book Id recommend

"way of the peaceful warrior" by dan millman....nice easy read that isnt full of jargon and is a fable/autobiography/novel...
Posted by The Ruth on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

a bit of honey is worse than none at all

as is a bit of hope trampled on.thats all folks!goodbye,ciao and all that.
Posted by The Ruth on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

today

I need to start dealing with what is.me.My demons.It dosent matter what I do or where I go I will always take myself with me....
Posted by The Ruth on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

All that matters

is to be happy.Thats all I want.To feel joy,to laugh,to love,to live. and yes Im still very low.But I realise that can and will change.I have things to be grateful for. And thankyou Kathleen f...
Posted by The Ruth on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

positivity

am determined to get more positive and rid myself of my "victim" stance as it seems to be attracting some very nasty things (and people) into my life.I know this will be hard given my current life sit...
Posted by The Ruth on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST