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.. Now IconsHmmm....to know me is to Love me...I am a very open minded person. I am strong headed and trong willed. I have 4 Beautiful healthy children. Life has been a little tuff on me but what I have learned is what does not kill you only makes you stronger...So you lift your self back up and try, try again. Maybe the way you were going about things were all wrong. I have opened my mind and set my soul free to whatever comes my way. I will embrace the change, the diffrence, and go where ever my heart, sprit and soul takes me. I have learned that ACCEPTANCE is the a sign courage. ACCEPTANCE empowers me to make conscious choice. ACCEPTANCE of what is does not mean liking it as it is. Choosing in fear is not ACCEPTANCE. Choosing in anger is not ACCEPTANCE. ACCEPTANCE requires that I trust myself. ACCEPTANCE requires that I be patient with myself, others and the process of life. I have learned you have to make yourself happy. Without being happy with who you are or having any selfworth you have nothing to give to another. You can not buy love... Honest true love. I am here for my family and friends...this is not a dating service nor am I at all intrested in any relationship at this point. I thought I was... I guess I need to just heal...and have fun.I need to take full advatage of this time to continue my journey on learning ME.And raising my kids so they know how to love themselves and end this cycle. I AM INLOVE WITH SOMEONE, but I can't figure out how to make that work...or how to make it right. I am not perfect nor do I claim to be. I am a screw ball in my head....to much previous damge done. I have in someway sabatoged what could have been a wonderful thing. So you see I really just need to get back to thing's I LOVE TO DO...work on me. Hopefully the saying if you love something set it free...will be true. I love taking my kids places and watching there eyes light up. Some call it spoilling them I call it just LOVE. I love the beach it is where I spend alot of my time in the summer with my kids. I love to go dancing with friends, I love to travel(even if it's not far) I love long rides, I love going to the lake ,I love the snow, I love the outdoors,I love BBQing.I LOVE CAMPING. I am by far and out door person. I don't watch much tv...I love shopping and eating out and dinning at nice places with good company. I want to go sky diving, waterrafting, and learn to ride a motorcycle...I was told it's like having your own set of wing's and flying. That sounds like it is right where I want to be. I want to teach my kids its not all about sitting in the house playing video games. I want them to be caring, open minded people, I want them to be like me. I want them to be out going and explore the world ...not home bodies. There is SOOOOO much world out there to expoler. I learned that from my parents. I am ready to do this me and my babies. So let's have fun. I used to do this with loved ones and friends all the time. So let's all start again. We never know when we or someone we love will be gone. Let's live everyday like its our last, and always make it very clear to those you love that you do indeed LOVE them....1...2....3.... here we go.