yes, i do miss one special person in la! (other than my family, of course.) thank you ted, for sticking by me, even when i was a total ass! you're just fucking... goodness.
even though this was the worst fucking day of my life, you were there for me..
photography
art shows
traveling
getting high (not as much as i used to)
music
richard avedon is number one on my list right now. most of the people i want to meet are not living. there are so many artists and photographers that have inspired me. i'll update this later.
*many thanks to kim for creating this obituary image*
ted's got me into the most UN-HIP music ever!
sia: breathe me.. ok, that's dope as hell.
lifehouse: empty space
kelly clarkson (ew!): breakaway (memories of ted)
dixie chicks: landslide
other than that top 40 genre which i usually avoid like the plague, i like these songs a lot:
death cab for cutie: transatlanticism
interpol: direction
coldplay: a rush of blood to the head
radiohead: lucky
always worth it: sarah blasko
arcade fire: cold wind
nina simone: feeing good
jem: amazing life
bebel gilberto: aganjú (latin project remix edit)
phoenix: everything is everything
she wants to move: n.e.r.d.
doves: almost forgot myself
robbers on high street: japanese girls
alva star: cold calculated
air: cherry blossom girl
with brenda and my mom.
look at me all dressed up! too funny.
i do read a lot of books, but lately i haven't had time to BREATHE! (remember the days when i used to sit at home and smoke pot all day? long gone!) i try to sit down with a photography magazine, communication arts or basically anything art related so i can keep on top of my field.
my mother. she gave me life, she gave me hope and she gave me the courage to get out and LIVE. she will always be my hero. i only wish that her life could have much more happiness and less sorrow.
my brother nate. he tried so hard to see the good in things and do the best that he could do. he was my big brother and i always looked up to him. my only regret in life is that i didn't get to know him better while he was here.
i NEVER thought i would be saying this, but olivier castro-staal is the reason i am where i am. beyond our past differences, i have to say that his art is amazing and i aspire to create work such as his. i am so thankful for the opportunity he has given me. even though the job didn't work out, it was destiny.
who knew a republican could be my hero?! at least he's cute.. dorky, but cute!