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ToxiN â„¢

i like watching christopher walken dance...

About Me


I am NOT here to "hook up".

FRIEND
REQUESTS

Don't send me a friend request if you don't intend to speak. I'm here to network & maybe make a few new friends. Nothing is more annoying than getting a bunch of requests, accepting, and getting nothing but a cheap response for being added..or of course, nothing at all..LAME. If you're worth my time (& we HAVE things in common), I'll "accept"...

BAND
REQUESTS

...I will most likely give your band a listen. If I don't like it, I won't add it, sorry...and DON'T send another request goddamnit...seriously..it's not a mistake..don't send another one.
So..now that that's cleared & out of the fucking way....NI'm a Performing Arts Management major at Columbia College in Chicago. In other words..I'll be the bitch to get your business shit done for you if you're musically inclined. This past year I've been learning the ways of the studio environment (recording/production/engineering/mixing/utilizing actual console & Pro Tools). I've also begun learning the ins & outs of running live sound & lighting (as well as recording audio & video from live performances).What I do in my spare time: shows (both local & non), merch, travel/tour, promote my ass off (24/7), play guitar, write poetry/music (lately I've been spending just about all my free time working with Pro Tools, MIDI, ABSYNTH 2, Reason, etc.). I also don't mind helping edit other people's works, drawing, painting, design & live band photography, when time permits. (If you think you'd like to collaborate with me in anything I've mentioned, please feel free to message me). I also intern at the Underground Inc./Invisible Records HQ in Chicago.
Go to Slick Idiot's MySpace Page to see some of my live photos from Gothic Fest. Eventually, I'd like to make a website for all my art including my live band photography. I'd greatly appreciate some help with that...if anyone's willing, let me know. I'm in need of a website for a very, very, very low price of...nothing....so I'd prefer to be taught the basics so I can do it on my own. ;)
I'm a pretty open person for the most part...I don't mind things that would normally bother most...I can be shy at times, but usually it's only at first introduction.......I'm a Libra..so I'm naturally a great listener..a bit of a therapist to most...but I'm no preacher. And I definitely DON'T stick my nose in others' business...do what you will with your life..if asked, I'll let you know where I think you might end up with the bad choices. But I usually won't try to stop you from doing anything...all I can do is try to give you a different perspective on the situation.
Random facts: +I'm the type of girl that would have more fun at a strip club than anyone with a penis. +But I also really enjoy days alone being a total hermit...waking up at 1pm and lounging around all day in my pj's. +Most of my friends are guys..not for reasons you might think...but because I tend to have more in common with them, especially when it comes to the vulgarities that come out of my mouth... +I have an unhealthy diet of redbull, cigarettes, & Rx drugs....it's all LEGAL, I assure you. :p +I have a fear of being average in every aspect of life. +I have a fear of being annoying to those few individuals I adore. +I have a fear of growing old without accomplishments. +I have a fear of not having enough goals to fulfill.
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MMM BRAAAINS!!!
N N N
+++++++++++++++ ++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ I SUPPORT SOME FANTASTIC MOTHERFUCKERS...& YOUR SWEET ASS SHOULD TOO!
Slick Idiot




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My Interests

My music..my art..my words..all three are what keep me more sane than I'd EVER be without.
This is a photo of about 10% of an old painting/sculpture of mine...just happens to be one of my favorites:

my sweet leatherface baby...

i also have this thing with zombies..it's kind of a 'love/hate' thing...
i like stripclubs & porn...brunettes do it better (at least the girls do anyway)..a person that oozes creativity is my number one turn-on..i like dreads, boys who aren't afraid of eyeliner, vinyl/pvc/latex, BIG boots, short skirts, corsetry, burlesque...exotic/gauged piercings, tattoos (unless you're the type of idiot that likes to pick it and stick it on a whim...put some fucking thought into your tattoos people).
people i enjoy drooling over:
dave navarro + johnny depp + angelina jolie
+ carmen electra + jessica alba +
Masuimi Max
more things i like....synthetic hair, handcuffs, chains, whips, biting, candle wax, causing pain and causing trouble...mm, hot boy on boy action is always nice too.........and yes..I'll admit, I'm a sucker for boys in suits & ties..nothing fancy..just a suit...& tie.
Masuimi Max

I'd like to meet:


People who DON'T base their existence around: DRAMA GOSSIP & LYING

(If you pass those requirements then there's a better chance I might associate with you.)

I'd like to meet: Artists...photographers...musicians...horror enthusiasts...web designers...or anyone with similar interests.


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Music:

Bile/Black From The Dead, Slick Idiot, KMFDM/MDFMK, project .44, Byzantine, Society 1/Matt Zane's spoken word, Motley Crue, Faster Pussycat, Newlydeads, Peppermint Creeps, Oingo Boingo/Danny Elfman, Mindless Self Indulgence, Jane's Addiction, Dave Navarro, Porno For Pyros, The Panic Channel, Genitorturers, Static-x, Asesino, Brujeria, NIN, Old Man's Child, Satyricon, Behemoth, Pantera, Lamb Of God, Halo Of Locusts, Chimaira, God Forbid, Ill Nino, (early) Sepultura, Otep, Amphibious Assault, The Countdown, Slipknot, Punish Yourself, Murderdolls, Cradle Of Filth, Manson, A Perfect Circle, Tool, (early)In Flames, bloodsimple, American Head Charge, Velvet Acid Christ, Das Ich, Celldweller, Pigface, Funker Vogt, My Ruin, Skinny Puppy, Ohgr, Suicide Commando, Razed In Black, Icon of Coil, Combichrist, Dir en grey, Malice Mizer, White Zombie, Legendary Pink Dots, Tweaker, Nocturne, Bozo Porno Circus, :wumpscut:, Prodigy, Orgy, Acumen Nation/DJ? Acucrack...and then some.

Movies:

Mostly horror/gore, action/drama surrounding drug use (means nothing more than the fact that it intrigues me)...favorite classic zombie movie: Night Of The Living Dead (I was about seven the first time I saw this and from then on I've had dreams/nightmares about zombies coming after me...) Anything by Tim Burton always makes me happy...and uh..I'm more of a renter than anything else.......I guess I'll name a few movies I like: Fear & Loathing..., Gia, Beetlejuice, Nightmare Before Christmas, Edward Scissorhands, Ed Wood, Sleepy Hollow, Fight Club, Requiem For A Dream, Party Monster, SICK (Life and Death of Bob Flanagan), Dawn Of The Dead, Creepshow, Trick Or Treat (so ridiculous it's funny), Fifth Element, Scarface, Strangeland, The Omen, The Crow, Kill Bill Vol. 1 & 2, Pulp Fiction, From Dusk Til Dawn, Interview With A Vampire, Nosferatu, Dracula (the orginal b+w film), Se7en, Silence Of the Lambs, The Exorcist, Mara Deino (my own little poorly made independent short film), Blow, Saw I & II, Sin City, etc., etc...if you think you watch better blood & guts shit than I do (which there's a good chance you do) I'm open to recommendations...I'd like to get my hands on some of the movies Puppy uses as clips in their videos....if only I knew titles...
Which Horror Movie Are You?
The Silence Of The Lambs
You're a thinker, a creator, and a very psychological person. You enjoy learning about other people, whether it is to befriend them, or to destory them. You take pride in being you, although you sometimes can get fed up with even yourself. You're an extremely intelligent person, but don't let your mind get the best of you. You're smarter than you think.
Take the quiz: "Which Horror Movie Are You?"

Rosemary's Baby
You're a very paranoid individual. You're also very moody, but for good reason. You're not one of those people who are paranoid for no reason, oh no. You know something is up - whether it is that people are talking about you behind your back, or a friend is betraying you. Be weary, for not everything is as perfect as it may seem.

Television:

Howard Stern, Queer as Folk, The L Word, Family Guy, Simpsons, Rock Hard Videos/JBTV (local channels), Insomniac W/Dave Attell, Crank Yankers, Pee-Wee's Playhouse (if you haven't watched this since you were a kid, you're missing out on so much more...trust me), South Park, Drawn Together, blah, blah, blah...
Kate Moennig as Shane in The L Word... *sigh* The L Word
Jenny
Take this quiz !

Books:

Diary of A Drug Fiend by Aleister Crowley...H.P. Lovecraft...Gene Simmons' SEX MONEY KISS (we ALL can learn A LOT from this man)...Tommy Lee's Tommy Land...Dave Navarro's Don't Try This At Home...The Surgeon by Tess Gerritsen...Atlas Shrugged by Ayn Rand...so on and so forth.

Heroes:


My Blog

Live photos of Chicago band Once Suffered...

I'm kinda bored, so I figured I'd post the last set of photos I took of my friend's band, Once Suffered...enjoy, feel free to let me know what you think. ...
Posted by ToxiN " on Sat, 29 Jul 2006 02:24:00 PST

Website Name Pending...?

I think it's about time I get this rolling..a website for my band photography.I need to think of a (more than awesome) name that sticks.Most of you have probably seen my live band photography...how wo...
Posted by ToxiN " on Fri, 28 Jul 2006 01:05:00 PST

Spread Radio Live Stuff (photos & things)!

So for those of you who don't know whatSpread Radio Liveis...listen up:Dave Navarro (Jane's Addiction/RHCP/The Panic Channel) has started his own internet radio show that airs every Tuesdays & Thu...
Posted by ToxiN " on Tue, 25 Jul 2006 08:14:00 PST

I almost married my...girlfriend the LESBIAN!

Well...I can't remember the last time I had this much fuckin' fun.  It's been a while, I'll tell ya that much... The Peppermint Creeps put on an AMAZING fucking show tonight...my, my, my....yeah....
Posted by ToxiN " on Fri, 23 Jun 2006 02:28:00 PST

Sick of people...

Over the past 6+ months, I've been deceived, betrayed, lied to (to an extreme point), betrayed..and lied to some more.  It's really starting to catch up to me emotionally.  I've always been ...
Posted by ToxiN " on Tue, 20 Sep 2005 10:47:00 PST

VOTE FOR ME FOR THE 2006 HMTV GIRLS CALENDAR

PLEASE VOTE FOR ME FOR THE 2006 HMTV GIRLS CALENDAR CLICK HERE then... There will be an intro...under the intro "tv" there will be text. It will highlight to yellow when you hover above it (CLICK IT)....
Posted by ToxiN " on Thu, 01 Sep 2005 02:28:00 PST

I've killed my phone...

I've killed my phone last night...after almost four years of never destroying the fucking thing, I dropped it in water (nooo, it wasn't a toilet).Here's the thing...I got it when SIM Cards were barely...
Posted by ToxiN " on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

STRANDED....?

Static-x & Asesino Show in Ft. Wayne, IN 8/7/05 So as most of you know, I've recently been in a bit of a dryspell regarding money matters...I basically haven't had a steady source of income in ove...
Posted by ToxiN " on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

***UPCOMING SHOWS***

July 7th.....Byzantine w/ Gizmachi @ JJ Kelly's in Lansing, IL July 9th.....project .44 @ Three 1 Three in Belleville, IL July 10th.....project .44 @ Creepy Crawl in St. Louis...
Posted by ToxiN " on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

Fucking maggots!!!

So I came home today expecting a nice relaxing evening to myself...I wander off to the kitchen to get something to eat..yum good..ok.  Then I went to throw out what was left and felt something fa...
Posted by ToxiN " on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST