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About Me

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i am wim wender's fallen angel. his femme fatale. i am a lover to the core. i have a tendency to sexualize everything because it feels real that way. even eating cereal. i have no singular identity. i am the exquisite culmination of my communities, my tribes. my perspective is intact. my belief systems are as fluid as my breath. i believe i will travel through space. no hippie, in a spaceship. technology turns me on . song, laughter and love are where it's at. i care because you do. i skydive because i am afraid. the suffering i have endured has given me wisdom, strength, compassion, understanding, cynicism, humor in ways for which i could never have written a script. when you look into my eyes, you will understand what it means to be home. i am in love with everything everywhere all of the time.
where i come from, the arms of pine are plush luscious dripping with symphony they carry the weight of my misunderstood youth. aural backdrops of how soon is now straight to hell bring the noise mind bombs. i AM the son and the heir. exquisite little unleashed potential. now was not soon enough. i was the great unknown. i was the master of observation and projection. i was the solution to your dilemma. i was the one who understood. i was defining cool and building landscapes into which i would sail. i was stealing plutonium for my rocketship breaking though sound barrier and judgment and kissing io and cassiopia. i will be dancing on saturn with a comet in one hand and an unlimited-use wormhole pass in the other. i will be sleeping in the creases of timefolds with dimension overlap comforters and supernova nightlights. i will be fluent in the mortar of babel. i will teach you how to let go and be love. i will take you through solar systems beyond systems beyond borders and boundaries, dress sizes and magazine covers. you and me. i will show you the way home.

My Interests

getting dirty. finding higher ground. creation and destruction. defending the underdog. living animal-free and cruelty-free. healing modalities. putting good things in me. putting god things in me. the gender spectrum. (real)hip-hop. lines, space, form & function. strings and resonance. modernism. blips and bleeps. strokes and keys. solids, liquids, & gases. architecture. texture. light. color. honesty integrity substance. sweating.

I'd like to meet:

be brilliant. inspire levity . breathe humor . make music . design inhabitable spaces. know the world you live in. leave it better than how you found it. love your fucking glorious self . surrender to the inevitability of robots. be in awe. grab life by the hips and fuck it senseless. be real honest present. offer. accept. pin me to the bed and fuck my mind. be my equal. yeah you.
veganism (<--click there) is very important to me. it is consistent throughout my life for ethical, environmental and socio-economic reasons. i educate myself as best as i can to live totally animal-free. the least that i request is that you understand and respect that i am. please, i implore you, watch some of the videos here to see where your food, clothing and products really come from. maybe you'll join me in this rEvolution.
myspace is clearly a mecca for acquisition without integrity. if you wish to add me, please SEND ME A THOUGHTFUL MESSAGE .
do you remember that place in the park that night? the one where you slid down the cement on a cardboard slide. where i flipped over the parallel bars and fell on the sand. we heard people shuffling in the trees above so we jumped on the elliptical swing where the seats faced each other so you could watch the world spin around but never lose control. and we pretended we were insects. do you remember that feeling when we looked at each other that all of the suffering had finally made sense? that we had earned this. that even when our night at the park was over we still had the right to take each other home and touch and wrestle. and how familiar the space where your ass met your thigh. and the curve of my back. and the smell of your hand. how it all was our landscape. do you remember in the morning i slipped beneath the covers and devoured you to awakening and you told me you had known me before only in dreaming? take me back to that place. i want to remember in my waking life.

Music:

aceyalone, adam johnson, air, alva noto + ryuichi sakamoto, ali akbar kahn, andrew bird, the aklamate, anon, ark47, aretha, arovane, autechre, bdp (and me), bat for lashes, bent, billie holiday, beastie boys, the bogmen, bola, boards of canada, bongwater, bows, brmc, calmer, cat power, cedric lemoyne, cocteau twins, cibo matto, cocorosie, count basie, coil, dandy warhols, dj aspect, dj krush, dj shadow, dj spooky, dj q-bert, de la soul, del, deconstruction, dolly, ella, elliot smith, eno, feist, film school, fischerspooner, frank morgan, fugazi, gary numan, godspeed you black emperor, gus gus, herbie hancock, higher intelligence agency, holler wild rose, hot chip, iqu, infesticons, isolee, the juan maclean, jeff buckley, jega, jeremy enigk, joni mitchell, j*davey, juggaknots, juno, kraftwerk, leftfield, lusine, lamb, laurie anderson, lauren hoffman, low, M83, mark darling, mark hollis, massive attack, matthew herbert, meat katie, midlake, mike ladd, mighty math, miles davis, miss kittin, mos def, mum, mylo, my bloody valentine, my brightest diamond, naked, nick drake, ninja tune, nusrat fateh ali kahn, orbital, pm dawn, pharcyde, pharoahe monch, pharoah sanders, peanut butter wolf, people under the stairs, pinback, prince, prefuse73, the raconteurs, ravi shankar, roberta flack, ron kurti, the roots, royksopp, sascha funk, saul williams, shuttle 358, sigur ros, sleepwell, soul coughing, spiritualized, spartan fidelity, spank rock, stevie wonder, stone roses, sub sub, sugarcubes, sunny day, swayzak, takagi masakatsu, talk talk, ten and tracer, thelonius monk, this mortal coil, the tom budge good time band, tortoise, turin brakes, tricky, tycho, ulrich schnauss, underworld, verbatum, the verve, vitaminsforyou, voyager one, the white stripes, whitey. is this box even big enough...?

Movies:

until the end of the world, tron , the man who knew too little, heavy metal, secret of nimh, waking the dead, three caballeros, ma vie en rose , xanadu, eternal sunshine, microcosmos, velvet goldmine, watership down, blade runner, dead man, ghost in the shell 2, wings of desire, box of moonlight , wonderful days, fulltime killer, me and you and everyone we know, waking life, city of god, shortbus.

Television:

firefly. kill your tv. i hope the makers of sex in the city get fucked up the ass by naomi wolf. viva la revolution!

Books:

chinese-english dictionary, italian-english dictionary,
japanese-english dictionary, hebrew-english dictionary.

Heroes:

you and the horse you rode in on.
...and bruce lee.

My Blog

The times they are.

The momentum, the urgency, the comradery, the creativity.These, my friends, are exciting times. Obama '08 - Vote For Hope from MC Yogi on Vimeo....
Posted by -[ Solar ]- on Tue, 07 Oct 2008 03:40:00 PST

everything future.

"winter will be here soon, as everything future will be now soon.and i do not know how the darkness will transform this light.how the weight of the sky sends us heavy and apart.i do not know these thi...
Posted by -[ Solar ]- on Sun, 05 Oct 2008 03:50:00 PST

makes me shiver so.

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Posted by -[ Solar ]- on Sat, 04 Oct 2008 02:39:00 PST

its gonna feel like x-mas morning. and that's NOW.

treasure island music festival september 20th.album out sept 23rd.tv on the radio. ...
Posted by -[ Solar ]- on Sat, 20 Sep 2008 10:47:00 PST

leave it on the mountain top.

ah piscean full moon. so powerful you claim to be. so ripe and swollen, with your arms wide and your face bright, ready to carry the load off my back and lower it into the earth. your promises of deta...
Posted by -[ Solar ]- on Tue, 16 Sep 2008 09:26:00 PST

until i can breathe again...

...you get the other contents of my head.enjoy.just be glad to be here. i can't believe the things that you'll say. hot chip will break your legs, snap off your head. so mu...
Posted by -[ Solar ]- on Mon, 08 Sep 2008 07:39:00 PST

i might just give the old dark side a try.

Hurled to the center of the Earth again,The place where it's hot, love,You know, it hurts to breathe in,And the watershed you balance on is begging it,Well did he ever know,Will he ever know?The trees...
Posted by -[ Solar ]- on Sat, 06 Sep 2008 08:40:00 PST

dear universe,

really?
Posted by -[ Solar ]- on Thu, 04 Sep 2008 11:46:00 PST

descent from the american dream.

i was raised thinking true love was not only possible, but probable. and frequent. i was raised thinking i would be a rock star, a celebrity, an astronaut, a nobel peace prize winner. it's the fucking...
Posted by -[ Solar ]- on Tue, 02 Sep 2008 08:51:00 PST

we are the truth that we seek: old revelations for a new dawn.

calm.clear.abundant.powerful.full.i have been using these words a lot lately to describe my current state of being.last fall, i committed to moving only toward safety. i was driven and relentless on m...
Posted by -[ Solar ]- on Fri, 15 Aug 2008 09:53:00 PST