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♥Brown~Sugar♥

Her eyes, that's where hope lies. Thats when blue skies meets the sunrise, Her eyes thats where I'll

About Me



..Je ne peux pas avoir sa beauté mais nous sommes un et pareil. Vous êtes juste aveugle aussi à quel est devant vous. L'amour qui était devant vous.I AM A TRUE SAGITTARIUS....I'm in constant battle with myself...I'm a walking contradiction but it all stays in my head.I make it a point to listen to the waves everyday, the sight and smell of the ocean makes me smile. And I feel so fortunate to smile like that several times a day.


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My Interests

Dancing til I cant feel my legs, music, turntablism, photo manipulation, deviantart, anime, faeries, tattoos, corsets, eating, cooking, red wine, cheese, sushi, black and tans, dim sum on sundays, cayenne pepper, spicy foods, great beer, my friends, big dogs, dancing in the desert, the smell of the ocean and the breeze of it in my hair, sunsets, breakfast on weekends, road trips, getting a massage, laughing my ass off, street fairs, flowers especially orchids, dahlias and anything asiatic, walking the cliffs, getting soaked in the rain, the way my hair curls after its been rained on, cuddling, sleeping, and chilling in the jacuzzi.

I'd like to meet:

"Some people come into our lives and quickly go. Some stay for awhile and leave footprints on our hearts." The guy that snatched my gramma's necklace from my neck when I was 12 yrs old. The neon pink biker..if youre from North County coastal you might know who I'm talking about. Old and New friends, Anyone that could make me laugh, anyone that could bring out the best in me, anyone that loves to dance and anyone who knows the meaning of a 2 way relationship, friendship or otherwise.My friends list consist of exactly just that....friends, family and acquaintances who I know in person. So please if you want to add me as a friend and I dont know you....a message would be appreciated or it will not be accepted.
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Music:


Pretty much anything that my friends spin. Most electronica.. house~techno~trance~ambient~electro~trip hop breakbeats. Everything so far that the House of Om put out. Love 80's new wave,Depeche Mode,Cure,New Order andPet Shop Boys.Some alternative, most indie and folk.Love anything by Ladytron~Sigur Ros~Royksopp~Shiny Toy guns~New Young Pony~Sneakerpimps~Air~Gotan Project~Damien Marley~Death Cab~Pixies~Garbage~Tricky~Mono~Lamb~Nouvelle VagueTheres nothing more soothing than a girls gentle voice singing like~Kate Bush~Elizabeth Fraser~Imogen Heap~Poe~PJ Harvey~Bjork~Morcheeba~Portishead~Miss Kitten~Massive Attack~Erin Lang~Mazzy Star~Ilya~The bird and the bee~Fiona Apple~Olive~Ivy~Siaand Tori Amos.Also gotta love NIN, Beck, Marley and Radiohead.And I'm in search for the Sanctuary Mix of Delerium's Silence.

Movies:

Night of the Living Dead (B/W)~Fear and Loathing Lock, Stock and 2 Smoking Barrels~The Professional Snatch~Fight Club~Mean Machine London(Pretty much anything with Jason Statham...It's fun watching him kick ass) Run Lola Run~Kissing Jessica Stein~It's all gone Pete Tong Trainspotting~The Others~Gia~Suicide Kings~Big Fish~Troy Crash~Ninja Scroll~Aeon Flux~The Big Hit~Little Women~Kill Bill Empire Records~Formula 51~Boondock Saints~Clerks~Dogma Amelie~Half Baked~Office Space~Better than Chocolate Go Fish~Dazed and Confused~Iron Monkey~Dragon Inn Basic Instinct~the REd Violin~London.I'm also a sucker for movies about little kids like Stand by Me, Simon Birch, About a Boy, Little Miss Sunshine, Billy Elliot, I am David and Now and Then.

Books:

She's Come Undone, The Last Divorce, Lord of the Flies, The Pillow Book and the Killing Room. Anything from C.S. Lewis, Wally Lamb and Shana Abe.I have a profound interest in Oscar Wilde right now and in the midst of reading The Picture of Dorian Gray.Also IN the middle of reading How the Light Got In.

Heroes:

