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i'll survive

About Me


i left home for experience, carved suk for honesty on my chest.



My Interests

piles of words, feminisms, hating, loving, attention deficit disorder, wine, being my own biggest enemy, dreaming, reading, hoping, moving, splitting, boogeying, coffee, nights, poetry, irony, sarcasm, alcohol, fucking, verbs ending in -ing, linguistics, punk rock, jack kerouac, brain connections, math, perfect squares, my guitar salvada, learning about my heritage(s), being part cherokee, the (american) west, gozer, the color coffee turns when you windex it, etc

I'd like to meet:

no one/inspiration
or someone who knows where the spiders were when the fly tried to break our balls, that one fucker who'll do it for me, drinking buddies, patti smith, poets, someone with a story to tell, philosophizing buddies, assholes, especially haters, saints, etc

Music:

reagan youth, cocksparrer, terminus city, weirdos, black flag, adolph & the piss artists, lunachicks, adolescents, the cramps, iggy & the stooges, patti smith, the doors, bikini kill + etc. ad fuckin nauseum

Movies:

the bandit queen, ghostbusters I & II, empire records, the princess bride, indiana jones & the temple of doom, elizabeth, my cousin vinny, if these walls could talk, pulp fiction, the sound of music

Television:

upgrade yr grey matter, cuz one day it may matter. or, just blow em up.

Books:

our bodies ourselves, slut!, princess: life under the veil in saudi arabia, please kill me, the first book in the boxcar kids series, on the road, mexico city blues, howl & other poems, the vagina monologues, cunt, coming of age in mississippi, lonesome traveler

Heroes:

george bush, adolph hitler, big brother, MOLOCH, supporters of the police state, and hermann goerring

My Blog

p.m.s.

fuckin weird how like back in the day (again, a disclaimer about the use of the phrase "back in the day" not really back in the day but i think i, and probably others use it to denote good times ...
Posted by carolyn-rain(e) on Tue, 03 Jul 2007 01:01:00 PST

illegal aliens

the people who bitch "illegal aliens" fucking up america should instead do something to help improve the conditions that causes these people to leave their countries in the first place. the world bank...
Posted by carolyn-rain(e) on Thu, 17 May 2007 11:19:00 PST

adolf hitler

is a saint compared to the person i've become after working retail for the past 6 years. hahahahhahahahhahahaha
Posted by carolyn-rain(e) on Wed, 09 May 2007 08:51:00 PST

kiss my ass

"look bitch, i'm trying to fucking help you, i don't appreciate the attitude, if you don't cut the crap i'll leave and you can get  in front of this register and figure this shit out fo...
Posted by carolyn-rain(e) on Fri, 04 May 2007 08:22:00 PST

life is fatal

(life is fatal) a late night rendezvous (sp?) with a book and pencil is more or less what i need to feel complete 90 MPH on the road thinkin my God my God this or any (after minute 1 passes)minute cou...
Posted by carolyn-rain(e) on Thu, 12 Apr 2007 07:32:00 PST

drunk bitch theorizing

(10 may 06)   some drunk bitch theorizing sexist oppression flah flah flah seeking the ways in which i can radically reaffirm my existential freedom liberation is imminent the clock ticks mean...
Posted by carolyn-rain(e) on Mon, 09 Apr 2007 11:30:00 PST

speaking

life existing on existence purely on life love truth freedom fighting liberty abstraction struggling comin thru the truth is comin thru i am comin thru no one ever comes thru anymore save for a few th...
Posted by carolyn-rain(e) on Sun, 08 Apr 2007 12:02:00 PST

x

and i really don't give a shit about the things you do, i dont know what makes you think i'd care now when i never really did in the past, just cuz we have a past doesn't mean i care about you now...
Posted by carolyn-rain(e) on Fri, 06 Apr 2007 08:15:00 PST

island

i'm stubborn & unmoved i don't think the Buddha himself could move me even if i were a Buddhist the only thing that coiuld move me is my legs for or gas pedal which i am all of these things but a...
Posted by carolyn-rain(e) on Fri, 06 Apr 2007 08:13:00 PST

warning- please read

STATE POLICE WARNING NO JOKE PLEASE READ Subject LADIES..... URGENT WARNING, NO JOKE Body: Someone on my friends list sent this to me!!!!LADIES..... URGENT WARNING, NO JOKE Body: Date: Mar 23, 2007 7:...
Posted by carolyn-rain(e) on Tue, 03 Apr 2007 12:10:00 PST