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Sunshine the Werewolf [structural defect]

I am here for Dating, Serious Relationships, Friends and Networking

About Me

23 year old manic-depressive, compulsive binge-addict, old dark soul w/faith only in myself; on my own with nowhere (everywhere) to go. A waiter of almost four years, serving food to people and taking their money makes it all worth while. It really does.. Ppl are scum. I live in one of Chattanooga's oldest historic districts, in an apartment that's over one hundred years old.
Nothing surprises me anymore. Except what your mom's capable of, haha.
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^Jay, Crystal & Myself Doing What We Do Best^
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey

Name: Matt
Birthday: 06/01/84
Birthplace: Cleveland, TN
Current Location: Chattanooga, TN
Eye Color: 1 green eye, 1 hazel eye
Hair Color: brown/blonde
Height: 5'9
Right Handed or Left Handed: rightie
Your Heritage: 70% irish / 30% indian?
The Shoes You Wore Today: i wore my vans to work
Your Weakness: judgement, powdery things, feta cheese
Your Fears: being homeless
Your Perfect Pizza: italian sausage, green olive, pineapple & feta cheese
Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: buying a car
Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: "hey?"
Thoughts First Waking Up: "what the hell time must i be at work?"
Your Best Physical Feature:
Your Bedtime: after last call, most certainly
Your Most Missed Memory: nightfall & the people i pretty much grew up with
Pepsi or Coke: coke
MacDonalds or Burger King: MACdonalds if i must choose
Single or Group Dates: single
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: neither
Chocolate or Vanilla: vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: neither
Do you Smoke: yea..
Do you Swear: lots!
Do you Sing: when i can get away with it
Do you Shower Daily: i try ;)
Have you Been in Love: have been, and currently am
Do you want to go to College: sure, but that shit takes a buncha money
Do you want to get Married: define "married"..
Do you belive in yourself: sometimes. i'm a worrier by nature, and let things get to me.
Do you get Motion Sickness: nope.
Do you think you are Attractive: in some ways.
Are you a Health Freak: i can be.
Do you get along with your Parents: father/mother: yes/no
Do you like Thunderstorms: yeah, from my metal fire escape. *fingers crossed*
Do you play an Instrument: bass guitar, piano
In the past month have you Drank Alcohol: i've drank alcohol in the past 24 hours
In the past month have you Smoked: i've smoked in the past 24 minutes
In the past month have you been on Drugs: i've been on drugs in the past 24 seconds
In the past month have you gone on a Date: not at all. 'cept with whitney, i guess.
In the past month have you gone to a Mall: yeah to a restraunt in a mall. bourbon, pasta and frank sinatra.. *sigh*
In the past month have you eaten a box of Oreos: oreos are SO gross. i reiterate: SO gross.
In the past month have you eaten Sushi: not that i recall.
In the past month have you been on Stage: kinda
In the past month have you been Dumped: no
In the past month have you gone Skinny Dipping: no
In the past month have you Stolen Anything: just a few hearts, heh.
Ever been Drunk: all the time. vodka monday!!
Ever been called a Tease: yes
Ever been Beaten up: never
Ever Shoplifted: no
How do you want to Die: haven't thought about it. majestically, i suppose, with a large commotion and much sadness.
What do you want to be when you Grow Up: im kinda wanting to own a restraunt, recently. weird to admit that.
What country would you most like to Visit: Canada!
In a Boy/Girl..
Favourite Eye Color: brown or blue. i dunno.
Favourite Hair Color: red, easily
Short or Long Hair: depends on the girl
Height: shorter than me, preferably.
Weight: less than me, preferably.
Best Clothing Style: depends on the girl. i like a lot of different stuff.
Number of Drugs I have taken: "these are just a few of my favorite things..." - mudvayne
Number of CDs I own: lots. 200++
Number of Piercings: only 2, my 8g plugs in my ears.
Number of Tattoos: 11, scattered between both of my arms.
Number of things in my Past I Regret: only ever having been in one threesome. hah! rick james, bitch!
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My Interests

Night life, live music, not-live music, tattoos, perverse drug use, religious texts, competing with my sanity for control, kittens, making money $$, watching everything come crashing down around me while laughing like a maniac, women who 3 power, women who 3 happy hour, women who 3 younger men, meeting new people, writing down whatever comes from my delicate psyche... generally anything that keeps my mind off of having no immediate family or friends. Hmm.

