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I'm in my own reality show

I'M What you call... "NEW MEDIA"

About Me

Blah Blah Blah and that's a little about me..."Never answer the question just answer the question you would have wanted asked of you"..............................................Layout Provided By FreeCodeSource.com - Myspace Layouts ..Layout Provided By FreeCodeSource.com - Myspace LayoutsMe at Sundance 2006..msprm name="modify"

My Interests

Backgammon (am I the only person who knows how to play this silly game?) Singing, my favorite song to do at Karoake is "Video Killed the Radio star" don't be jealous and don't try to copy my fabulous performance...Musical Theatre, This boy named Ali..and a boy named Jere who I loved and lost as fate and destiny collided one moment in time...and this new guy- who is it???? ...It makes me feel good to make people laugh, Finding a cause I feel strongly about and then becoming nuerotic trying to figure how I'm going to change things, I love Trains and not planes-oooh I get terrified of flying, I love playing in the rain- and waterfalls-getting wet is so much fun and I don't use umbrellas and so I am obsessed with broken umbrellas that pave the streets in a New York summer's rain...Life is lollipops and raindrops with the one you love....kissing's my favorite food!... I like Dogs not cats but now that's not true since I found my Deaf Cat Effie but just her I'm a dog lover, Acting, Film, Judy Garland,The 40's, Doris Day,Tony Randall, Ralph Macchio-"Outsiders" days...whatever ok So I still think he's Hot!!!!!!!!!! " border="0" alt="Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket"Poetry and drunk verse-no really I do my best work smashed, Red Wine (Yummy!), Margaritas (especially Dallas BBQ's on the upper west side mango margs w/ an extra shot!), Cheese, ranch dressing and a bottle of Tobasco at my table, Tea Drinker ( coffee makes me gag-really), Midgits, Gotta LOVE The Spice Girls!- Mexican Food at hole in the walls where English is now your second language, Dorky Guys who haven't been corrupted by the whores of Hollywood...(bitter party of one) Gosh oh Gee isn't there just one left for me???? Please oh please!

I'd like to meet:

I'd like to meet Sweet Buttery Judy Garland for a drink..... Actually it would also be cool to meet Mickey Rooney and sing a duet uh let's say "Could You Use Me?" I'd let him!!!! (and you know that you can...)

Judy Garland and Mickey Rooney for the March of Dimes


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I would also like to meet the funniest boy on earth who I would find extremely irresistable even though he's the biggest dork ever, he would be the sensitive type and we would fall madly in love and live happy ever after...and he loves musicals and is not GAY!Forget the musicals I'll just secretly listen to them in the closet-or maybe he'll secretly listen to them in the closet? Hey I live in Hollywood-GO FIGURE!... It's hard being a hopeless romantic...******and MJ sings it like I feel it should be-!!!!!! I like to meet Ralph Macchio and show him my Karate moves...hi-yah! Also I would love to run into jere and frolic one last time or/ and at least just discuss the lives we've lived since then...and just hug and cry in each other arms... Oh I had a crush on David Spade all but 12 minutes worth sitting at the bar at El Coyote but, now that's out..http://www.comedycentral.com/motherload/?ml_video=84944 I'd really like to meet Keifer Sutherland when he's sober!!!! Now that's a joke... It's like the movie Fifty first dates and I'm done trying to explain to him how we know each other 5 million times....speaking of Drunks well Mr.Vince Vaughn he's hot! and he kinda reminds me of a Young Orson Welles who is was also hot! I fell in love with Buster Keaton decades too late and The Tramp-Charlie Chaplin...and the #1 person I'd like to meet???? I'd like to meet me in another life just to see what I was up to and if I was on the right path and kick myself for not getting it...An audition I didn't get....ROUND MOM?

