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*~BurnT OuT~*

I yearn for love, love is non existant, therefore, I yearn for non-existance

About Me

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I live out on my own, here in long beach i find myself more alone than i do anything except for the few friends i have here. I get a strong sense of home sickness for the friends I had back in Saugus, to all of you over in saugus, i love and miss every single one of you. I have one dream that is constantly on my mind, and that is to find the life of a father, husband, business man and eventually a grandfather...just to start my own family and to watch it grow up strong, healthy, and wise. until that day, my dream will not stop circling my mind. Love is another thing my life is in lack of, it seems that the harder I seek, the worse I feel, and the more I try, it seems my dream runs farther and farther away. enough about relationships, i used to ride Downhill mountainbikes, it was the funnest thing i ever did, and if i had the chance i would go back to it if i didnt sell my bike. it also helped me get away from a bunch of crap going on in my life, and with out that now, it seems like things build up and overload me. I hate my mother, for every senseless and abusive thing she did, and she can never make up for the years i went through....I love music, i couldnt live without it, i like all types of music, anything from classical to heavy metal, from country to underground R&B, pretty much anything that sounds good...i think thats it...yea
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My Interests

music and girls interest me the most, and i love to work on cars, its my passion.

I'd like to meet:

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Music:

everything, pretty much.

Movies:

dont watch movies too often

Books:

it was a biography of leonardo devinchi called leonardo devinchi.

Heroes:

my future wife

My Blog

better dayz

today is better, i saw a lot of old friends that i havent seen for years.....it was a beautiful thing, i saw an ex-girlfriend of mine today....i must admit, i have always missed her, but today it made...
Posted by *~BurnT OuT~* on Thu, 10 May 2007 12:17:00 PST

change

ive learned so much this year, so much as to say that this year, being 19, turning 20 this month on the 19th, that i have changed from a young adult, to an adult. i feel old (older than i really am) a...
Posted by *~BurnT OuT~* on Tue, 08 May 2007 10:57:00 PST

friends, or what were

the meaning of friends have no meaning to me, friends that were part of me have departed, their demeanor is lacking trust, love, and truth, my new search in life are friends that stake their lives in ...
Posted by *~BurnT OuT~* on Sat, 21 Apr 2007 06:29:00 PST