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Child of Night

Author/Freak/Poet

About Me

My name is Amanda. I'm a goth, punk, grunge, average joe type with a Native American heritage. I'm also an author of Gothic Horror and poetry that has yet to be submitted though I do have one completed novel and two others in progress. I have a son named Nikolai and a Fiance,both of which I have pictures posted on here. I'm also an eclectic pagan and selectively political, you might see a rant or two on here every now and again. Get your own Extended Network Banner - Over 500 to choose from

My Interests

Writing horror and poetry. Drawing, taking pictures, painting, Watching horror, movies in general, anime.Intelligent conversation. Reading horror, manga, goth comics. Forensic pathology. The Paranormal. Paganism.Psychology, Sociology, The Unusual.Yeah I know I seem morbid.My Deviant Art page:http://nightshade44637.deviantart.com FREE THE WEST MEMPHIS THREE! WWW.WM3.ORG What Type of Vampire Are You? (girls only)
You are a vampire of...Smarts. While others waste centeries partying with mortals you enjoy watching them. You drink knowledge like others drink blood. Every advance humans make in technology amazes you. Learning is your true passion.
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You Are A Walnut Tree
.. You are strange and full of contrasts... the oddball of your group.
You are unrelenting and you have unlimited ambition.
Not always liked but always admired, you are more infamous than famous.
You are aggressive and spontaneous, and your reactions are often unexpected.
A jealous and passionate person, you are difficult in romantic relationships. What's Your Celtic Horoscope?
.. You scored as Bisexual. You're a free-spirited bisexual. You like both guys and girls, and what someone has between their legs won't stop you from loving them.

Bisexual


100%

Big dyke!


33%

Straight


25%

Trendy bi


8%
How much of a lesbian are you?
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.. You scored as Eyes full of Pain. People tend to overlook you, which makes you feel less worthy of their attentions. You sometimes wish you could just disapear from the world around you. You have been hurt very badly in the past and you just wish that someone would understand you, and what their cruelty is doing to you.

Eyes full of Pain


67%

Diamond Eyes


42%

Mysterious


33%

Passion


17%
What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)
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I'd like to meet:

Anyone, friends, someone to talk to, whatever. Right about now it'd be great to have a fem friend, someone to talk to talk to and be myself with.
.. You scored as an eyes person. You can see the magic in a persons eyes, you can see their soul, you know what they're really thinking, and know if they mean no even if they say yes all from their eyes. Yet they still hold some mystique, and for that means you can look into someone's eyes for a long time.

an eyes person


100%

Mouth man


96%

personality


92%

The space between the legs


67%

Ass man


58%

Breast Guy


42%
What are you attracted to in a girl
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.. You scored as One Intelectual Individual. You're a thinker. You see things from a very different prospective than the rest of the world, and probably find release and self-expression in music, painting, scalpting, or any other form of art. People see you as a deep person, full of knowledge that they don't understand. People are attracted to that, but there's a good chance you don't care.

One Intelectual Individual


100%

New Age Hippie


63%

Earth-Child


63%

Not a Hippie


63%

Original Hippie


25%

Pothead


0%
What type of hippie are you?
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.. You scored as Romantic Goth. You are a romantic goth, better known as a traditional goth. You are probably quickly identified as a goth by outsiders. Black lace, bats, and moonlit cemetaries are just a few of your favorite things. Click on my name to take my other tests if you liked this one.

Romantic Goth


96%

Fantasy Goth


92%

Anything-Goes Goth


88%

Old-school Goth


88%

Death Rocker


79%

Ethereal Goth


71%

Perky Goff


58%

Industrial/Rivet-Head


54%

Understanding Outsider


46%

Cyber-goth


29%

Confused Outsider


4%
What subcategory of Goth best fits you?
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.. You scored as Cultural Creative. Cultural Creatives are probably the newest group to enter this realm. You are a modern thinker who tends to shy away from organized religion but still feels as if there is something greater than ourselves. You are very spiritual, even if you are not religious. Life has a meaning outside of the rational.

