Oops... |
So as you can see I am back. Not entirely by my doing. Alissa had asked me to do her a favor which required me to log on to her my-space. While on the myspace-my dreaded foe, I found so many new and s...
Posted by nOt AgAiN!!! on Fri, 04 Apr 2008 08:50:00 PST |
The meaning of life... |
I have found the meaning of life. It's you.Even though I can't live it out with you I have a feeling of clarity and freedom.I have reached a higher plain but I have a long way to go.This will make me ...
Posted by nOt AgAiN!!! on Tue, 23 Oct 2007 05:13:00 PST |
over... |
I hurt... I know that I deserve it but I feel like a big joke has been played on me. I don't know how to pick up the pieces. I am scared and broken. I can't go to the cafe anymore and I can't log on h...
Posted by nOt AgAiN!!! on Sat, 20 Oct 2007 02:51:00 PST |
Zen and the art of railroad ties... |
So for the last few months I have picked up a side job for some extra cash on the weekends and my days off. I have been working at my friend's ranch in La Habra Heights, they live on 3 and 1/2 acres o...
Posted by nOt AgAiN!!! on Sun, 14 Oct 2007 01:48:00 PST |
The end of an era... |
Today marks the day that ends an era in my life. Like a sequel to a movie. Today is the day that I give up daily riding which has been my passion for almost the last 8 years. For anyone that knows me ...
Posted by nOt AgAiN!!! on Wed, 03 Oct 2007 04:25:00 PST |
I miss you... |
Lately I have been trying to live in the here and the now but have been failing miserably at time. Times like now. I know it is not right, fair or kind but I miss you. I know that with time memories f...
Posted by nOt AgAiN!!! on Tue, 18 Sep 2007 07:39:00 PST |
Fear and Confusion... |
At work I advise my patients to not live in the past and take accountability for their own actions.
Maybe I should listen to my own advice.
I am afraid and confused, I have been so since I was old eno...
Posted by nOt AgAiN!!! on Mon, 25 Dec 2006 06:15:00 PST |
OBNOXIOUS |
U HAUL RENTAL......................................................
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..........................$165.00
TIE DOWNS................................
Posted by nOt AgAiN!!! on Thu, 26 Oct 2006 06:25:00 PST |
Always do the right thing... |
how come doing what i think is the right thing doesn't make me feel good???
Posted by nOt AgAiN!!! on Wed, 30 Aug 2006 12:24:00 PST |
good bye my love. |
i have been without you for 3 days. I am over it. It's not that I regret spending so much time with you but I realize now that you are bad for me.
I have spent way to much time thinking about you, be...
Posted by nOt AgAiN!!! on Thu, 10 Aug 2006 06:33:00 PST |
