TELOCVOVIM - ProfilesArchive

About Me

The Breath of joyful suffering.

My Interests

Cats, Ronner-Knip, Louis Wain, The Occult, magick, Mysticism, Crowley, Enochian, Chaos magick, Grimoires, Demons, Goetia, Succubus, Lilith, jinns, Ifreets, Servitors, God-Forms, Angels, Feys, Shades, Anti-realism, dadaism, Nihilism, Anti-Humanism, Avant-garde, Solipsism, God-hood.

I'd like to meet:

LHP Magickans,thelemites, Pagans, Occultist, Chaos Magickans Cthulhu Fans, Psi Vamps, otherkins... Someone Other then you; Move it along.

adopt your own virtual pet!
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Music:

Current 93,Nurse with woundDeath in june, Sol Invictus, Coil, Inkubus Sukkubus, Switchblade Symphony, Tiny Tim, Rosetta Stone, PIG, Akira Yamaoka (Silent Hill Music Guy),Rasputina, The Legendary Pink Dots, Project Pitchfork, Dresden Dolls, Cruxshadows, Black tape for a blue girl, skinny puppy, Gothic Archive, Diary of Dreams, ect.

Movies:

Maldoror, The Nineth Gate, 8 1/2, Hei tai yang 731, Salo - Criterion Collection, Guinea Pig Flower of Flesh and Blood/Making of Guinea Pig Double Feature, Eraserhead, Fausto 5.0, Begotten, Irreversible,Faces of Death Series, Soylent Green, Shadow magic, clockwork Orange, Requiem for a dream, Donnie Darko, Akira, Dagon

Television:

anime, Sci-fi Channel, History Channel, Myth Busters, Food Network

Books:

Grand Grimoire - Red Dragon, " " Black Dragon, Grimoire of Armadale, Clavical of Solomon, Liber Null and Pyscho Nut, Grimoire of Awaz, Les Chants De Maldoror, Torture Garden, Thunder Perfect Mind, Liber 777, Liber Al vel Legis, The 120 Days Of Sodom, The Cloud of Unknowing, The Apocalypse of Adam

Heroes:

Kurisutiina!!!! Louis Wain, Tiny Tim, Thomas Ligotti, the creaking Crawling self inside me.

My Blog

Medical Wonders and Woes

Well Guess what. I have no tailbone, the doctors are surpised i can walk becouse of the suppose nerve damage... It's called Spinal Bifida and it's supposely the reason my kidney failed. So I have to w...
Posted by TELOCVOVIM on Fri, 26 Oct 2007 06:58:00 PST

Update

Well, I should be getting a kidney in Mid October by my aunt and she is a perfect match so that means little anti-surpressent drugs, but that also means I be kicked off my insurance and my medication ...
Posted by TELOCVOVIM on Tue, 25 Sep 2007 09:49:00 PST

Songs of Twilight

Went to the doctor today. I had one too many infection So they are Painfully taking out my line in my stomach and moving it to a location but first I have go on Hemo for a few weeks which means a tube...
Posted by TELOCVOVIM on Thu, 14 Jun 2007 03:06:00 PST

My favorite songs... just a quicklist

I really don't care for the music videos themself I just like the songs... ...
Posted by TELOCVOVIM on Thu, 07 Jun 2007 06:22:00 PST

Suck-E-Ness

Edema of the Diaphram becouse of miss Dialyst + insomina = 3 Days no sleep and a whole lotta smothering Suffication.
Posted by TELOCVOVIM on Thu, 07 Jun 2007 10:00:00 PST

weeeeeeeeeee

Well is wasn't one of my Tulpas, nor was is anything wierd, most likely I think it was just Stress. How ever I still have some Insomia. So yeah... I been having very Emotional Thoughts about X-Tina la...
Posted by TELOCVOVIM on Mon, 28 May 2007 03:13:00 PST

I had a Visitor....

I had a wierd experience last night. When I woke up I was in a sleep paralysis/Night Terror. I sence of overwhelling fear came over me. After I had the ability and the Courage to move my body I herd a...
Posted by TELOCVOVIM on Sun, 20 May 2007 06:31:00 PST

Yesterday Events

I woke up.Eat cerial.Threw up the cerial.Took my Epo shots.Took my 3 Blood Pressure pills. and 12 Misc. PillsDid my after noon xchangeWail in pain from cramping becouse of my infectionCancelled my pla...
Posted by TELOCVOVIM on Sun, 14 Jan 2007 04:02:00 PST

Lamp...Extracts from Maldoror

0 lamp with silver burner, companion of the cathedral dome, my eyes catch sight of you in mid-air, and seek the reason for this suspension. They say that...
Posted by TELOCVOVIM on Tue, 28 Nov 2006 08:06:00 PST

Yummmm Kool-aid

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Posted by TELOCVOVIM on Mon, 20 Nov 2006 05:52:00 PST