Music:

First came the boogie then the bunny hop, then the rhumba, sumba, then the bop and I don't know what's coming next, but this whole world's in a terrible fix...Really as long as it's not the Beer Barrel Polka, I'll be fine with it!... My list is a long one...But if sweet buttery Judy is singing it's a keeper! If you haven't seen me sing "the Trolley Song" your missing out!!!!!! No really!and now...JOE's song "ORDINARY" My favorite album as a child was Marlo Thomas' "Free to be You and Me" hence the song on my site...and I love the songs from "The Little Prince" oh yeah and Jesus Christ Superstar-I even dated Jesus christ, well I thought he looked like him,and scary that is why I was attracted to him-also now "Wicked" the Musical... and of late of course DreamGirls..."and I'm telling you I like Musical Theatre and you and you and you your gonna love me...woahohohoh.." I'm dedicating this next video to a guy I recently met...cheezy yeah but I don't care....and you all know who he is...I melt inside everytime I see him...and this too !!!!!!!!! you can't get any cheesier than Debbie Gibson?I like music other than musicals...( Ok fine so I have the most random taste in music)... And when it all gets crazy I listen to Depeche Mode and The Smiths when I want to cry and to just forget and to be sad and to feel human and be happy remembering... who doesn't once in awhile let their feelings overcome them!...Okay you asked for it!!!!!!! A few of my favorite songs ...Roger Miller's King of the Road, Candle on the Water from Pete's Dragon "HOME" from The Wiz "Golden Brown"-The Stranglers, "Ball and Chain"-and "Story of my Life" Social D fuckin' still rocks! Man These two songs remind me of when I first met Jere, Karen and Yvonne. "Hold Onto Love"-The Cranberries actually any song by them...I fuckin love this song..."It's alright to cry"... "Circle of Friends"-Eddie Brickell "Ben" and "Never can say Goodbye"-Michael Jackson "FROZEN"-Madonna So what if I like the Spice Girls!!!!! Depeche Mode-"I Feel You"... and really this is how it fucking is..."When I'm thinking about you"-The Sundays and "Here's Where the Story Ends" Gwen Stefani is such a POSER!!!! Here's Blondie-"Dreaming" I Had Too....Leo Sayer sings..."you Make Me Feel Like Dancin'" The Smiths"please Please let me get what I want this time' Wicked the Musical! "Defying Gravity"Mazzy Star-"Fade into you" "Nobody's Diary"-YAZ....very important songs!!!! "Only You..." dedicated to Ray Oglesby or Jere -how i knew him "If someone like you"- Linda Eder and I'm just getting started!

Movies:

Jesus Christ Superstar and I can do the dance during simon zealots number..."Christ you know I love you did you see i waved..." It's a real crowd pleaser!Sweet Charity with Shirley McClaine, Dead Again-A MUST SEE!!!!!, The Wizard of Oz, Oh Here's My 80's list: Pretty Woman(my favorite part is when she eats a pancake then it cuts to her eating a croissant in the same scene-hello editing?), Beaches(I ran away to New York because of that Movie), Outrageous Fortune, When Harry Met Sally(ain't true love da best) and about last night - E.T. I had a huge crush on Henry Thomas , All of Shirley Temple's films except Little Annie Rooney, "Pillow Talk" w/ Doris Day is an oldy but goody-Favorite song.."Rolly Polly" No seriously! If I was stranded on a desert isle I would want my copy of Pillow Talk to survive!!!!!!The little Prince, The Little Mermaid, and my all time favorite movie to watch (usually drunk at 1am)- It's Pete's Dragon...or the Judy Garland Story for motivation and inspiration...

Television:

What's TV?...Considering I don't have cable and hate Time Warner controlling my cable access, this section will remain blank...I prefer AM radio now that all the spanish channels have moved to FMno wait I take it back....I am a mechanical toy!

Books:

The Fat Flush Plan, Dr. Atkin's Plan, Sugar Buster's, The Ab's diet, The South Beach Diet, The Ice Cream Diet, Ultra Metabolism, The Coconut Diet, Outsmarting The Female Fat Cell, but I haven't read The Zone Diet...My journal (oooh it should be on the best seller list) Cat Fancy, Self-help/Motivational Mumbo Jumbo even though I think I'm exactly who I should be at this point in time...Oh and any books by Sylvia Brown, I do believe in spooks...I do I do I do...