Music:

.hopesfall., 36CF, 7 angels 7 plagues (rip), amen, american headcharge, as i lay dying, bane, becoming the archetype, between the buried and me, bleeding through, blood has been shed (rip), burnt by the sun, chimaira, converge, deftones, dog fashion disco, donnybrook, every time i die, freya, glassjaw, god forbid, head automatica, himsa, job for a cowboy, MASTODON, meshuggah, most precious blood, nine inch nails, no stars over bethlehem, norma jean, opeth, pig destroyer, poison the well, protest the hero, puscifier, queens of the stone age, relative ash, shadows fall, shai hulud, slayer, static-x, team sleep, the black dahlia murder, the dillinger escape plan, the eagles of death metal, the locust, these arms are snakes (rip), throwdown, walls of jericho

SEX DEATH VIOLENCE

Movies:

the big lebowski, natural born killers, resevoir dogs, scarface, o brother where art thou?, mulholland drive, tank girl, 21 grams, memento, the godfather (1, 2 & 3), the salton sea, imaginary heroes, grindhouse, igby goes down, hedwig and the angry inch, very bad things, what's eating gilbert grape

Television:

harvey birdman: attorney at law, squidbillies, happy tree friends & friends.

anything deranged.

Books:

Drawing Down the Moon by Margot Adler, To Ride A Silver Broomstick by Silver Ravenwolf, anything by Scott Cunningham, or anything published by Llewellyn Publications.

Heroes:

I'm divorcing every mother fucking thing/THE CONFEDERACY OF RUINED LIVES

My Blog

so what do ya think?

I've been with the restraunt I work for going on two years (I'm seriously like a week shy of two years).  Today, my boss asked me if I want to start managing four nights a week, every other week....
Posted by Sunshine the Werewolf [structural defect] on Sat, 27 May 2006 01:40:00 PST

a few of my current favorite things

my new phonethe money i'm makingthis person (but not her bloodline)glassjawevery time i dieand hangin with these guys at the bar...   ahhhahahahahhahahahah....and all these folks too.  ...
Posted by Sunshine the Werewolf [structural defect] on Mon, 20 Feb 2006 02:50:00 PST

HERE, now this just makes things fucking simpler.

Name: Age: Height: Name your top 5 bands: Name your top 5 Movies: What is your favorite candy?: What is ur favorite flavor jelly bean?: What do you think of me?: What do you like about yourself?: Why...
Posted by Sunshine the Werewolf [structural defect] on Sat, 11 Feb 2006 03:41:00 PST

the wolves tear you apart

for anyone i've told about these and have not seen, or anyone who just wants to look...  my two new tatts, the first ones in over two years, are right here:just the outlines..the the finished pro...
Posted by Sunshine the Werewolf [structural defect] on Fri, 10 Feb 2006 05:25:00 PST

SUNSHINE sears the skin

it's not fun anymore.  trying and trying and trying to make things work really only ends up exposing my insufficiencies as a person more...  so from this point on, i'm kinda done with how i ...
Posted by Sunshine the Werewolf [structural defect] on Mon, 06 Feb 2006 12:11:00 PST

shut up and listen. lists are fun.

Worst week ever Reason 1: Lost my jobReason 2: Got my job backReason 3: Lost an investment in time & emotion (cunt)Reason 6: Bills are dueReason 7: I have to go through the whole "dating" thing ag...
Posted by Sunshine the Werewolf [structural defect] on Wed, 01 Feb 2006 02:41:00 PST

new camera

I just bought this $349 camera for $60.  HAHAH!  
Posted by Sunshine the Werewolf [structural defect] on Fri, 20 Jan 2006 05:52:00 PST

notions

the lines i've already crossedare telling me simple storiesabout older ones once rememberedthat stay buried in the backunderneath useless other notionsof strategy, of timingthose both never having mad...
Posted by Sunshine the Werewolf [structural defect] on Tue, 20 Dec 2005 05:34:00 PST

4 new me pics

updated my photo section, check'em out if you wanna wretch : D
Posted by Sunshine the Werewolf [structural defect] on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST

"undersight" cross-posted poem from LJ

in sleepcreation becomes forgotten,disregarding a letter in smeared scrawl andjealous calligraphy,of monogamy and love half passed to infidelity do you ever feel broken fragments of memory surfacing?s...
Posted by Sunshine the Werewolf [structural defect] on Mon, 01 Jan 1900 12:00:00 PST