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hselfdog

I've cut out my eye lids to watch your every move.

About Me

They who dream by day are cognizant of many things which escape those who dream only by night. -Edgar Allen PoeMy name is Robert, I'm a filmmaker. I play guitar in a band called 66 STEPS. I have a couple of short films, PUZZLED and PURE, plus a 2 minute trailer called BLIND VENGEANCE. The trailers are down below. A=Z SHEMHAMFORASH! Blind Vengeance
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Add to My Profile | More VideosPURE: Music by Robert Rivas and Mick Harris PURE Trailer
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Add to My Profile | More Videos PUZZLED: Music by Robert Rivas

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My Interests

HORROR, Filmmaking, Writing, Guitar, Kung Fu, Active Meditation, Sex, Blood, Sex, and more Blood.....

I'd like to meet:

Shogun Assassin Trailer ..

Music:

Ambient hypnotic stuff, Industrial, PowerNoize! Godflesh/Jesu, Lustmord, Proyecto Mirage, God Speed You Black Emperor, Slayer, Early-Combichrist, Metropolis w/ Jason Bently 89.9, Skinny Puppy, Noisex, Dead Can Dance, Thievery Corporation, Grove Armada, Lemon Jelly, Morbid Angel, Bolt Thrower, Carcass, Bob Log, Drum & Bass, Sick of it All.....

Movies:

Ichi the Killer, Rope, Santa Sangre, Opera, basically anything DARIO ARGENTO, Hitchcock, Takashi Miike, Carpenter, and Fulci....also, School of the Holy Beast, Manson Family(unrated), Halloween, Phantasm, Quills, Shogun Assassin, Salo, Cannibal Holocaust, Brotherhood of the Wolf, The Seven year itch, Secretary, Cecil B. Demented, Curandero, House of Flying Daggers, Talk to Her, Band of Outsiders, Sexy Beast, Three O Clock High, 21 Grams, The Devil's Backbone, Pan's Labyrinth, Texas Chainsaw Massacre(Original), The Pit and the Pendulum, WaterPower, Me,You, and Everyone We Know, Buffalo 66....

Television:

Nip Tuck, The Simpsons, MST3K, Forensic Files, History Channel, 24, Lost

Books:

I was never kinder to the old man than during the whole week before I killed him. And every night, about midnight, I turned the latch of his door and opened it --oh so gently! And then, when I had made an opening sufficient for my head, I put in a dark lantern, all closed, closed, so that no light shone out, and then I thrust in my head. Oh, you would have laughed to see how cunningly I thrust it in! I moved it slowly --very, very slowly, so that I might not disturb the old man's sleep. It took me an hour to place my whole head within the opening so far that I could see him as he lay upon his bed. Ha! --would a madman have been so wise as this? The Tell-Tale Heart- Edgar Allen Poe, We-The Psychology of Romantic Love(Tristan and Yseault), Zen in the martial arts, In My Hands I Have No Weapons-(San Soo), Unlimited Power, The Devil's Notebook, Anything Anton LaVey, and short horror stories.

Heroes:

The Roman god, Lucifer was the bearer of light, the spirit of the air, the personification of enlightenment. In Christian mythology he became synonymous with evil, which was only to be expected from a religion whose very existence is perpetuated by clouded definitions and bogus values! It is time to set the record straight. False moralisms and occult inaccuracies must be corrected. Entertaining as they might be, most stories and plays about Devil worship must be recognize as the obsolete absurdities they are. It has been said “the truth will make men free.” The truth alone has never set anyone free. It is only DOUBT which will bring mental emancipation. Without the wonderful element of doubt, the doorway through which truth passes would be tightly shut, impervious to the most strenuous poundings of a thousand Lucifers. How understandable that Holy Scripture should refer to the Infernal monarch as the “father of lies”-a magnificent example of character inversion. -1966 Anton Szandor LaVey PURE! Available now! 'I shut my eyes in order to see'-Paul Gaugin 'There are only two ways to live your life. One is as though nothing is a miracle. The other is as though everything is a miracle' ~Albert Einstein'Man is what he believes' ~Anton Chekhov 'Life is not a static thing. The only people who do not change their minds are incompetents in asylums who can't and those in cemeteries'~Everett Dirksen 'There is only one success-to be able to spend your life in your own way'~Christopher Morley 'Do what you can, with what you have, where you are'~Theodore Roosevelt

My Blog

Praise From Jim Van Bebber

Just received a message from Jim on my voice mail saying that he digs my short films! This is very awesome news, because I am a huge fan of The Manson Family film which he made a few years back.This p...
Posted by hselfdog on Tue, 06 May 2008 08:10:00 PST

The End

In my hand I crush glass to feel you again, the wound will heal but not the pain; like so many memories of us, those thoughts now disperse like dust. I walk in the rain to soak in your blood, but it g...
Posted by hselfdog on Thu, 10 Apr 2008 10:10:00 PST

Impure

Drenched in blood of swine, eventually she sipped their blood like wine. But it was not her, who committed the act; it was her guardian demon that attacked. The helpless victims cried, spilling their ...
Posted by hselfdog on Wed, 07 Nov 2007 11:14:00 PST

Vampire Curse

Candle lit caverns spiral under the sepulcher of hope, follow me through time, let us elope. Let us wander into the silence of serenity, where blood drained equals the gift of eternity. Entranced by y...
Posted by hselfdog on Tue, 03 Oct 2006 12:36:00 PST

Forest of the Impaled

With open arms I welcome you fellow creature of the night, allow the fires that burn within, glow ever so bright. Stand beside me as we face the forest of the impaled, a vast vista of our en...
Posted by hselfdog on Fri, 23 Jun 2006 11:17:00 PST

Immortal Love

Shadows filled the misty night and always, the darkness would invite. His desire was an excuse to kill, for ages he lived and killed until... He stared into those eyes, they grasped his inner self, th...
Posted by hselfdog on Fri, 24 Feb 2006 12:11:00 PST

Amputee Fetish

Aroused by an image incomplete, climax induced by severed feet. No limbs from the time of birth, a feeling not of this earth. Her arms were amputated, disturbing thoughts accumulated. Ignite me w...
Posted by hselfdog on Mon, 20 Feb 2006 12:47:00 PST

Lycanthropy

The first time we kissed, you brought out the animal in me, I had no idea that this would be literally. There was a sense of some type of entity, the moon was full you noticed my lycanthropy...
Posted by hselfdog on Thu, 15 Dec 2005 11:36:00 PST

Cold Kiss

It was strange the way we met.....through the obituary our destiny was set. I felt an unusual compassion, I exhumed with a vigorous passion. In the past I had a crush on her, now here I was diggi...
Posted by hselfdog on Wed, 09 Nov 2005 02:49:00 PST

Mortal Vampire

Today I feel a thirst brought about by a curse....to taste that crimson liquid. A raging lust, a spell so wicked. In the mirror I see what I should be, but the broken pieces show my reality. Slicing m...
Posted by hselfdog on Wed, 26 Oct 2005 02:10:00 PST