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carmen

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About Me

i fucking rock.i live in tulsa oklahoma.represent!i am always trying and learning new things.i observe my tiny niche in the universe, but want to improve in the role i play in it, as well. i have amazing best friends. I miss them terribly.i love zach dodson doing "elvis karate" drunk, for my entertainment. always doing something.i owna coupla of bidnasses.I REALLY am "a hustla, baby." and it's a lot of work...Grind-ding! i'm a student of dance and the arts.eventual hope for Native American-specific degree.....I am down to skateboard anytime, any weather!!sk8 or die bitch! I AM VERY ITCHY. I LOVE hip hop music and slam poetry. mc'n ,dj'n n'shit. I love & live for music, listening to it, talkin'bout it, spinnin' it- VINYL-(cdjs have/will always be dead to me,you kids and your cop-out-newfangled things).-for all the shaking booties...a.k.a -i heart DJ ing!! DJ HiC,son! not that good,but i got heart! I love all kinds from hip hop and reggae,to early 90's hardcore.i love to DANCE. LOVE a lot of metal and grindcore,but not in a bullshit way,though.total gore-whore.i enjoy thinking about things that make me nearly lose my mind.ASTROPHYSICS.love gold-(teeth,overall color and the honor) I am absolutely self made/self maintained. No gods/ No masters.'tomboy.'although,very girly.i love my REAL friends.my immediate family are my best friends.I AM neurotic and high strung,but always striving for balance.passionately hate hippies and heshers, but in many ways have tendencies toward both.very open mind.i love food.i looove to eat out.i think i am a bad cook.politically and environmentally minded.very informed. I AM THE PROLETARIAT! I AM THE VOICE OF THE PEOPLE!I AM THE REVOLUTION!i really do LIKE to recycle-seeing what you waste is amazing! i ALSO talk endlessly.-did you catch on yet? i love old cars but hate car culture-WHEN spelled with 'Ks'.hang better with guys than girls.ASK SOMEBODY! all about the COMEDY,movies,stand up,television shows etc.i LOOOVE BASKETBALL!-yelling at the t.v. style.go rockets!!!fan fo' life,cuz!!!FUME MOTA! as a friend once put it i am "a real delicate fuckin' flower." I do THE GUARNTEED BEST BRAZILIAN AND OTHER BIKINI WAX ever! WHAT!?? i'm mad busy.i call grown men "son" all the time. I'm told i "talk hood" when relaxed.BE HEALTHY YA'LL....but most of all...i like to chill,cuz.native, never was a native american.CHATICKS SI CHATICKS -MEN OF MEN.I HONOR AND ADMIRE MY ANCESTORS BEFORE ME AND MY FAMILY NOW.EACH ONE,TEACH ONE,SILENCE=OPRESSION. assimilation is slavery.this is my life: and I love it!
i love life! i love fun! i love a challenge!i know it means nothing in the grand scheme,but i do love making money!

My Interests

absurdity.atrocity.cannibalism.surrealism.champagne.music.re cords.being active.skateboarding(YEAH!!!),rollin' or rampin'.gettin'throwed.throwin bones.i read and write a lot.prosthetics.medical daguerotypes.burnout stories.i am very involved in activism.sunny days.good neat whisk(ey)y-.making the most of things that would normally suck.people-watching.lambic frabrois beer.making people uncomfortable.gross little shoes.high heels.educating myself and hopefully others.fair trade.natural living.health.designer clothes,hoes!modern furniture.doing stuff mydamnself.vintage everything.target.sensory deprivation.ebay.the holocaust.the black panther movement.making jewelery.pottery and clay.paint-spray, markers and the like...rhyming LOUDLY in my car. real gangsta ass niggas don't flex nuts.staying fit and strong.being a catalyst for change.physics.sciences.herbs.the MKultra experiments.the Neurenberg trials.natural healing.makeup artistry and modeling.i love to wax people!making my parents proud.staying sane.juggling life and biz ownership.abnormal sociology.viruses and infectu ous disease.mollusks and deep sea fish.being a veeeery far left.opinionated,yet informed person.athletic training shoes from way old school.stunna shades.the beach.designer denim.couture clothing.my heart beats hip hop and murmurs blast beats.hiphop is life,not bling or beef.saying what i mean & doing what i say.time/space continueum.theory of the universe's scientific-begin and eventual-scientific-end. attempting fathoming the unfathomable.making people comfortable, too.going on drives.perception.psycology.whole foods.kids and animals.perpetual motion.our corrupt media and legislature in the u.s.dance dance revolution!MY BED.television on dvd.wine.rollerskating.skateboarding(sk8 or die!)linoleum and beats,kneepatches and windmills."the farm"eh- gena??.basketball.soccer.swimming.yoga.martial arts.golf.tennis.plants.insighting social revolution.decorating.crafts.the zappatista liberation front.immigration policy.native american history and literature.traditional native rituals.body modification.collecting things.cutting down on consuming.argueing with republicans and evangelical christians.dislike zealotry.collecting vinyl.thug passion.

