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Jessica!!

I have anal glacoma; I can't see my ass going into work today.

About Me

I'm Jessica. I dream a lot. I have a past/history and of course, regrets. I'm human. I've made mistakes. I'm okay with that. I'm one of the few who has learned from her mistakes. I'm not perfect. Never claimed to be. I've had many crazy rides on the emotional roller coaster. I always come out alive though. :) I'm lazy. VERY lazy. I'd much rather sit on the couch watching TV, eating cheeto's, snuggling with my husband and my cats than go hiking or something. LOL I have my opinions, but I never judge anyone. It's your life, do what you want. Not everyone deserves a second chance though. So be careful. I trust everyone, until they let me know it's not okay to trust them. Like I said before, I'm not sure if that's good or bad. I don't think I'm better than anyone. That's would just be crazy talk. I sit down in the shower. I do my best thinking in there. Plus, it helps me relax sooo hardcore. :) When I lay in bed at night, I think about anything and everything. That's probably why I dream so much. I have journals documenting the last 13 years of my life. They are probably my most prized possession. My 11 year old sister lives with me. I love her to death. She's gorgeous and extremely smart. Plus, she's so much fun to laugh at stupid shows/commercials with. I'm a pisces and still think I was water in a past life. Yes, my husband still laughs at that thought. I'm honest. I'm open. I'm easy going. I can have a temper though. Especially when people are disrespectful. Honestly, I'll never really understand people. Those who know me, know me. Those who don't either wished they knew me or THINK they know me. I'm random. I do believe everything happens for a reason. I'm extremely sensitive, full of emotions and remember the craziest things. Those are the fun things though. I have a STRONG hate towards ugg boots. I want to burn each and every pair. I'm not a fan of fake tans either. Especially if you live in Las Vegas where the sun is free. I love pretty much any and every food, unless there's mint in it. No mint chocolate chip ice-cream for me. Also, please make all my meat WELL DONE! I love my husband. We've been together for 5 years, married for about a month..lol. We're expecting a baby in December. We're hoping for a girl. It's been rough, but I've been doing great. Staying healthy and alcohol free. Trust me though, I miss beer! LOL I love my family sooo much. We've been through so much together. They're people who will give you whatever they have. They're incredible and GORGEOUS! :) Really, I'm just a simple girl. I don't want/need anything fancy or expensive. I just want good people in my life. I'm lucky, I have that. ;)

My Interests

Taking Pics, video games, comic book art, music, food, scary movies, blood, vampires, death, the paranormal, dreams, medical abnormalities, thepalace, animals, tattoos, Jim Carey, Kate Beckinsale, fortune cookies, My baby!!

Music:

3 Days Grace, 3 Doors Down, 30 Seconds to Mars, 311, Acid Bath, AFI, Amber Pacific, Badly Drawn Boy, Bad Religion, Beck, Ben Folds, Better Than Ezra, Butthole Surfers, CAKE, Clockwise, Cobra Starship, Concrete Blonde, Cracker, Dave Matthews, Dishwalla, Disturbed, Faint, Fall Out Boy, Fletch, FOO FIGHTERS, Fountains Of Wayne, Fuel, Gavin DeGraw, Gin Blossoms, Godsmack, Goo Goo Dolls, Gym Class Heroes, Hawthorne Heights, Jeffree Star, Jet, Jimmy Eat World, Hellogoodbye, HIM, Linkin Park, LIPS LIKE MORPHINE, Lost Prophets, Maroon 5, Modest Mouse, Motion City Soundtrack, Natalie Imbruglia, Nine Days, Nirvana, Ok Go, Panic! At the Disco, Pantera, PHANTOM PLANET, Placebo, Plain White T's, RED HOT CHILI PEPPERS, Rob Zombie, Say Anything, Senses Fail, Sevendust, She Wants Revenge, Stone Temple Pilots, Tantric, The Academy Is..., The Exies, The Fray, The Killers, The Used, They Might Be Giants, Third Eye Blind, Toad The Wet Sprocket, Tool, Tom Petty, Unwritten Law, Weezer, Weird Al, Yellowcard

