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ashley

I guess you'll find out...

About Me

I am honest. and crazy. and happy. and lazy. and hungry. and healthy. and lost. and found. Basically I'm the kind of person who isn't afraid of anything or anyone...except myself. Life is so much work. You grow up and realize that this is what life is-----we work, we sleep, we eat, we procreate, we hurt, we run, we laugh. In the end, we will all be happy. The hardest thing that I've had to realize is that no one is perfect. I want most in the world to love and be loved. That's how I define my happiness. What else is there? So I love....and get hurt.....and love.....and get hurt, but I've discovered that this pain that results only makes me stronger. So I love, it's all I know to do. Not all love is forever, and no one person is right for me...except me.FYI---I don't have speakers on my computer, so if you are a band and want to be my friend, think twice. I only want to chat if I know you, at least a little. I'd like to listen and make a sound decision, but I can't. NO SPEAKERS.

My Interests

Music, Drama, ice-cream, lolly pops, wet kisses.......Seriously though, I love to express myself. My favorite hobbies are painting, writing stream of conscious, listening to awesome music, singing, playing guitar/ piano, dreaming, and people watching..........I tend to be interested in awkward people. I'm mostly a loner, but love intelligent conversation with the enlightened few.

I'd like to meet:

Mother Nature

Music:

Muse, The Album Leaf,Stereolab, Aphex Twin, the yeah yeah yeahs, Danger Doom, PEGASUSES, Gnarls Barkley, The Ginger Envelope, Alarm Will Sound, Lauren Hill, mum, Sigur Ros, Beck, Mira, Autechre, Don Chambers + Goat, Dr. Hook, Blackalicious, Nine inch Nails, Ammoncontact, Radiohead, Nikka Costa, modest mouse, Prefuse 73, RJD2, Medeski Marin & Wood, Nick Drake, The beatles, Gorillaz, Ludacris, Bjork....... And of course, that's all.

Movies:

Sunshine of the Spotless mind, Everything is Illuminated, Garden State, Life Aquatic, Back to the Future (all), Boys don't Cry, Magnolia, Drop Dead Fred, Amadeus, Reality Bites, Man on the Moon, Derailed, The Corpse Bride, Lost in Translation, Brainscan, Broken Flowers, The Girl with the Pearl Earring, LOTR......

Television:

Fawlty Towers, Family Guy, American Dad, The Colbert Report, The Daily Show, Home Movies, Aqua Teen Hunger Force.....

Books:

Lasher, Taltos, The Witching hour..basically anything Anne Rice. Heart of Darkness, As I lay Dying, The hobbit, LOTR....more later.

Heroes:

Kermit

My Blog

so much

    So many things all the time. I think I'm starting to get on it. life is making more sense. I feel really blessed. I've overcome one of my most paralyzing fears. I feel bet...
Posted by ashley on Thu, 14 Aug 2008 02:44:00 PST

invalid

I just recently watched I hear huckabees. I am now reminded; " Human drama is inevitable". You search for something. Get it. Then create drama to whatever. I ain't scared. I'm leaving. ashlak...
Posted by ashley on Mon, 14 Apr 2008 11:42:00 PST

who th fuc is heather h?

So I'm drunk, and I've pretty much decided that me and Bubba (my cat ), are going to Savannah tomorrow. I'm ready to go to the beach, and noone seems to want to go. So it looks like it's gonna be me a...
Posted by ashley on Thu, 25 May 2006 11:55:00 PST

mumblin gs the children back home

I've decided to go back to school.  I'm excited, burning sensations seer my brain. I'm ready to learn. {PAUSE} dictionary. How does one only have a german-english dictionary? is this possible? R...
Posted by ashley on Wed, 17 May 2006 11:00:00 PST

beauty possessed

Went swimming. Ex heater broke, sad. Painting finish. School no? yes? maybe. Lazy, lethargic, faul. Happy. content with silence of self, moderation, obedience, self-s atisfaction. I miss the future n...
Posted by ashley on Sun, 14 May 2006 01:02:00 PST

I've created a monster

Things are achangin'. Malecki broke (what)  the ceiling. Water fails, breaks/// nohealin'. "And I still haven't found what I'm looking for." This vacumn (voom voom) sucking the warmth fffffffffff...
Posted by ashley on Tue, 09 May 2006 12:11:00 PST

I almost picked up the phone

Have you ever felt like you missed something/someone that didn't exist? I've felt like that all day today and a bit of yesterday. I find myself acting differently towards other people; "Differently",...
Posted by ashley on Wed, 03 May 2006 10:58:00 PST

ladeda I left two dollars on the table.

Went on vacation, sure did. Goodtimes, Good beer, Good ocean. Yep...ahhh, Great times. Missed athens. Missed dear loveded friends. ERIN!!!What'sup G? Nolo seriously, I learned a new lingo" Dank. Dank....
Posted by ashley on Mon, 01 May 2006 11:17:00 PST

dude had to refresh that shit.

To those who know and those who don't: On my profile there is a statement made. A statement of truth, security, stability, reason. This truth. (brace yourself) This truth is simple. It's, shall we say...
Posted by ashley on Mon, 17 Apr 2006 09:42:00 PST

Not sure what to say.

Today has been a stressful day. It's funny sometimes how things come back to hit you straight in the ass. I thought everything was lovely, hell I was fucking proud of myself, and now all I feel is t...
Posted by ashley on Wed, 12 Apr 2006 09:59:00 PST