I'd like to meet:

Mainly: Weezy F. Baby,& i did say the baby!-FLY Weezy(fo sheezy,he off da heezy believe me!!, what can i say... i love creative/different people! people with little or nothing to prove, wellwishers, Haters:i'm still loving givin' ya'll shit to hate, REVOLUTIONARIES, probably not your band, MYSPACE SLUT COLLECTORS NEED NOT APPLY-i don't give a shit about being another bitch on your myslut page because you don't get actual pussy.bill hicks,ian curtis,david cross,non judgemental people, fun people who don't want to talk about tattoos.no one-line message pick up shit either,mofo!who are YOU?IF YOU HAVE A BAND OR SOME ENIGMATIC-ASS PROFILE NAME ETC..Guess what?I DON'T KNOW IT IS YOU!!message me.people who make the music i listed.duane "dog the bounty hunter" chapman, so i can beat his racist face in and hang his bloody mullet on my mantle...i got somethin for you too, imus!!!!recent pertinent thoughts:"Too many people spend money they haven't earned, to buy things they don't want, to impress people they don't like..." "this too, shall pass"

Music:

things with urgency and TRUE feeling.anything you make with the intention of mass approval is not art.BLAST BEATS CAN'T HURT, EITHER!trancey stuff,ambient.noise! i guess i will succomb and list groups. j.dilla.saul williams.epmd.clipse.e-4o.the naked cult of hickey.man is the bastard.BJORK.david bowie.mogwai.reversal of man.sole.saetia.at the drive in.one last wish.fugazi.anticon rap.richard d. james,nasty nas.rites of spring.pg99.aesop rock.busdriver.sage francis.gift of gab.latyrx.jawbreaker.prince.diplo.old michael jackson.sunny day real estate.digital underground.big business.beach boys.run dmc,eric b.& rakim.iron maiden.the makeup.joy division.mc5.wu tang.odb.lightening bolt.why?the nation of ullysses.arab on radar.daft punk.pig destroyer.hoover.venom.detroit grand pubahs.benny blanc.amanda blank.shotmaker.gwar.old ebullition hardcore.passage.bad brains.why?.minor threat.faith.new order.void.chino horde.his hero is gone.clouddead.tragedy.orchid.e. badu.coalesce.jerome's dream.neutral milk hotel.BEATLES.modest mouse.antioch arrow.julia.cannibal ox.converge.mobb deep.rush.in/humanity.a tribe called quest.crimson curse.sabbath.slayer.buju baton.b-52's.indian summer.gizm.isis.ink and dagger.ordination of aaron.lyrics born.self scientific.phareezy/neptunes,nerd.ghetto boys.swing kids.born against.heroin.el-p.dillenger escape plan.daughters.hot cross.mista lif.soilent green.themselves.christopher wallace aka biggie smalls r.i.p.tupac r.i.p.nasum.old waxtrax-style industrial music.krs-one/boogiedownproductions.the coup.portraits of past.the locust.the beatles.the who.pink floyd.mos def.tribe called quest.de la soul.pharcyde.mf doom.dj danger mouse.dj shadow.roxanne shante.doctor octagon/kool keith/ultramagnetic mcs.ludacris.the game.chem bros. crystal method.talib kweli.dead prez.cee-lo green.mc lyte.reggae for change.goodie mob.gang of four.jean grae.cash money: man e. fresh,baby,weezy.mission of burma.x.bread and circuits.public enemy.melt banana.bad brains. fuck a jam band.

