(.reach out and touch faith.)

About Me

. down (.home.) ♥ in (.search.) ♥ the (.blog.) ♥ sweet (.favorites.) ♥ water . (.music.)I'm always wanting more
Anything I haven't got
Everything
I want it all
I just can't stop
Planning all my days away
But never finding ways to stay
Or ever feel enough today
Tomorrow must be more.
Drink more dreams more bed more drugs
More lust more lies more head more love
More fear more fun more pain more flesh
More stars more smiles more fame more sex
But however hard I want
I know deep down inside
I'll never really get more hope
Or any more time.

I want the sky to fall in
I want lightning and thunder
I want blood instead of rain
I want the world to make me wonder
I want to walk on water
Take a trip to the moon
Give me all this and give me it soon
More drink more dreams more drugs
More lust more lies more love
But however hard I want
I know deep down inside
I'll never really get more hope
Or any more time.

My Interests

music. art. irony. life. hope. laughter. peace.

( catch without arms )

I'd like to meet:

'h' people: heathens, heretics, hedonists, hippies and hoochie mamas

free-thinkers, 'compasionate conservatives', trouble-makers, movers and shakers and people that can stand still for 13 hours at a time. rebels and conformists. existentialists, fundamentalists, aliens from another planet, anyone that speaks another language, nihilists, george w bush, executive transvetites, slackers, over-achievers, rivetbitches, cowboys, ravers, anarchists, gothics, punk rockers and nerds. no emo kids allowed ♥

this just in: if i don't know you already and you just try to add me without a word, you're most likely going to get denied. if you make weird comments in an attempt to hit on me, that doesn't count and you will also be denied. i pretty much don't really want to meet anyone off myspace, and the only reason i haven't deleted this page yet is because i want to keep in touch with my *real life* friends. kthx. so please find another myspace hoe to troll. :)

oh yeah...and still no emo kids allowed. ♥

Music:

aphex twin. assemblage 23. a perfect circle. air. banco de gaia. beatles. ben harper. bitter:sweet. blank and jones. the cure. covenant. combichrist. the doors. dredg. depeche mode. delerium. dream theater. dzihan & kamien. elton john. emily haines. everclear. the faint. frontline assembly. funker vogt. front 242. faith no more. ferry corsten. fischerspooner. frou frou. fairlight children. godspeed you black emperor. goldfrapp. the guess who. hybrid. immortal technique. imogen heap. imperative reaction. infected mushroom. john lennon. kyau vs. albert. kmfdm. lacuna coil. led zeppelin. london after midnight. mandalay. massive attack. metric. ministry. norah jones. rasputina. rolling stones. sia. she wants revenge. shiny toy guns. siouxsie and the banshees. the smiths. telepopmusik. tori amos. tool. vedera. voltaire. the who.

Books:

acid dreams. the tipping point. an inconvenient truth. silent spring. culture of fear. the principia discordia. the catcher in the rye. the sword of time series. the bell jar. the fuckup. 1984. brave new world. we. animal farm. fight club. a clockwork orange. jitterbug perfume. the davinci code. ender's game. all the little live things. an american tragedy. blindness. the stand. desperation. alice in wonderland. the stupidest angel. fahrenheit 451. through the looking glass. something wicked this way comes. lies my teacher told me. ishmael. skinny legs and all. till life with woodpecker. fierce invalids home from hot climates. even cowgirls get the blues. diary of a drug fiend. food of the gods. another roadside attraction. american gods. fear and loathing in las vegas. acid dreams. to your scattered bodies go. one flew over the cuckoo's nest.

Heroes:

still holdin' out

My Blog

never know she never feel nothing

1. Name one person who made you smile today?same one that makes me smile everyday. ;D 2. What were you doing at 8:00 this morning?:fucking sleeping! it's saturday. jesus. 3. What were you doing 30 m...
Posted by (.reach out and touch faith.) on Sat, 03 Feb 2007 11:59:00 PST

doctor blind, just prescribe the blue ones

1.) Where were you when the ball dropped for 2006?I, too, was in Rob's livingroom. 2.) How did you get the idea for your myspace name?a song. ;P 3) What are you listening to right now?doctor blind.....
Posted by (.reach out and touch faith.) on Tue, 14 Nov 2006 07:03:00 PST

survey see survey do

71 things you most likely don't know about me:: 1. Do you snore?i dont think so. maybe a LITTLE when i'm sick. but it's cute. so there. no really. 2. Are you a lover or a fighter?I'm more of the ang...
Posted by (.reach out and touch faith.) on Tue, 10 Oct 2006 07:16:00 PST

infected mushroom! coming to UTAH!

today was the best day of my life. why? because i found that infected mushroom is coming to salt lake city. november 11th, the new vortex, $20. i am so excited i could cry.we're getting our tickets th...
Posted by (.reach out and touch faith.) on Mon, 09 Oct 2006 10:40:00 PST

nocturnal wonderland !!

So perhaps we didn't go to Coachella,we won't be making it to Love Parade [fest] eithernot to mention the one in Berlin......and there was EDC as well that I was too lazy to attend.and of course Burni...
Posted by (.reach out and touch faith.) on Sun, 13 Aug 2006 08:34:00 PST

more of me blabbing about myself

1. Who was your first prom date?Are you joking. I boycotted the fuck out of prom.2. Who was your first roommate?Mikee, Pinky, Jordan and Andrew3. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got dru...
Posted by (.reach out and touch faith.) on Fri, 03 Mar 2006 08:39:00 PST

coachella!!! the most important blog you will EV0R read

: screams with giddyness and happyness and and and and :THE.LINE.UPwho's with me? I can finally afford to go this year ... I missed the Cure and Bauhaus...but it will be ok if I can see Dave Gahan tel...
Posted by (.reach out and touch faith.) on Thu, 02 Feb 2006 04:14:00 PST

something that makes me laugh

Ugly boys on Myspace who pose with their shirts off in front of their bathroom mirrors, and take their picture with a camera phone.LOL@Ujesus ................ oh right, I was supposed to swoon instead...
Posted by (.reach out and touch faith.) on Sat, 21 Jan 2006 03:30:00 PST

she's come undone.

She's come undone She didn't know what she was headed for And when I found what she was headed for It was too late She's come undone She found a mountain that was far too high And when she found ou...
Posted by (.reach out and touch faith.) on Mon, 16 Jan 2006 08:44:00 PST

250 things you never wanted to know

Basic Questions 1) Name: laRA 2) Sex: i'm actually kind of tired. 3) Birthday: bastille day! or, july 14 4) Height: 5'6 5) Weight: 115-120 6) Hair color: burgundy 7) Eye color: green / brown (vari...
Posted by (.reach out and touch faith.) on Sun, 08 Jan 2006 11:50:00 PST