and now i miss him |
I am just missing him badly.
September please come and go. But then I need my Ramadhan too..oh gosh.
And I need my Muz too ...
Posted by Nadiah.M.a.R on Sun, 02 Sep 2007 09:41:00 PST |
peace, come soon |
the words came
lacing
sweetened
not to pull
that lovely string
Nop, too late
I've found your venom
Fuck hypocrisy, can?
Posted by Nadiah.M.a.R on Thu, 02 Aug 2007 03:04:00 PST |
Ok a month after 11th May 2007 |
ok fast forward to 2009, I hope the plans we shared together will take its course. I'm so excited but nervous at the same time.. but for him, I guess it's worth it.
Muz, don't fail me. I want to stil...
Posted by Nadiah.M.a.R on Tue, 12 Jun 2007 02:37:00 PST |
asaaapp time |
Juz thinking about whether i could still survive on my parent's money. Sakit otak sak pikir. .the depression bites in and the sticks are calling.
Posted by Nadiah.M.a.R on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
In retrospective |
The past entries are my emotions carved out, worried sick that I'm exposing myself to the cyber masses. But i think it's ok since it makes me feel better..a whole lot better where I need not be too co...
Posted by Nadiah.M.a.R on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
When it hurts that much.. |
I have always realised that whenever my feelings are disturbed tremendously, the pain must amount to having 100 whips of the cane on the back of my body. For every tear that I shed, I wish it clears a...
Posted by Nadiah.M.a.R on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
Dedication for souls long-missed by me. |
My fling with the 606 memories. It was great, rendering on the delusional. Their names etched in my brain, the electric signals moved faster than normal. I laughed with their jokes and their moments o...
Posted by Nadiah.M.a.R on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
love me hopefully |
The punishment I felt in my heart is too painful. Too painful that i wish i wasnt alive and breathing. I guess i have to go through all this too emotional periods, that shows itself bit by bit but goe...
Posted by Nadiah.M.a.R on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
as told .. |
U change ah nad eh.. U wan 2 end tis 2yrs of frenship cos of tis bullshit.. Come on lah.. Not the mature part of u ah.. I wun stop being ur fren nad..
Sender:
Is
+65923...
Sent:
5-nov-2004
11:...
Posted by Nadiah.M.a.R on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
i dunno why? |
I really am asking Allah for help. Only He knows how i feel..really..inside.deep.. inside. i dunno why. i thot i can keep it strong, hiding my feelings very well..consolling myself that i can do it. M...
Posted by Nadiah.M.a.R on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST |
