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SidhE

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About Me

I'd like to think that if you're visiting this page you've at least met me, so I'll skip the basic introductions.
How then, does one begin to define themselves in a public forum such as this?
I think it best for now to allow the words of others--those I find particularly moving--to voice that which I cannot.
"...I cannot turn my feelings down
Beyond my means to turn my thoughts around
Expressed in every word I will ever speak..."
~ VnV Nation ~ Arena
"...I am not so serious
this passion is a plagiarism..."
~ The Dresden Dolls ~ Girl Anachronism
"The true genius shudders at incompleteness--and usually prefers silence to saying something which is not everything it should be."
~ Edgar Allan Poe
"...This is how it works
You peer inside yourself
You take the things you like
And try to love the things you took
And then you take that love you made
And stick it into some
Someone else's heart
Pumping someone else's blood
And walking arm in arm
You hope it don't get harmed
But even if it does
You'll just do it all again..."
~ Regina Spektor ~ On the Radio
"Who can say if I've been changed for the better?
But because I knew you
I have been changed for good"
~ Wicked
"To be Irish is to know that in the end the world will break your heart."
~ Daniel Patrick Moynihan

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My Interests

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Dancing
Parenting
Piercing
Driving
Cooking
Corsetry
Fabulous cakes
Good food
Movies
Music
Theatre

I'd like to meet:


Friends are good.

Just about anyone who can read the above and not expect me to change in order to better suit them is good.

I never fault anyone for being who they are so long as they act in accordance with their own ideals and dispositions.

Oh, and this lady is simply BRILLIANT!

Music:

~ You Didn't Want Me ~
~ Mesh ~

This is why I'm alone tonight
This is why I've got no appetite
For fighting and biting
For lying and sniping
For talking of one thing
And doing another
Blaming each other

I never thought I'd sacrifice this much for you
I never meant to jeopardize my fun for you

Because you didn't want me
You never cried for me at all
You didn't love me
You were too far above me
Then you watched me take the fall

Here is why I now contemplate
Here is why I should celebrate
No more hurting and using
The spitting and bruising
Breaking a promise
Saying I'm sorry
Pretending to worry

I never thought I'd have to take this much from you
I wish I'd never used this precious time on you

Because you didn't want me
You never cried for me at all
You didn't love me
You were too far above me
Then you watched me take the fall

Movies:


Bring on the drama n' angst and grab some red vines!

In no particular order

Reality Bites
Rosencrantz and Guildenstern Are Dead
Doom Generation
Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind
Simply Irresistable
Phantom of the Opera (2005)
Delovely
Momento
Everybody Says I Love You
Chasing Amy
Donnie Darko
Empire Records
Love Actually
Pirates!
Gone with the Wind
Trainspotting
Say Anything
When a Man Loves a Woman

Television:

Considering the in-frequency with which I am home, it's a good thing I have Tivo cause perhaps once a month or so I'll waste a whole day on Eureka, Smallville, The L Word, The 4400, Prison Break, House and Bones.

Books:

Sci-Fi Fantasy
Fiction
Nifty stuff for work
Historical Fiction
Cook Books
Classic Mother Goose (non-PC)

Heroes:

My Jiminy Cricket. I'm a better person with her in my life.

My Blog

We could all use a little positive reinforcement...

The Johari Window was invented by Joseph Luft and Harrington Ingham in the 1950s as a model for mapping personality awareness. By describing ones self from a fixed list of adjectives, then asking ones...
Posted by SidhE on Wed, 12 Dec 2007 12:41:00 PST

Snow Report

As seen on the snow report from mt high"...Snowmaking crews are on 24 Hour Alert and there is a very good chance we will begin making snow tonight..."*girly squeal*...
Posted by SidhE on Wed, 21 Nov 2007 03:33:00 PST

Grab Some Noodles for your Noodle - NSFW

In honor of the weirdest thing I'm likely to see all day here's a little something I wrote for my January 'WTF?' column in ANB Grab Some Noodles for your NoodleOriginally spotted on PatrickMacias.blo...
Posted by SidhE on Fri, 16 Nov 2007 02:29:00 PST

Quote of the day

"The children the world almost break become the adults who save it"-Frank Warren, creator of PostSecret.com 
Posted by SidhE on Wed, 14 Nov 2007 05:54:00 PST

in my head

~ Joy Division ~~ Dead Souls ~Someone take these dreams awayThat point me to another dayA duel of personalitiesThat stretch all true realitiesThat keep calling meThey keep calling meKeep on calling me...
Posted by SidhE on Sat, 03 Nov 2007 01:24:00 PST

Safe and Sound

In case anyone else is worried we're all safe up here. This section of Santa Clarita hasn't been evacuated.Thank you for all the well wishes. I love you guys.~E
Posted by SidhE on Tue, 23 Oct 2007 07:09:00 PST

Squash teh Plague

Ok, thus far I've inundated my system with the following anti-oxidants3 packs of EmergenC (Immune Defense plus Zinc formula)4 oz. blueberries8 oz. Vitamin C enhanced Jasmine Green tea6 oz. Acai juice1...
Posted by SidhE on Thu, 18 Oct 2007 03:37:00 PST

Wanna Know a Secret

...I've always loved this song; it's perfect for rainy weather and it makes me feel contemplative.~ Same Old Lang Syne ~~ Dan Fogelberg ~Met my old lover in the grocery storeThe snow was falling Chris...
Posted by SidhE on Fri, 28 Sep 2007 12:12:00 PST

Something to Think About

From my DailyOmAutumn's Beauty The birth of autumn is an event missed by many. Autumn reveals itself slowly, hovering on the edges of our consciousness until its crisp breezes are strong enough to pie...
Posted by SidhE on Mon, 24 Sep 2007 10:58:00 PST

Public Service Announcement

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Posted by SidhE on Fri, 14 Sep 2007 02:28:00 PST