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evilreeiow

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About Me



Hmmm...let's see...I am now a cyborg! No, you can't play with my remote either. *smirk* I'm an intricate, passionate, funky, punky, weird, nerdy, dune fanatic. But who isn't weird in their own little weird way?

My Interests



watching my little black kitty attack the vacuum, nesting, snuggling with fuzzy blankets and pillows, candles, punk rock girls, kissing, american spirits, grundos and slorgs, pirates, a really fukkin good pickle, ayurvedism, the moon, reading too many books at once, giger, anime, manga, hentai, comics (just read Emily the Strange), sumi-e/watercolors,

gundams, toys, lotsa toys!, creating culinary delights, earth shattering kabooms!, drawing, ghosts, rats, dante, egyptology, scars, sand worms, serial killers, mythology, astrology, astronomy, traditional japanese culture, cats, my little zoo, druidism, translating angry german lyrics, looney toons, entomology, forensic science, rocks and crystals, metaphysics, graveyards, photography, aliens, SETI, body modification, getting more tattoos!

alchemy, herpatology and giant lizards (RIP Loki), bats, dragonflies, australian merlot, vindaloo, eating in bed (my puppy gets the crumbs), sake drunken bouts of sushi eating, afternoon naps, video games, fixing my own car (almost 200k mi!), my cactussses, organic gardening, organic foods, strawberry ice cream, caramel cream eggs, the color blue.

I'd like to meet:


Willkommen in der neuen Welt Wo Leute um die Straßen zieh´n hier gibt es keinen Held Der Blick zurück im Hass er ist sinnlos sowieso Wohin Du auch entfliehen willst es ist besser nirgendwoLeben Sterben es hängt nur davon ab Ob du es schaffst zu kämpfen mit einem Fuß im Grab Das Soylent Grün ist alles was du dafür bekommst Vermeintlich ist es Plankton was du dafür bekommstSoylent dies ist die Kraft Es ist gemacht aus Plankton Ist es gemacht aus Plankton Schrei es hinaus Schrei nach deiner Vergeltung Nach Blut und Tod nach Leichen dieser Welt"Rindfleisch Miss Shirl haben sie ein solches Stück schon mal gesehen Wie oft kann ich denn schon einmal meiner Kundschaft etwas anbieten was derart phantastisch ist Nun ist es also soweit Richtig ist es nicht doch notwendig für Gott Geh mit Gott"Soylent dies ist die Nahrung dieser Welt Ein Zeug gemacht aus Leichen dieser Welt Hilf mir Wir vegetier´n wir vegetier´n wie Schlachters Vieh Hilf mir Wir vegetier´n wir vegetier´n Umarm den Tod"Ich kann ihnen nicht helfen leider verzeihen sie mir Was hat er gebeichtet Gott möge uns schützen"Wir leben vom Soylent Wir leben vom Tod Soylent für alle in unsrer Not"Ich hab gesehen was sich dort abspielt Die Ozeane sind leer das Plankton geht zu Grunde Es dauert nicht lange und sie werden Menschen züchten zur Ernährung wie Vieh Die Menschheit muss es wissen Es ist Menschenfleisch Soylent Grün ist ein Produkt aus Menschenfleisch"Hilf mir Gott möge uns schützen Soylent Grün ist Menschenfleisch Menschenfleisch

desperate deranged talking in my sleep again eyes twitch retain a sentimental something looked lorn and we burned and burned I was a cinder body soul in my dreams breakdown amidst the mixtures avoid addictive plea responding disillusion encrusted cruelty describe why nails enclose me eating so evenly there exists a lot of reasons to support fatality abstience possessed hardly what you think it is hearts beat positive provided there's progress ignorance does insist of the right coffin took some food offered me can't see myself drank the wine wished the feverish burst of terror breakdown amidst the mixtures avoid addictive plea insist that nothing happened chilled bloodless fatigue recharge with bitterness fanatics beckoning mistook a look impassioned absorbed with clarity consciousness drifts away discarded memory packaged shelf life bad display breakdown amidst the mixtures avoid addictive plea excessive necromances comfort is treachery so pound the nails in tight eyes screaming out of sight against a grain like curtain unbearably alive