Cultural Creative


94%

Idealist


75%

Postmodernist


56%

Romanticist


56%

Materialist


50%

Existentialist


44%

Modernist


38%

Fundamentalist


25%
What is Your World View?
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Music:

Goth, Grunge, Industrial, Techno, Trance, Trip-hop, Punk, and the many shades of Gothic music. Iggy Pop,Vast,Nirvana,Jeff Buckley, Disown,Chakras,Violent Femmes,Icehouse, Christopher Cross, Midnight Oil, Smithereens, Another Theory,Pink Floyd,Silverchair, Roy Orbison,Filament 38,Tricky,Massive Attack, Bjork, Portishead,Gudrun Gut,Deadsy, Corporate Avenger,Skin, Zeromancer, Tatu, Buddy Holly, Ritchie Valens, Mamas and the Papas, The Doors, Janis Joplin, Rammstein,Marilyn Manson, K's Choice, Jimi Hendrix, Jefferson Airplane,Cradle of Filth,Neil YOung, Simon and Garfunkel, Smashing Pumpkins, Tori Amos,Placebo,Nine Inch Nails, Type O Negative, Hedwig and the Angry Inch,Anders Manga, I,Spoke, Moving Breath,Soundgarden, Screaming Trees, Nightwish, London After Midnight, Joy Division, The Tea Party, Econoline Crush,Skunk Anansie, Bif Naked,Matthew Sweet, Hole, L7, Rancid, Nick Cave, Peter Murphy,Sisters of Mercy, Bauhaus,The Cure, Switchblade Symphony,Tenth Planet, Belly, Throwing Muses, Elastica,Danzig,Misfits,Soundgarden, Cibo Matto,Depeche Mode, Rob Zombie,Apocalyptica,Dave Matthews Band, Counting Crows,Concrete Blonde, Hope Sandoval,Julee Cruise, Soul Coughing,Swans,Misery Loves Company, Joy Division,Tracy Chapman, Melissa Etheridge, System of a Down,Alice in Chains, Soundgarden,Lacuna Coil, Korn,Gorilllaz,Morcheeba, Tool,God des and SHE,Marianne Faithful, Auf Der Mar, Orgy, Silverchair, Die Form, Godsmack,Otep, Mushroomhead, Creature Feature,Katatonia, Pink Floyd, Hole, Blacklist, Dragons, Screaming for Emily. Tons of bands and songs I can't think of right now. Especially Alternative, real alternative not the crap they label alternative these days.

Movies:

Natural Born Killers, Heaven and Earth, A Tale of Two Sisters, Dawn of the Dead (both versions), Day of the Dead, Night of the Living Dead (both versions),High Tension,Planet Terror Anything with zombies (well almost there's a lot of crap out there). Tons of Horror movies but not Scream, Jeepers Creepers or other shitty so called horror. Muriel's Wedding, Anything Stephen King or Clive Barker, Anything with Asia Argento and her dad Dario's films. I Especially love italian giallo. Random Lovecraftian stuff. Some Schlock horror. Great movies that mean a lot to me. Hedwig and the Angry Inch,The Fountain, Heavenly Creatures, Labyrinth, Strictly Ballroom,Dark Crystal,Stand By Me, Fried Green Tomatoes, Brokeback Mountain, Just One of the Guys, Gods and Monsters,Swept From the Sea,The Crow,Waitress, Legend, Neverending Story,Welcome to the Dollhouse, Tons of stuff.David Cronenberg, David Lynch, Tim Burton, John Waters,Darren Aronovsky, Anime too.Documentaries and Independant film.
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Television:

X-files,Grey's Anatomy, CSI regular and Miami, Six Feet Under,Tales From the Crypt, American Gothic, Supernatural, Millenium,Tales From the Darkside, Monsters!, Amazing Stories, Ray Bradbury Theater, Night Gallery,Masters Of Horror,Weeds,KOlchak the nightstalker (old version thanks),Alfred Hitchcock PResents, Nip/Tuck,Queer as Folk,Twin Peaks, Weeds, Autopsy shows, Cold Cases, Unsolved Mysteries, Dexter, Sightings,Desperate Housewives,Supernatural, Twin Peaks, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, random paranormal specials. For some Godforsaken reason America's Next Top Model,those VHI 80s shows, cooking and redecorating shows. Some anime films and shows I like: Martian Successor Nadesico, Duel!, Puni Puni Poemy, Excell Saga, Bible Black, Perfect Blue, Serial Experiments Lain, Azu Manga Daioh, Read or Die and Read or Die the tv, Slayers, Bubbblegum Crisis 2040, Geneshaft, Chrono Trigger, Ghost in the Shell the films and the series,Witchhunter Robin, Tenchi Muyo, Kiddy Grade,Neon Genesis Evangelion, Rahxephon, Gundam Wing, Samurai Champloo, Burst Angel, Noir, Cowboy Bebop, Angel Links, Outlaw Star, Full Metal Alchemist, Bleach, Avatar, Zone of the Enders:Delores i, Chobits,Case Closed, Big O,Gantz, Armitage the third, Darkside Blues,Hellsing, Petite Cossette, Those Who Hunt Elves!,X, Neo Ranga, Dai-guard, Full Metal Panic!, Macross Plus, Mezzo, Sorceror Hunters,Shadow Skill,

