Im A Survivor

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I found a lump in my left breast, and I thought nothing of it at the time, I had had so many surgeries to remove fiborcystic tumors, I just thought I had another one. That was my first mistake. It wasnt until it started bothering me a little because of the location that I finally went to the doctors and found out that it was more than what I thought. I was immediately sent for a mammogram and then a biopsy and to a surgeon. It was then I found out that I had breast cancer and I needed a masectomy and that I had the cancer for 2 years and that it was invasive. I was scared to death, I started having anxiety attacks and crying all the time. Then I said God I cant do this alone I need you to help me, please hold my hand and dont let me go. And at that second my anxiety left me, then I was more scared about the surgery then the outcome, I told everyone not to worry about me Id be fine I just knew it in my heart..On October 18,2007 I went in for my masectomy and I wasnt scared. After my surgery, my surgeon came in to see me and at first he just stood there staring at me, I could tell it wasnt a bad stare and then he says, well you dont have to take any radiation and very little if any chemo. I looked at him and said I told you didnt I and he smiled and said yeah you did and took my hand. God had held my hand and made the cancer minium he never let it spread to the lymphnodes in 2years, he never let me go just as I had asked him.... I may have lost a breast, but I still have my life and thats what counts, thats all that counts....... I had Invasive Ductal Adeno Carcinoma and my tumor was 1.8cm. They had me a gonner, but God wasnt ready for me yet.... Because in 2years time I know it could have been alot worse, but I was still a stage 1..... And I give God ALL the credit......... .. .. .. .. ..
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