Movies:

funny things.things about true justice being served a la shawshank redemption.black history movies/docs.blacksploitation movies/docs.holocaust history docs.snuff.vietnam war movies.troma.hershell gordon lewis.scary stuff.zombies and ninjas and cool shit like that! i have no attention span, and my dad used to run movie joints so i don't watch a lot of movies.chris rock never scared as of late.battle royale,gummo,bangin' in little rock,chappelle stand up,ghostdog,way of the samarai,belly,scarface,500 nations dvd set,alien,american hardcore,hustle and flow,the thing,wild style,breakin':one and two-electric boogaloo,predator,eddie murphy raw,transformers,the warriors,beat street,kids in the hall:brain candy is my all-time favorite...

Television:

colbert report.da ali g show.family guy.aqua teen.mr.show.cops(know your enemy).stand-up.chapelle's show.acceptable tv-rip-.daily show,wondershowzen,vh1,mr.show,weeds,basketball,basketball,s ports and some other stuff.intervention!!!! rock of love,REDNECK MARRIAGE, all reality t.v.: celebrity rehab-listen to that old dude from grease scream!!!!ahhhhahaha

Books:

iiiii...ii....i never learned to read!!!oh the shame!!!i went to will rogers,c'mon now..no,actually i am a big nerd when it comes to reading, i really only read research and information books, case studies and the like,i'm not really a fiction lit person anymore.books about true crime,alt.social studies,the downtrodden monority in america,ancient wisdom and knowledge,the struggle of our native and black brothers,freedom and liberation of self,feminism,the rise of the black panther movement,physics,thought,self improvement and viruses, oh the viruses are my guilty pleasure.i read a lot of old zines too...mrr,heartattack,answer me!,cometbus,some punkplanets,dishwasher,relapse resound,slug and lettuce...hmm i'm living in the past.A PIG'S EYE;A LOOK @THE POLICE AND THE AMERICAN BLACK PANTHER MOVEMENT,WARD CHURCHHILL,A LITTLE MATTER OF GENOCIDE-DR.WARD AGAIN,SON! SOME THINGS ARE NOT FORGOTTEN_THE STORY OF A PAWNEE FAMILY'S MOVE TO OKLAHOMA.apocalypse culture-adam parfrey.

Heroes:

JAY D I TO THA LL A!!!Jam master Jay,JAY Z(peep that all three TOP contain jay??conspiracy MR.HANCOCK?)mike mc gill.kelis.remy ma.Roxanne Shante.Cheryl "pepsi" Riley.Jean Grae. Moni Love.krs-one.Missy Elliot.Susan Sarandon.MC Lyte. Olajawon.M.I.A. Angela Davis.stephen colbert,amy sedaris,tina fey,MC DOS ONE.dj's qbert,screw,diplo,switch,micheal-5000-watts,def jukkies all around.anticon-ner(d)s.bill hicks.dave chapelle.homer j. simpson.paul/vicki richardville.huey p newton.LIZ FUCKIN'CORNISH.the american indian movement and its many martyrs.the black panthers.pancho villa.hello kitty-do not fucking hate on her!!!amber renee birlew.pucca.officer rod farva.pharell willaims /neptunes,doug e. fresh,turbo from breakin'.larry fucking david.peter griffin.sacha b.cohen.ward churchill-a real AMERICAN HERO-never killed a kid, either.gore vidal.guy picciotto.people who dedicate themselves deeply to something larger than just that.