Movies:

28 Days Later, Being John Malkovich, Cube, Dodgeball, Empire Records, Eurotrip, Fear and Loathing in Las Vegas, From Dusk 'til Dawn, Gothika, Identity, In Dreams, Mean Girls, Office Space, Pirates Of The Carribean, Raising Arizona, Requiem For A Dream, Saw, Saw2, Snakes On A Plane, Sprited Away, Stir Of Echos, Suspect Zero, Thirteen, Thirteen Ghosts, Trainspotting, Triplets of Bellville

Television:

Seinfeld, America's Next Top Model, Next, Real World...I watch WAY too much t.v.

Books:

The BIG book of Erotica!

Heroes:

My family. We've been through EVERYTHING together. We know each other inside and out. I can always count on them. They're the only ones I'll ever trust 100%. They are my memories, and they are who helped make me the person I am today. Whether or not you like me, doesn't matter. My family will ALWAYS accept and love me. For that, I'd give them my life. They'll always be number 1 to me. I love 'em!

My Blog

First day

Yesterday I was busy all day getting my health card and TAM card. I didn't get done doing all that until 6:00.That damn TAM card is a 4 hour class!Plus, my health card was $50 because it was expired. ...
Posted by Jessica!! on Wed, 06 Jun 2007 10:48:00 PST

SUCH GREAT NEWS!

I got a job cocktailing!! (I'd mention where, but I have some crazy psycho girl stalking me on here...) I start tomorrow. I just gotta go get my TAM card and renew my health card. I hope I'm able to d...
Posted by Jessica!! on Tue, 05 Jun 2007 10:07:00 PST

Hehe, how exciting

I woke up yesterday and looked in the mirror. I can see a tiny bulge in my tummy.Not like I ate too much...lol...but it's starting to look like I'm pregnant.I woke up today, and my little tummy is sti...
Posted by Jessica!! on Sun, 03 Jun 2007 10:35:00 PST

SCREW YOU!

Screw you TONY HAWK'S DOWNHILL JAM! This isn't one of you best games.I will stick with Underground2. THANKS.ALSO, Hannibal Rising...YOU SUCK TOO!You were SUPPOSE to be freaky and gruesome, but I had t...
Posted by Jessica!! on Sun, 03 Jun 2007 11:14:00 PST

So you think you know me?

I had to steal this idea from my friend Morgan. I sucked at her quiz! Maybe she'll do better at mine.Maybe YOU'LL do better at mine! So you think you know me?? TAKE THIS QUIZ TO FIND OUT!!...
Posted by Jessica!! on Sat, 02 Jun 2007 10:47:00 PST

3 MONTHS

I'm a little over 12 weeks now.I've been having morning sickness just about everyday this past month.I shouldn't have jinxed myself by saying that I had none...LOL, it's all catching up to me now.No w...
Posted by Jessica!! on Sat, 02 Jun 2007 04:34:00 PST

HATE MAIL!!

and seriously have nothing better to do with their time. LOLAt least it gave me a reason to respond and use a lot of cuss words! And to say things I wouldn't normally say...lolSo, this fantastically f...
Posted by Jessica!! on Fri, 01 Jun 2007 08:05:00 PST

Job interview

I think it went great yesterday.I felt a lot more comfortable with this guy and at this place.He said if I don't hear from him by Friday, to call.That sounds good! :)
Posted by Jessica!! on Wed, 30 May 2007 10:12:00 PST

Sick and tired of being sick and tired

Yeah, at first I had no morning sickness. It caught up with me. Every morning...BLEHHH!!!!Then I don't feel "normal" throughout the entire day. I'm lazy and tired.I slept soo much yesterday.The doctor...
Posted by Jessica!! on Mon, 28 May 2007 11:43:00 PST

It wasn't that bad

It wasn't that bad at work yesterday. Thanks to a friend of mine who came in.The thing is, last time I saw him I was able to drink and was drinking heavily with him.When I told him I stopped drinking,...
Posted by Jessica!! on Sat, 26 May 2007 10:49:00 PST