Music:


skinny puppy, ohgr, :wumpscut:, assemblage 23, vnv nation, hocico, stabbing westward, gabber, atari teenage riot, kmfdm, mindless self indulgence, apoptygma berzerk, nine inch nails, project pitchfork, psychic TV, switchblade symphony, black sabbath, the damned,

massiv in mensch, kiss, shock therapy, kervorkian death cycle, suede, the pogues, carl stalling, mindless faith, bauhaus, love & rockets, tones on tail,

air liquide, the misfits, samhain, danzig, black flag, faith no more, mr bungle, fantomas, sex pistols, sisters of mercy, black sabbath, elastica, joy division, new order, alien sex fiend, front line assembly, front 242, ministry, side 3, nitzer ebb, covenant, 16 volt, meat beat manifesto, london after midnite, evil's toy, christian death, into another, xymox, geinoh yamashirogumi,

led zeppelin, alice in chains, jane's addiction, porno for pyros, johnny cash, depeche mode, the cure, das ich, rammstein, goa trance, jungle, eminem, beastie boys, quicksand, subhumans, crass, the exploited, velvet acid christ, spacemen3, this mortal coil, crispin glover, david bowie, iggy, alice cooper, murder city devils, flux of pink indians, cockney rejects, sinatra, yes, duran duran, pink floyd, 80s...i tried to keep it short!

Movies:


rubin & ed, the blood of heroes, the navigator, nightmare before christmas, james and the giant peach, hellboy, american history X, photographing fairies, true romance, twin peaks, scent of a woman, one flew over the cuckoos nest, the krays, my life as a dog, alien quadrilogy, predator, sleepy hollow, fargo, hackers, fear & loathing in las vegas, resevoir dogs, rats of nimh, dune, scifi's dune, children of dune, bound, la femme nikita, the matrix, hellraiser, harold and maude, girl interrupted, donnie darko, kill bill, uncle buck, evil dead, ghost in the shell, the ninth gate, catch me if you can, lost and delerious, taking lives, silence of the lambs, the tenant, rosemary's baby, buffalo 66, gia, eyes wide shut, the pink panther, dr. strangelove, clockwork orange, akira
vampire hunter d, queen of the damned, ed wood, seven, crouching tiger hidden dragon, the hunger, bladerunner, edward scissorhands, requiem for a dream, star wars, suicide kings, the craft, tomb raider, plan 9 from outerspace, drugstore cowboy, sleepy hollow, pecker, the prophecy, omen, the shining, king of new york, dark city, the crow, audition, the butterfly effect, james dean, crispin glover, naked lunch, underworld, resident evil, trainspotting, charlie's angels, ginger snaps, ginger snaps back, natural born killers, watership down, plague dogs, godzilla, mothra, the exorcist, urotsukadoji, la blue girl
neon genesis evangelion, fearless vampire killers, bruce lee/kung fu movies, caligula, the kindred, delicatessen, pirates of the caribbean

Television:

sex and the city, six feet under, i love lucy, kids in the hall, queer as folk, animaniacs, invader zim, law & order, csi, crossing jordan, alias, good eats, iron chef, looney toons, will & grace, the odd couple, the discovery & science channels, cartoon network

Books:

elizabeth wurtzel, frank and brian herbert, dune collection, vampire chronicles, the egyptian book of the dead, the divine comedy, hunter s thompson, kathy acker, robert heinlein, watership down, aleister crowley, franz bardon, emily dickinson, sylvia plath, kafka, william gibson, jhonen vasquez, pablo neruda, katsuhiro otomo, austin osman spare, crispin glover, nancy friday

Heroes:


jane goodall, david hockney

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My Blog

oh no!!!

fukk! they had to take my wires out yesterday. i noticed thursday nite that i was feeling more stimulation on the right side of my head. so i poked around and noticed the left wire was on its way ...
Posted by evilreeiow on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

reprogramming

oh yes! i just learned how to change my program thru the remote!
Posted by evilreeiow on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

the operating room

well i had my surgery...occipital stim implants. they are temporary. i got wires coming out the back of my head and a remote too! it was my last choice in trying to treat my fibromyalgia and chroni...
Posted by evilreeiow on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST