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I breathe, I eat, I sleep, I fuck, I fight, I yell, I laugh, I cry, I write, I love, I live. I am. I

About Me

i am me...always learning, evolving, ever changing but never forgetting who i have been. i like rock music, i like singing in the car at the top of my lungs badly so that the drivers around me look at me like im crazy, i am a little crazy and i like it that way, i smoke cigarettes and i like them, i drink beer, i change my hair color with my mood, i've been obsessed with planning a huge back piece tattoo for years but never get it done because i change my mind too much, i am easily bored, i am extremely reserved around people i dont know, and loud and obnoxious around the people i love, i am a huge klutz, i could write page upon page about my feelings but if you ask me to vocalize my emotions i freeze, i own more clothes than your local department store but i can never find anything to wear, i am impatient, i am indecisive, i am ALWAYS late, i hate shoes, i hate feet more than i hate shoes, sushi, mushrooms, and bleu cheese are the most vile things a person could consume, green beans are the greatest food to ever grace this earth, the people in my "top friends" make my heart warm and bring a smile to my face time and time again,

My Interests

I'd like to meet:


I've got everyone I need.

Music:


I heart the 90s.

Counting Crows, Staind, Augustana, Hole, MY CHEMICAL ROMANCE, The Fray, Nirvana, Incubus, The White Stripes, Ashlee Simpson (shut up), Gwen, PJ Harvey, Jeff Buckley, No Doubt, Tori Amos, 7 Year Bitch, Babes in Toyland, Portishead, Bikini Kill, Bratmobile, Huggy Bear, Distillers, Void808 (void808.com), A Perfect Circle, Alice in Chains, The Flaming Lips, Rufus Wainwright, System, The Killers, Sonic Youth, Pearl Jam, Deanta, Elastica, The Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Fiona Apple, Portishead, Mazzy Star, Poe, Belly, Luscious Jackson, That Dog, The Beatles, James Taylor, Van Morrison, Steve Miller Band...more to come… I love grunge, rock, the early to mid 90's alternative scene, girl rock bands, punk, metal, "nu metal". I don’t like most of the 80's "flashback" music (some stuff is good) and I’m not so into rap and I don’t like any new country (some of the old stuff is great though).

Movies:

Reality Bites, Tank Girl, Boondock Saints, Almost Famous, Le Divorce, Fight Club, Pulp Fiction, The People Vs. Larry Flint, Hackers, Kill Bill, Girl Interrupted, Clerks, Mallrats, Chasing Amy, Empire Records, Foxfire (the one with Angelina Jolie), Sweet November, Run Lola Run, Amelie, Office Space, Swingers, Harold and Kumar, Eternal Sunshine, Basquiat, Meet Joe Black, Legends of the Fall, Angels In America, Monster, Beyond Borders, the Ring (the first one ONLY), Big Fish, Edward Scissor Hands, The Lord of the Rings Trilogy, Everyone Says I Love You, Mad Love, 200 Cigarettes, Go, Moulin Rouge, Down With Love, Clay Pigeons, Trainspotting, Requiem for a Dream, A Life Less Ordinary, High Fidelity, The Sweetest Thing, Life is Beautiful, Cry Baby, 12 Monkeys, The Breakfast Club, Fried Green Tomatoes, Godfather I & II, Romeo + Juliet, Catch Me If You Can, True Romance, 10 Things I Hate About You, Can't Hardley Wait, Dazed & Confused, Gross Pointe Blank, Heathers, The Mummy, Jean De Florette, Manon of the Spring, Stealing Beauty, Cold Mountain (mmmm...Jack White...), Singles, Brick, Lucky Number Sleven.
I love independent films, foreign films, and 90s gen-x movies.

Television:

Sex and the City, Firefly (RIP), Rescue Me, and Lost.

Books:

this is going to take a long time to fill out and i dont feel like it right now. blah.

Heroes:

Bill Clinton.
Marc Horowitz who lived in his Sentra for 7 days.

My Blog

with my heart in his teeth...

Finding security in the lion's den Knowing the dangers I come crawling in Curling up with the beast strong and warm Sinking in the scent of a killer, forlorn Finding security in his arms Knowi...
Posted by ♥ Aligrrrrl ♥ on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 11:51:00 PST

mother of the year...

since i didnt get to see Vince much Sunday (he was at his Dad's) i thought that it would be nice to get out of work a little early, and take him out to dinner.  i called my bestest sidekick, Dann...
Posted by ♥ Aligrrrrl ♥ on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 09:41:00 PST

of what you imbue

these lies become your truths soul bearing destitute for someone inside that isnt me doesnt mind you cant find a salty swell to bat away in my eyesomething dieddraineddried through washing my hands o...
Posted by ♥ Aligrrrrl ♥ on Fri, 01 Jun 2007 02:08:00 PST

peroxide in 5, 4, 3 ,2...

let us all bow our heads in prayer, that i might still have hair in an hour......okay, all is well, it didn't fall out...it didn't even really fry it. It is now a really dark muddy color with a tint ...
Posted by ♥ Aligrrrrl ♥ on Tue, 29 May 2007 09:50:00 PST

vile

if your world caught my light it was a moment fleeting a whisper of your lies and there is no deceiving who you are to me i know too well your love your needs something cleansing bitter and ugly i ha...
Posted by ♥ Aligrrrrl ♥ on Sat, 26 May 2007 10:25:00 PST

the hunger

My hazel eyes, blue eyes, green eyes, every disguise, every strand changing reinventing who I am not eating again starving for something you can not withstand raging solitude never felt so popular hun...
Posted by ♥ Aligrrrrl ♥ on Sat, 26 May 2007 12:47:00 PST

Empty eyes

what a surprise, what hides beneath your empty eyes is nothing more than loneliness, an absence of genuine feeling, what other time could you have said what your heart was really meaning, how was i to...
Posted by ♥ Aligrrrrl ♥ on Thu, 24 May 2007 12:05:00 PST

merger what?!?!

My company just announced a merger with Grub & Ellis. Kind of scary~ could mean good things or cutbacks...one thing I do know is grubb has headquarters across the country, and international expansion...
Posted by ♥ Aligrrrrl ♥ on Tue, 22 May 2007 01:17:00 PST

Done. Really.

The person that I wanted to spend the rest of my life with is no longer mine to want.  Let the "I told you so"s begin, and all that bullshit...I am not angry.  I am deeply hurt, I feel betr...
Posted by ♥ Aligrrrrl ♥ on Wed, 16 May 2007 08:53:00 PST

Someday I will...

THINGS I WANT TO DO Read all of the 300+ books on my reading listTattoo my upper arms and back Go to: the Channel Islands, Yosemite, Montana, Québec, Greenland, Ireland, Italy, Prague, Thai...
Posted by ♥ Aligrrrrl ♥ on Wed, 09 May 2007 03:41:00 PST