Books:

She's Come Undone by Wally Lamb, Imagica by Clive Barker, The Stand by Stephen King, Light Before Day by Christopher Rice,The Lazarus Heart and Drawing Blood by Poppy Z Brite, Jonathan Maberry,Barbara DeAngelis, Mary Pipher, Horror,Sci-fi,Gothics,Fantasy,Forensics,Psycology, Sociology,Biographies, Art, History and random Paranormal and Wierd Shit collections.I have a ton of books, I'm a book junkie as any Author should be.Stephen King, Poppy Z Brite, Christa Faust, Caitlin R Kiernan, Jemiah Jefferson (Thank you for making vampires good again!), Douglas Clegg,Jacqueline Carey (thank you for the Kushiel books!!!,Christopher Rice, Anne Rice,Stephen Dobyns, Tanith Lee, Mary Ann Mitchell (another awesome vampire writer!), Laurell K Hamilton, Clive Barker,Kelley Armstrong, Richard Laymon, Al Sarrantonio, Tim Waggoner,Graham Masterton, Tamara Thorne,Joe Hill, Bentley Little,Helen Fielding, Rebecca Wells,H.P. Lovecraft, Edgar Allan Poe, Harlan Ellison,Tabitha King, Owen King,Sarah Pinborough, John Shirley, Stephen Laws, Brian Keene, Dean Koontz, Kim Harrison. font

Heroes:

/ No I'm not joking!

My Blog

And I Burn For You

Why do I crave you against a field of green?I walk in rich black soilthick on my bare skinI feel the lifeforcecurving through the mudinto my core through the soles of my feetIt tells me I am aliveI am...
Posted by Child of Night on Sat, 05 Apr 2008 09:14:00 PST

Today was the Greatest Day

The weather was perfect and I felt really happy. Todd nad I took Nikki on a long walk and I even went out of my way to make it a more challenging walk by adding the Millersburg Elemenery steps to it t...
Posted by Child of Night on Tue, 04 Mar 2008 10:46:00 PST

Whoever You Are I Miss You

I needed to vent and I didn't feel like making this private, but you don't have to read it, I just needed to get it out of my head.I don't think I had any idea what I was going to think when it came t...
Posted by Child of Night on Fri, 29 Feb 2008 10:24:00 PST

Song that’s kinda soothing

DEATH CAB FOR CUTIE LYRICS "Soul Meets Body" I want to live where soul meets body And let the sun wrap its arms around me And bathe my skin in water cool and cleansing And feel, feel what its like t...
Posted by Child of Night on Fri, 29 Feb 2008 09:53:00 PST

Well I’m home and healing

The DNE happened Wednesday morning. I had to stay overnight nad was terrifed just like with the c-section. I got through it all ok though, I had to stay another night to get anti-biotics in me and be ...
Posted by Child of Night on Tue, 26 Feb 2008 09:29:00 PST

More Information

Well we went up and they did another ultrasound to be sure and to determine where the placenta was, the placenta is on the front so to be safer they are having me do a DNC on Tuesday. The baby was sho...
Posted by Child of Night on Sat, 16 Feb 2008 01:12:00 PST

My Baby’s Gone

When we went to do the Ultrasound they didn't find a hearbeat vaginally or abdominally, there wasn't any fetal movement either. There's going to be an untrasound tommorow to make sure, but it seems cl...
Posted by Child of Night on Thu, 14 Feb 2008 02:24:00 PST

Update on the Baby so far

Well now I'm going to Akron Children's Hospital for my prenatal care, my next appointment with Doctor Lavin is on the 25th, I guess I'll see how that goes. I got a call today that the Genetic Couselin...
Posted by Child of Night on Wed, 13 Feb 2008 01:08:00 PST

Pregnancy update

So today was my first visit with Dr Shalowitz...I'm not real great right now to be honest, I already knew about the septation and having to have a c-section but now it seems there are other complicati...
Posted by Child of Night on Tue, 15 Jan 2008 10:51:00 PST

So Here’s the News...

Well I'm pregnant again. Good and yet very scary and it leaves me so very insecure about a lot of things. Will I be able to give Nikki enough attention with the new baby? Will it be as scary to have a...
Posted by Child of Night on Mon, 10 Dec 2007 06:42:00 PST