Heroes:

..Anyone with Integrity. It really is the most important quality that you don't truly find in people. I always thought Wonder Woman was cool. Holocaust survivors. My Deaf Kitty...she comes to my rescue every morning when she pounces on my head so i don't sleep through my alarm... I met a girl who was being shipped off to Iraq today. I asked her why she was going ,she said Combat Medic...I was a little sad, but I wished her good luck in a I'm sorry Kinda way..she was my hero and now the young men and women fighting over there. God Bless Them!...and now as of late I meet this guy, a marine. He's being groomed for war again, but this war now is crazy...I pray for him I do not want him to go back to that war...I want to hold him so tight-he's off the radar...let someone else go but not him, not him...Why do men have to fight wars, if more people viewed life through my eyes we would all be friends not enemies.A tribute to Carl Anderson who is my hero...I met him backstage at Jesus Christ Superstar at the Gammage in Az.... He was my inspiration to pursue this crazy business...and he has lately inspired me again from above...oxoxo Carl Anderson

My Blog

Where did it all go?????

Not that I am looking back on my life and saying where did it all go, but really where did it all go right or wrong? -and are they the same when you find yourself wondering about it all.  This su...
Posted by I'm in my own reality show on Thu, 23 Aug 2007 07:48:00 PST

I do not have patience for ADULTERY & WHORES!!!!

and so the plot thickens......Granted as a child I thought love was for forever. I assumed that my mother and father loved each other and that was the way life was as a child. Well the world then beco...
Posted by I'm in my own reality show on Wed, 27 Jun 2007 03:31:00 PST

ON INTEGRITY...(of which he has none!!!!!!!)

Really now the most important thing one should have is integrity!!!!In case you need a definition here it is:noun1. adherence to moral and ethical principles; soundness of moral character; honesty.Re...
Posted by I'm in my own reality show on Fri, 08 Jun 2007 12:08:00 PST

When the wounds of time find you again

when the wounds of time find you again you suddenly become numb once more... years got in the way...so many tears of the memories I held onto along the way. But nevertheless they are my memories of a...
Posted by I'm in my own reality show on Sat, 02 Jun 2007 06:21:00 PST

ray oglesby and in finding him again

She gasped as the air fell out her lungs she thought she was done caring that is. And there he was a faded memory now just pixilations on the page...and she watched as each part became one, one who sh...
Posted by I'm in my own reality show on Sat, 02 Jun 2007 06:11:00 PST

( Suddenly I've become the admiration of some...)

when the one that you want and the one that you don't suddenly become one....and you weren't ready for any of it it -everything then becomes confusing and you suddenly feel uneasy about yourself which...
Posted by I'm in my own reality show on Sat, 26 May 2007 11:50:00 PST

"Sometimes"

Only sometimesI question everythingAnd Im the first to admitIf you catch me in a mood like thisI can be tiringEven embarrassingBut you mustFeel the sameWhen you look aroundYou cant tell me honestlyYou...
Posted by I'm in my own reality show on Mon, 07 May 2007 01:08:00 PST

me and my personal trainer Raul...

Ready? well everything is so exciting! Okay so I finally made the decesion to get healthy again...I have a new personal trainer, Chase Rivera. He's a marine! (Recon)So he's working me hard! No really ...
Posted by I'm in my own reality show on Wed, 14 Mar 2007 11:36:00 PST

and so I said goodbye today!

and so I said goodbye forever todayand I walked the lonely path with my head low thinking that life had tricked me and I somehow went down the wrong mile. And you know I would have bought the map if t...
Posted by I'm in my own reality show on Fri, 09 Mar 2007 03:19:00 PST

Would it finally be true love my friend?

I can't stop and say wait, no wait for me to finally figure it all out...Years have gone and passed and still I am who I am and learned to finally accept it...How I let life pass me by for some stupid...
Posted by I'm in my own reality show on Sat, 03 Mar 2007 03:37:00 PST