My mom, my brothers, Ate Abbe and Pope John Paul II.
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey
Name: Pamela
Birthday: 12-5-75
Birthplace: Manila
Current Location: San Diego
Eye Color: Brown
Hair Color: Black
Height: 5'8
Right Handed or Left Handed: righty
Your Heritage: Islander
The Shoes You Wore Today: flip flops
Your Weakness: food
Your Fears: being unhappy
Your Perfect Pizza: pesto, tomato and mozzarella
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: havent thought about that yet
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: LOL
Thoughts First Waking Up: I'm late!
Your Best Physical Feature: legs
Your Bedtime: whenever I get home
Your Most Missed Memory: philippines
Pepsi or Coke: coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: in & out
Single or Group Dates: depends
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: water
Chocolate or Vanilla: both
Cappuccino or Coffee: Capp
Do you Smoke: once in a while
Do you Swear: sometimes
Do you Sing: in my car and shower
Do you Shower Daily: hells yeah
Have you Been in Love: sure
Do you want to go to College: was and back in
Do you want to get Married: maybe
Do you belive in yourself: yup
Do you get Motion Sickness: unfortunately..yes!
Do you think you are Attractive: i have my days
Are you a Health Freak: not really
Do you get along with your Parents: yes
Do you like Thunderstorms: absolutely love it!
Do you play an Instrument: sorta...what are talkin about here
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: Did NYE just happen?!?!?!
In the past month have you Smoked: refer to the answer above
In the past month have you been on Drugs: i plead the 5th
In the past month have you gone on a Date: NO!
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: unfortunately, just coz it was Xmas season
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: hell no, never
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: but of course!
In the past month have you been on Stage: not yet
In the past month have you been Dumped: nope
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: too cold right now
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: never
Ever been Drunk: NYE! nuff said
Ever been called a Tease: dont think so
Ever been Beaten up: never
Ever Shoplifted: never
How do you want to Die: quick and painless
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: do I have to?!?!
What country would you most like to Visit: France or Fiji
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: anything lighter than mine
Favourite Hair Color: doesnt matter
Short or Long Hair: depends
Height: taller than me
Weight: height and weight proportionate
Best Clothing Style: clean and fits right
Number of Drugs I have taken: prescriptions right?
Number of CDs I own: who knows
Number of Piercings: 7
Number of Tattoos: 2 soon to be 4
Number of things in my Past I Regret: no regrets just lesson learned
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Personality Survey
Are you shy? Usually
Are you selfish? not really, depends on what
Are you spoiled? i dont think so
Are you giving? yeah, if I have it I..'ll share it!
Would you walk by an old lady carrying groceries? not if she..'s having a hard time
Do you flirt with your best friends boyfriend or girlfriend? nope
Do you spend most of your free time on Myspace or Blackplanet ? huh?!? LOL
Do you lie when someone asks you "Do I look o.k. with this on?"? Not anymore
Are you conceided? nope
Do you go out of your way to get attention? i dont think so
Do you go out of your way to help someon? I try sometimes
Do you get into arguments a lot with people other than your siblings? Not really
Have you ever kissed someone who is just a friend? yup
Do you watch Dora the explorer? only when my nephew is watching
Do you believe in Magic? not really
Do you talk back to your parents? I dont talk back we, we have an adult conversation
Have you ever threatened someone? sure
Are you afraid of the dark? nope
Would you prefer Spongebob or CSI? CSI
Have you ever lied to make someone happy? probably
Does your Myspace or Blackplanet picture show a picture of your face or your body? face
Would you prefer soda or Juice? water
Is this survey too long? Ive had longer. : O
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My Blog

Tag I'm it....

Tag, your IT!!! (Courtesy of Miss Abigail..) The first player of this game starts with the "7 weird things/habits about yourself" People who get tagged need to write a blog of their 7 weird things/ h...
Posted by pH@T~hE@D on Thu, 21 Dec 2006 10:41:00 PST

10 Levels of a hangover

LEVEL 1Really not a "hangover" at all. You were drinking last night (probably just a few beers) and this morning you are thirsty and a little groggy. While you would prefer to avoid, say, bright sunli...
Posted by pH@T~hE@D on Thu, 21 Sep 2006 03:47:00 PST

Some rules to live by....

1. Never give yourself a haircut after three margaritas. 2. You need only two tools. WD-40 and duct tape. If it doesn't move and it should, use WD-40. If it moves and shouldn't, use the tape. 3. The f...
Posted by pH@T~hE@D on Fri, 11 Aug 2006 12:37:00 PST

Rules of Drunk Dialing

Rules of Drunk Dialing: 1. Only drunk dial when you are drunk. Everything else is false advertisement. 2. It is okay to call someone 27 times in one night. If you dont remember it, it didnt happen. 3....
Posted by pH@T~hE@D on Fri, 11 Aug 2006 11:57:00 PST

In your time of sadness...

Life is nothing more than a correction,We are here because of wrong.Just as we die because of neglection,We live because we're strong.A plant grows when it is fed,As so does a mind.Without mistakes a ...
Posted by pH@T~hE@D on Fri, 09 Jun 2006 01:52:00 PST

This is where I'm from and where I just came from....

Ive been back for a few and I'm just sharing with you all tidbits about my little homecoming.  I visited childhood hangouts and seeked out food that I havent tasted in years mostly street vendor ...
Posted by pH@T~hE@D on Tue, 25 Apr 2006 04:52:00 PST

homecoming

You have always been where we return,The home that is our harbor from the sea,The place where what we are can easy be,With nothing we need alter or unlearn. That you would give has always been a give...
Posted by pH@T~hE@D on Mon, 03 Apr 2006 12:21:00 PST

thoughts

Tonight I am myself againI am one as wholeI realize that I'm like thisWhen I look into my soul I see a confused vessel thereSitting even though I'm notUnder the influence of anySubstance for a shotI s...
Posted by pH@T~hE@D on Thu, 23 Feb 2006 02:46:00 PST

one flaw in women

Do what you love, love what you do... and deliver more than your promise. To those wonderful ladies out there... I wanted to share this with all of you - it says it all. One Flaw In Women Women have s...
Posted by pH@T~hE@D on Wed, 08 Feb 2006 12:23:00 PST

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I realize I have started a bad habit I have been twisting my hair too hard and in the process pulling them out. HaH! I'm glad I have a big full head of hair!  &nbs...
Posted by pH@T~hE@D on Wed, 25 Jan 2006 01:31:00 PST