<--tha rockin' shay-nessÂ©

About Me

only the colorblind can see into the hearts of every man,
only the deaf can hear any man's cry,
only the mute will truly speak to the world,
only the broken and forgotten will find all the splendor that life has to give.
the rest of the world seems too lost in what is trivial
to see what life is about.
life IS the world, life is EVERY heart of EVERY man--
one simple man will NEVER be the world.

-shay

My Interests

writing poetry; songwriting; singing; music in general.

I'd like to meet:

people who not necessarily understand me, but those who would like to gain understanding. always looking for friends, but i want real friends, not people who are only there on sunny days. i will leave you in my dust. you HAVE to be open-minded, willing to accept new ideas, new people, new things. i don't want to deal with your bullshit just b/c you can't deal with whether i am religious or not. maybe your definition isn't the same as mine. why don't you ask instead? don't be pig-headed, don't be stupid. i won't play childish games, and i won't put up with anyone who does. if you create drama and wreak havoc on people everywhere you go, stay the hell away from me. and to top it off... I HATE STUPID PEOPLE. if i had my way, they would all be put on a ranch in montana where we could have hunting season. they would be banned from procreating, and the proceeds from the hunting ranch would ACTUALLY go toward educating other people so they don't meet the same fate. so, let's recap... drama-queens and stupid people, just don't even fuckin bother. oh and psychotic bitches, too--no explanation necessary.

and this also explains why i'm packing up and running out the door.

Music:

i am music... its rhythm my heartbeat... the melody my mood... the harmony complementing my personality, reverberating my innermost thoughts

My Blog

BT’s DAUGHTER IS MISSING! PLEASE HELP & PASS THIS ON!

For those who do not know, BT is a musician whose name is Brian Transeau. I saw this bulletin, and I know for a fact this is no hoax. Please pass this on! You never know if one of the people on your f...
Posted by <--tha rockin' shay-ness© on Sat, 22 Dec 2007 03:49:00 PST

i am me... though its not always what you first see.

i keep saying that the pictures lies. people keep saying you shouldn't judge a book by its cover, and yet, stereotypes are more alive than ever before. i was reading a bulletin from a close friend who...
Posted by <--tha rockin' shay-ness© on Fri, 30 Nov 2007 04:28:00 PST

medicated (massive edit of "i was told i’d always feel this way")

i'd always be depressed they said,it's a chemical kinda thing.so they give more chemicalsin their pursuit to medicate meand take from me what i give.without the pillsi ramble on without knowingwhat it...
Posted by <--tha rockin' shay-ness© on Fri, 30 Nov 2007 03:42:00 PST

the tears flood at the oddest times..

i'm listening to an old darude mix (for those who listen to techno) and out of nowhere, while looking at pics that friends have put up on myspace recently, tears start flooding down my cheeks..fat lit...
Posted by <--tha rockin' shay-ness© on Sat, 17 Nov 2007 03:26:00 PST

i’m back from oblivion...

and typing like crazy. i actually went out last night, first time i actually went out and performed at all since i got back. i had a joy of a week or two just pass me by. i don't remember much from it...
Posted by <--tha rockin' shay-ness© on Mon, 12 Nov 2007 06:45:00 PST

i was told i’d always be this way..

seems i dont know what im doing here

i wander aimlessly through the night,wishing for a bit of luck but none seems to come my way.hanging out at badly ventilated bars,watching cigarette smoke become stagnant..floating just at nose height...
Posted by <--tha rockin' shay-ness© on Mon, 12 Nov 2007 06:37:00 PST

a repost about the WORST KIND OF HOAX!!

it was originally posted on september 11, 2005 at 6:29pm:the original title of the blog was "*sigh* the worst kind of hoax.... YOU MUST READ!!!"and i never order anyone to do anything. my friend, jarn...
Posted by <--tha rockin' shay-ness© on Fri, 02 Nov 2007 07:47:00 PST

please prey.. yes, prey.. use a hoax to tug on heartstrings..

Just received a bulletin and I'm so sick of this crap... And in a moment, I'll actually repost the blog I created over the rohypnol/progesterex hoax bulletin that was passed around without research......
Posted by <--tha rockin' shay-ness© on Fri, 02 Nov 2007 07:22:00 PST

halloweenies roasting over an empty oil drum..

i've always wondered what it's like for the homeless on halloween. on thanksgiving, soup kitchens allow more people in than usual so they can feed everyone a decent meal and usually on christmas, they...
Posted by <--tha rockin' shay-ness© on Fri, 02 Nov 2007 11:41:00 PST